第76章 Twelve(1)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:13114字

bernardhadoshouhroughhelockeddoor;hesavagewouldnoopen


“bueverybody’shere,waiingforyou”


“lehemwai,”camebackhemuffledvoicehroughhedoor


“buyouknowquiewell,john”(howdifficuliisosoundpersuasiveaheopofone’svoice!)“iaskedhemonpurposeomeeyou”


“yououghohaveaskedmefirswheheriwanedomeehem”


“buyoualwayscamebefore,john”


“ha’spreciselywhyidon’wanocomeagain”


“jusopleaseme,”bernardbellowinglywheedled“won’youcomeopleaseme?”


“no”


“doyouseriouslymeani?”


“yes”


despairingly,“buwhashallido?”bernardwailed


“goohell!”bawledheexasperaedvoicefromwihin


“buhearchcommuniysongserofcanerburyishereonigh”bernardwasalmosinears


“aiyaaákwa!”iwasonlyinzu?ihahesavagecouldadequaelyexpresswhahefelabouhearchcommuniysongser“háni!”headdedasanaferhough;andhen(wihwhaderisiveferociy!):“sonsésosená”andhespaonheground,aspopémighhavedone


inheendbernardhadoslinkback,diminished,ohisroomsandinformheimpaienassemblyhahesavagewouldnobeappearinghaeveninghenewswasreceivedwihindignaionhemenwerefuriousahavingbeenrickedinobehavingpolielyohisinsignificanfellowwihheunsavouryrepuaionandhehereicalopinionshehigherheirposiioninhehierarchy,hedeeperheirresenmen


“opysuchajokeonme,”hearchsongserkeprepeaing,“onme!”


asforhewomen,heyindignanlyfelhaheyhadbeenhadonfalsepreences–hadbyawrechedlilemanwhohadhadalcoholpouredinohisbolebymisake–byacreaurewihagammaminusphysiqueiwasanourage,andheysaidso,moreandmoreloudlyheheadmisressofeonwasparicurlyscahing


leninaalonesaidnohingpale,herblueeyescloudedwihanunwonedmencholy,shesainacorner,cuofffromhosewhosurroundedherbyanemoionwhichheydidnoshareshehadcomeoheparyfilledwihasrangefeelingofanxiousexulaion“inafewminues,”shehadsaidoherself,assheeneredheroom,“ishallbeseeinghim,alkingohim,ellinghim”(forshehadcomewihhermindmadeup)“hailikehim–morehananybodyi’veeverknownandhenperhapshe’llsay…”


whawouldhesay?hebloodhadrushedohercheeks


“whywashesosrangeheohernigh,aferhefeelies?soqueerandyei’mabsoluelysurehereallydoesraherlikemei’msure…”


iwasahismomenhabernardhadmadehisa


ouncemen;hesavagewasn’comingohepary


leninasuddenlyfelallhesensaionsnormallyexperiencedahebegi


ingofaviolenpassionsurrogaereamen–asenseofdreadfulempiness,abreahlessapprehension,anauseaherhearseemedosopbeaing


“perhapsi’sbecausehedoesn’likeme,”shesaidoherselfandaoncehispossibiliybecameanesablishedcerainy:johnhadrefusedocomebecausehedidn’likeherhedidn’likeher…


“ireallyisabioohick,”heheadmisressofeonwassayingohedirecorofcremaoriaandphosphorusrecmaion“whenihinkhaiacually…”


“yes,”camehevoiceoffa


ycrowne,“i’sabsoluelyrueabouhealcoholsomeoneiknowknewsomeonewhowasworkinginheembryosoreaheimeshesaidomyfriend,andmyfriendsaidome…”


“oobad,oobad,”saidhenryfoser,sympahizingwihhearchcommuniysongser“imayineresyouoknowhaourexdirecorwasonhepoinofransferringhimoicend”


piercedbyeverywordhawasspoken,heighballoonofbernard’shappyselfconfidencewasleakingfromahousandwoundspale,disraugh,abjecandagiaed,hemovedamonghisguess,sammeringincoherenapologies,assuringhemhaneximehesavagewouldcerainlybehere,begginghemosidownandakeacaroenesandwich,asliceofviaminap?é,agssofchampagnesurrogaeheydulyae,buignoredhim;drankandwereeiherrudeohisfaceoralkedooneanoherabouhim,loudlyandoffensively,ashoughhehadnobeenhere


“andnow,myfriends,”saidhearchcommuniysongserofcanerbury,inhabeauifulringingvoicewihwhichheledheproceedingsaford’sdaycelebraions,“now,myfriends,ihinkperhapsheimehascome…”herose,pudownhisgss,brushedfromhispurpleviscosewaiscoahecrumbsofaconsiderablecolion,andwalkedowardshedoor


bernarddaredforwardoinercephim


“musyoureally,archsongser?…i’sveryearlysilli’dhopedyouwould…”


yes,whahadn’hehoped,whenleninaconfideniallyoldhimhahearchcommuniysongserwouldaccepaninviaionifiweresen“he’sreallyraherswee,youknow”andshehadshownbernardhelilegoldenzipperfaseninginheformofawhichhearchsongserhadgivenherasamemenoofheweekendshehadspenambehomeehearchcommuniysongserofcanerburyandmrsavagebernardhadprocimedhisriumphoneveryinviaioncardbuhesavagehadchosenhiseveningofalleveningsolockhimselfupinhisroom,oshou“háni!”andeven(iwasluckyhabernarddidn’undersandzu?i)“sonsésosená!”whashouldhavebeenhecrowningmomenofbernard’swholecareerhadurnedouobehemomenofhisgreaeshumiliaion


“i’dsomuchhoped…”hesammeringlyrepeaed,lookingupahegreadigniarywihpleadinganddisracedeyes


“myyoungfriend,”saidhearchcommuniysongserinaoneofloudandsolemnseveriy;herewasageneralsilence“lemegiveyouawordofadvice”hewaggedhisfingerabernard“beforei’sooeawordofgoodadvice”(hisvoicebecamesepulchral)“mendyourways,myyoungfriend,mendyourways”hemadehesignofheoverhimandurnedaway“lenina,mydear,”hecalledinanoherone“comewihme”


obedienly,buunsmilingand(whollyinsensibleofhehonourdooher)wihoueion,leninawalkedaferhim,ouofheroomheoherguessfollowedaarespecfulinervalhesofhemsmmedhedoorbernardwasallalone


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