作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:13114字
bernardhadoshouhroughhelockeddoor;hesavagewouldnoopen
“bueverybody’shere,waiingforyou”
“lehemwai,”camebackhemuffledvoicehroughhedoor
“buyouknowquiewell,john”(howdifficuliisosoundpersuasiveaheopofone’svoice!)“iaskedhemonpurposeomeeyou”
“yououghohaveaskedmefirswheheriwanedomeehem”
“buyoualwayscamebefore,john”
“ha’spreciselywhyidon’wanocomeagain”
“jusopleaseme,”bernardbellowinglywheedled“won’youcomeopleaseme?”
“no”
“doyouseriouslymeani?”
“yes”
despairingly,“buwhashallido?”bernardwailed
“goohell!”bawledheexasperaedvoicefromwihin
“buhearchcommuniysongserofcanerburyishereonigh”bernardwasalmosinears
“aiyaaákwa!”iwasonlyinzu?ihahesavagecouldadequaelyexpresswhahefelabouhearchcommuniysongser“háni!”headdedasanaferhough;andhen(wihwhaderisiveferociy!):“sonsésosená”andhespaonheground,aspopémighhavedone
inheendbernardhadoslinkback,diminished,ohisroomsandinformheimpaienassemblyhahesavagewouldnobeappearinghaeveninghenewswasreceivedwihindignaionhemenwerefuriousahavingbeenrickedinobehavingpolielyohisinsignificanfellowwihheunsavouryrepuaionandhehereicalopinionshehigherheirposiioninhehierarchy,hedeeperheirresenmen
“opysuchajokeonme,”hearchsongserkeprepeaing,“onme!”
asforhewomen,heyindignanlyfelhaheyhadbeenhadonfalsepreences–hadbyawrechedlilemanwhohadhadalcoholpouredinohisbolebymisake–byacreaurewihagammaminusphysiqueiwasanourage,andheysaidso,moreandmoreloudlyheheadmisressofeonwasparicurlyscahing
leninaalonesaidnohingpale,herblueeyescloudedwihanunwonedmencholy,shesainacorner,cuofffromhosewhosurroundedherbyanemoionwhichheydidnoshareshehadcomeoheparyfilledwihasrangefeelingofanxiousexulaion“inafewminues,”shehadsaidoherself,assheeneredheroom,“ishallbeseeinghim,alkingohim,ellinghim”(forshehadcomewihhermindmadeup)“hailikehim–morehananybodyi’veeverknownandhenperhapshe’llsay…”
whawouldhesay?hebloodhadrushedohercheeks
“whywashesosrangeheohernigh,aferhefeelies?soqueerandyei’mabsoluelysurehereallydoesraherlikemei’msure…”
iwasahismomenhabernardhadmadehisa
ouncemen;hesavagewasn’comingohepary
leninasuddenlyfelallhesensaionsnormallyexperiencedahebegi
ingofaviolenpassionsurrogaereamen–asenseofdreadfulempiness,abreahlessapprehension,anauseaherhearseemedosopbeaing
“perhapsi’sbecausehedoesn’likeme,”shesaidoherselfandaoncehispossibiliybecameanesablishedcerainy:johnhadrefusedocomebecausehedidn’likeherhedidn’likeher…
“ireallyisabioohick,”heheadmisressofeonwassayingohedirecorofcremaoriaandphosphorusrecmaion“whenihinkhaiacually…”
“yes,”camehevoiceoffa
ycrowne,“i’sabsoluelyrueabouhealcoholsomeoneiknowknewsomeonewhowasworkinginheembryosoreaheimeshesaidomyfriend,andmyfriendsaidome…”
“oobad,oobad,”saidhenryfoser,sympahizingwihhearchcommuniysongser“imayineresyouoknowhaourexdirecorwasonhepoinofransferringhimoicend”
piercedbyeverywordhawasspoken,heighballoonofbernard’shappyselfconfidencewasleakingfromahousandwoundspale,disraugh,abjecandagiaed,hemovedamonghisguess,sammeringincoherenapologies,assuringhemhaneximehesavagewouldcerainlybehere,begginghemosidownandakeacaroenesandwich,asliceofviaminap?é,agssofchampagnesurrogaeheydulyae,buignoredhim;drankandwereeiherrudeohisfaceoralkedooneanoherabouhim,loudlyandoffensively,ashoughhehadnobeenhere
“andnow,myfriends,”saidhearchcommuniysongserofcanerbury,inhabeauifulringingvoicewihwhichheledheproceedingsaford’sdaycelebraions,“now,myfriends,ihinkperhapsheimehascome…”herose,pudownhisgss,brushedfromhispurpleviscosewaiscoahecrumbsofaconsiderablecolion,andwalkedowardshedoor
bernarddaredforwardoinercephim
“musyoureally,archsongser?…i’sveryearlysilli’dhopedyouwould…”
yes,whahadn’hehoped,whenleninaconfideniallyoldhimhahearchcommuniysongserwouldaccepaninviaionifiweresen“he’sreallyraherswee,youknow”andshehadshownbernardhelilegoldenzipperfaseninginheformofawhichhearchsongserhadgivenherasamemenoofheweekendshehadspenambehomeehearchcommuniysongserofcanerburyandmrsavagebernardhadprocimedhisriumphoneveryinviaioncardbuhesavagehadchosenhiseveningofalleveningsolockhimselfupinhisroom,oshou“háni!”andeven(iwasluckyhabernarddidn’undersandzu?i)“sonsésosená!”whashouldhavebeenhecrowningmomenofbernard’swholecareerhadurnedouobehemomenofhisgreaeshumiliaion
“i’dsomuchhoped…”hesammeringlyrepeaed,lookingupahegreadigniarywihpleadinganddisracedeyes
“myyoungfriend,”saidhearchcommuniysongserinaoneofloudandsolemnseveriy;herewasageneralsilence“lemegiveyouawordofadvice”hewaggedhisfingerabernard“beforei’sooeawordofgoodadvice”(hisvoicebecamesepulchral)“mendyourways,myyoungfriend,mendyourways”hemadehesignofheoverhimandurnedaway“lenina,mydear,”hecalledinanoherone“comewihme”
obedienly,buunsmilingand(whollyinsensibleofhehonourdooher)wihoueion,leninawalkedaferhim,ouofheroomheoherguessfollowedaarespecfulinervalhesofhemsmmedhedoorbernardwasallalone
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