第70章 Ten(2)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:11050字

“diesandgenlemen,”hedirecorrepeaedoncemore,“excusemeforhusinerrupingyourboursapainfulduyconsrainsmehesecuriyandsabiliyofsocieyareindangeryes,indanger,diesandgenlemenhisman,”hepoinedaccusinglyabernard,“hismanwhosandsbeforeyouhere,hisalphaplusowhomsomuchhasbeengiven,andfromwhom,inconsequence,somuchmusbeexpeced,hiscolleagueofyours–orshouldianicipaeandsayhisexcolleague?–hasgrosslyberayedherusimposedinhimbyhishereicalviewsonsporandsoma,byhescandalousunorhodoxyofhissexlife,byhisrefusaloobeyheeachingsofourfordandbehaveouofofficehours,‘evenasalileinfan,’”(herehedirecormadehesignofhe),“hehasprovedhimselfanenemyofsociey,asubverer,diesandgenlemen,ofallorderandsabiliy,aconspiraoragainscivilizaioniselfforhisreasoniproposeodismisshim,odismisshimwihignominyfromheposhehasheldinhiscenre;iproposeforhwihoapplyforhisransferenceoasubcenreofhelowesorderand,hahispunishmenmayservehebesineresofsociey,asfaraspossibleremovedfromanyimporancenreofpopuioninicendhewillhavesmallopporuniyoleadohersasraybyhisunfordlyexample”hedirecorpaused;hen,foldinghisarms,heurnedimpressivelyobernard“marx,”hesaid,“canyoushowanyreasonwhyishouldnonowexecuehejudgmenpasseduponyou?”


“yes,ican,”bernardansweredinaveryloudvoice


somewhaakenaback,busillmajesically,“henshowi,”saidhedirecor


“cerainlybui’sinhepassageonemomen”bernardhurriedohedoorandhrewiopen“comein,”hecommanded,andhereasoncameinandshowediself


herewasagasp,amurmurofasonishmenandhorror;ayounggirlscreamed;sandingonachairogeabeerviewsomeoneupsewoesubesfullofspermaozoabloaed,sagging,andamonghosefirmyouhfulbodies,hoseundisoredfaces,asrangeanderrifyingmonserofmiddleagedness,lindaadvancedinoheroom,coqueishlysmilingherbrokenanddiscolouredsmile,androllingasshewalked,wihwhawasmeanobeavolupuousunduion,herenormoushaunchesbernardwalkedbesideher


“hereheis,”hesaid,poiningahedirecor


“didyouhinkididn’recognizehim?”lindaaskedindignanly;hen,urningohedirecor,“ofcourseiknewyou;omakin,ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere,amongahousandbuperhapsyou’veforgoenmedon’youremember?don’youremember,omakin?yourlinda”shesoodlookingahim,herheadononeside,sillsmiling,buwihasmilehabecameprogressively,infaceofhedirecor’sexpressionofperifieddisgus,lessandlessselfconfiden,hawaveredandfinallywenou“don’youremember,omakin?”sherepeaedinavoiceharembledhereyeswereanxious,agonizedheblochedandsaggingfacewisedgroesquelyinohegrimaceofexremegrief“omakin!”sheheldouherarmssomeonebeganoier


“wha’shemeaning,”beganhedirecor,“ofhismonsrous…”


“omakin!”sheranforward,herbnkerailingbehindher,hrewherarmsroundhisneck,hidherfaceonhisches


ahowlofugherwenupirrepressibly


“…hismonsrouspracicaljoke,”hedirecorshoued


redinheface,heriedodisengagehimselffromherembracedesperaelysheclung“bui’mlinda,i’mlinda”heugherdrownedhervoice“youmademehaveababy,”shescreamedaboveheuproarherewasasuddenandappallinghush;eyesfloaeduncomforably,noknowingwhereolookhedirecorwensuddenlypale,soppedsrugglingandsood,hishandsonherwriss,saringdownaher,horrified“yes,ababy–andiwasismoher”sheflungheobsceniylikeachallengeinoheouragedsilence;hen,suddenlybreakingawayfromhim,ashamed,ashamed,coveredherfacewihherhands,sobbing“iwasn’myfaul,omakinbecauseialwaysdidmydrill,didn’i?didn’i?always…idon’knowhow…ifyouknewhowawful,omakin…buhewasacomforome,allhesame”urningowardshedoor,“john!”shecalled“john!”


hecameinaonce,pausedforamomenjusinsidehedoor,lookedround,hensofonhismoccasinedfeesrodequicklyacrossheroom,fellonhiskneesinfronofhedirecor,andsaidinaclearvoice:“myfaher!”


heword(for“faher”wasnosomuchobsceneas–wihisco


oaionofsomehingaoneremovefromheloahsomenessandmoralobliquiyofchildbearing–merelygross,ascaologicalraherhanapornographicimpropriey);hecomicallysmuywordrelievedwhahadbecomeaquieinolerableensionugherbrokeou,enormous,almoshyserical,pealaferpeal,ashoughiwouldneversopmyfaher–andiwashedirecor!myfaher!ohford,ohford!hawasreallyoogoodhewhoopingandheroaringrenewedhemselves,facesseemedonhepoinofdisinegraion,earsweresreamingsixmoreesubesofspermaozoawereupsemyfaher!


pale,wildeyed,hedirecorgredabouhiminanagonyofbewilderedhumiliaion


myfaher!heugher,whichhadshownsignsofdyingaway,brokeouagainmoreloudlyhaneverhepuhishandsoverhisearsandrushedouofheroom