第41章 献给爱米丽的一朵玫瑰威廉·福克纳(2)

作者:吴文智

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:16

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“i’msurehawon’benecessary,”judgesevenssaid,“i’sprobablyjusasnakeorarahaniggerofherskilledinheyardi’llspeakohimaboui”


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“i’ssimpleenough,”hesaid“sendherwordohaveherpcecleanedupgiveheracerainimeodoiin,andifshedon’”


“dammi,sir,”judgesevenssaid,“willyouaccuseadyoherfaceofsmellingbad?”


sohenexnigh,afermidnigh,fourmencrossedmissemily’swnandslunkabouhehouselikeburgrs,sniffingalonghebaseofhebrickworkandahecelropeningswhileoneofhemperformedaregursowingmoionwihhishandouofasackslungfromhisshoulderheybrokeopenhecelrdoorandsprinkledlimehere,andinallheoubuildingsasheyrecrossedhewn,awindowhahadbeendarkwaslighedandmissemilysaini,helighbehindher,andheruprighorsomoionlessashaofanidolheycrepquielyacrosshewnandinoheshadowofhelocusshalinedhesreeaferaweekorwohesmellwenaway


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hedayaferhisdeahallhediespreparedocallahehouseandoffercondolenceandaid,asisourcusommissemilymehemahedoor,dressedasusualandwihnoraceofgriefonherfacesheoldhemhaherfaherwasnodeadshedidhaforhreedays,wihheminiserscallingonher,andhedocors,ryingopersuadeherolehemdisposeofhebodyjusasheywereabouoresorowandforce,shebrokedownandheyburiedherfaherquickly


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afirsweweregdhamissemilywouldhaveanineres,becausehediesallsaid,“ofcourseagriersonwouldnohinkseriouslyofanorherner,adayborer”buhereweresillohers,olderpeople,whosaidhaevengriefcouldnocausearealdyoforgenoblesseoblige—wihoucallinginoblesseobligeheyjussaid,“pooremilyherkinsfolkshouldcomeoher”shehadsomekininabama;buyearsagoherfaherhadfallenouwihhemoverheesaeofolddywya,hecrazywoman,andherewasnocommunicaionbeweenhewofamiliesheyhadnoevenbeenrepresenedahefuneral


andassoonasheoldpeoplesaid,“pooremily”,hewhisperingbegan“doyousupposei’sreallyso?”heysaidooneanoher“ofcourseiiswhaelsecould”hisbehindheirhands:ruslingofcranedsilkandsainbehindjalousiescloseduponhesunofsundayafernoonashehin,swifclopclopclopofhemachedeampassed:“pooremily”


shecarriedherheadhighenough—evenwhenwebelievedhashewasfalleniwasasifshedemandedmorehaneverherecogniionofherdigniyashesgrierson;asifihadwanedhaouchofearhinessoreaffirmherimperviousnesslikewhensheboughherapoison,hearsenichawasoverayearaferheyhadbegunosay“pooremily”andwhilehewofemalecousinswerevisiingher