作者:吴文智
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:16
|本章字节:12340字
“ellmeassoonasyouhavefinished,”saidjohnsy,closinghereyes,andlyingwhieandsillasfallensaue,“becauseiwanoseehesonefalli’miredofwaiingi’miredofhinkingiwanournloosemyholdoneveryhing,andgosailingdown,down,juslikeoneofhosepoor,iredleaves”
“ryosleep,”saidsue“imuscallbehrmanupobemymodelforheoldhermimineri’llnobegoneaminuedon’ryomove’ilicomeback”
oldbehrmanwasapainerwholivedonhegroundfloorbeneahhemhewaspassixyandhadamichaelangelo’smosesbeardcurlingdownfromheheadofasayralonghebodyofanimpbehrmanwasafailureinarforyyearshehadwieldedhebrushwihougeingnearenoughoouchhehemofhismisress’srobehehadbeenalwaysabouopainamaserpiece,buhadneveryebeguniforseveralyearshehadpainednohingexcepnowandhenadaubinhelineofcommerceoradverisingheearnedalilebyservingasamodelohoseyoungarissinhecolonywhocouldnopayhepriceofaprofessionalhedrankginoexcess,andsillalkedofhiscomingmaserpieceforhereshewasafiercelileoldman,whoscoffederriblyasofnessinanyone,andwhoregardedhimselfasespecialmasiffinwaiingoproechewoyoungarissinhesudioabove
suefoundbehrmansmellingsronglyofjuniperberriesinhisdimlyligheddenbelowinonecornerwasabnkcanvasonaneaselhahadbeenwaiinghereforwenyfiveyearsoreceivehefirslineofhemaserpiecesheoldhimofjohnsy’sfancy,andhowshefearedshewould,indeed,lighandfragileasaleafherself,floaaway,whenherslighholduponheworldgrewweaker
oldbehrman,wihhisredeyespinlysreaming,shouedhisconempandderisionforsuchidioicimaginings
“vass!”hecried“isderepeopleindeworldmiderfoolishnessodiebecauseleafsdeydropofffromaconfoundedvine?ihafnoheardofsuchahingno,iwillnoboseasamodelforyourfoolhermidunderheadvydoyouallowdosillypusinessocomeinderbrainofher?ach,dopoorleelemissyohnsy”
“sheisveryillandweak,”saidsue,“andhefeverhaslefhermindmorbidandfullofsrangefanciesverywell,mrbehrman,ifyoudonocareoposeforme,youneedn’buihinkyouareahorridold—oldflibberigibbe”
“youarejuslikeawoman!”yelledbehrman“whosaidiwillnobose?goonicomemiyouforhalfanhourihafpeenryingosaydoiamreadyobosego!disisnoanybceinwhichonesogooasmissyohnsyshallliesicksomedayivillbainamaserpiece,andveshallallgoawaygo!yes”
johnsywassleepingwhenheywenupsairssuepulledheshadedownohewindowsill,andmoionedbehrmaninoheoherroominhereheypeeredouhewindowfearfullyaheivyvihenheylookedaeachoherforamomenwihouspeakingapersisen,coldrainwasfalling,mingledwihsnowbehrman,inhisoldblueshir,ookhisseaashehermimineronanupurnedkeleforarock
whensueawokefromanhour’ssleephenexmorningshefoundjohnsywihdull,wideopeneyessaringahedrawngreenshade
“pulliup;iwanosee,”sheordered,inawhisper
wearilysueobeyed
bu,look!aferhebeaingrainandfiercegussofwindhahadenduredhroughhelivelongnigh,hereyesoodouagainshebrickwalloneivyleafiwashesoneonhevinesilldarkgreennearissem,buwihisserraededgesinedwihheyellowofdissoluionanddecay,ihungbravelyfromabranchsomewenyfeeaboveheground
“iishesone,”saidjohnsy“ihoughiwouldsurelyfallduringhenighiheardhewindiwillfalloday,andishalldieahesameime”
“dear,dear!”saidsue,leaningherwornfacedownohepillow,“hinkofme,ifyouwon’hinkofyourselfwhawouldido?”
bujohnsydidnoanswerhelonesomeshinginallheworldisasoulwheniismakingreadyogoonismyserious,farjourneyhefancyseemedopossesshermoresronglyasonebyoheieshaboundherofriendshipandoearhwereloosed
hedayworeaway,andevenhroughhewilighheycouldseeheloneivyleafclingingoissemagainshewallandhen,wihhecomingofhenighhenorhwindwasagainloosed,whileherainsillbeaagainshewindowsandpaereddownfromhelowducheaves
wheniwaslighenoughjohnsy,hemerciless,commandedhaheshadeberaisedheivyleafwassillhere
johnsyyforalongimelookingaiandhenshecalledosue,whowassirringherchickenbrohoverhegassove
“i’vebeenabadgirl,sudie,”saidjohnsy“somehinghasmadehasleafsayhereoshowmehowwickediwasiisasinowanodieyoumaybringmealilebrohnow,andsomemilkwihalileporini,and—no;bringmeahandmirrorfirs,andhenpacksomepillowsaboume,andiwillsiupandwachyoucook”
andhourershesaid:
“sudie,somedayihopeopainhebayofnaples”
hedocorcameinheafernoon,andsuehadanexcuseogoinohehallwayashelef
“evenchances,”saidhedocor,akingsue’shin,shakinghandinhis“wihgoodnursingyou’llwin”andnowimusseeanohercaseihavedownsairsbehrman,hisnameis—somekindofanaris,ibelievepneumonia,ooheisanold,weakman,andheaackisacuehereisnohopeforhim;buhegoesohehospialodayobemademorecomforable”
henexdayhedocorsaidosue,“she’souofdangeryou’vewonnuriionandcarenow—ha’sall”
andhaafernoonsuecameohebedwherejohnsyy,conenedlykniingaveryblueandveryuselesswoollenshoulderscarf,andpuonearmaroundher,pillowsandall