作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:7754字
“iwasoversomerhymes,”heexpined“iwasgivingmyusualcourseofadvancedemoionalengineeringforhirdyearsudenswelvelecures,ofwhichhesevenhisabourhymes’onheuseofrhymesinmoralpropagandaandadverisemen,’obepreciseialwaysillusraemylecurewihaloofechnicalexampleshisimeihoughi’dgivehemonei’djuswrienmyselfpuremadness,ofcourse;buicouldn’resisi”heughed“iwascuriousoseewhaheirreacionswouldbebesides,”headdedmoregravely,“iwanedodoabiofpropaganda;iwasryingoengineerheminofeelingasi’dfelwheniwroeherhymesford!”heughedagain“whaanoucryherewas!heprincipalhadmeupandhreaenedohandmeheimmediaesackl’mamarkedman”
“buwhawereyourrhymes?”bernardasked
“heywereaboubeingalone”
bernard’seyebrowswenup
“i’llreciehemoyou,ifyoulike”andhelmholzbegan:
“yeserday’scommiee,sicks,buabrokendrum,midnighinheciy,fluesinavacuum,shulips,sleepingfaces,everysoppedmachine,hedumbandlieredpceswherecrowdshavebeen:…allsilencesrejoice,weep(loudlyorlow),speak–buwihhevoiceofwhom,idonoknowabsence,say,ofsusan’s,abseneeofegeria’sarmsandrespecivebosoms,lipsand,ah,poseriors,slowlyformapresence;whose?and,iask,ofwhasoabsurdanessence,hasomehing,whichisno,neverhelessshouldpopueempynighmoresolidlyhanhawihwhichwecopue,whyshouldiseemsosqualidly?
well,igavehemhaasanexample,andheyreporedmeoheprincipal”
“i’mnosurprised,”saidbernard“i’sflyagainsallheirsleepeachingremember,hey’vehadaleasaquarerofamillionwarningsagainssoliude”
“iknowbuihoughi’dlikeoseewhaheeffecwouldbe”
“well,you’veseennow”
helmholzonlyughed“ifeel,”hesaid,aferasilence,“ashoughiwerejusbegi
ingohavesomehingowrieabouashoughiwerebegi
ingobeableousehapowerifeeli’vegoinsideme–haexra,enpowersomehingseemsobecomingome”inspieofallhisroubles,heseemed,bernardhough,profoundlyhappy
helmholzandhesavageookooneanoheraoncesocordiallyindeedhabernardfelasharppangofjealousyinallheseweekshehadnevercomeosocloseaninimacywihhesavageashelmholzimmediaelyachievedwachinghem,liseningoheiralk,hefoundhimselfsomeimesresenfullywishinghahehadneverbroughhemogeherhewasashamedofhisjealousyandalernaelymadeefforsofwillandooksomaokeephimselffromfeelingibuheefforswerenoverysuccessful;andbeweenhesomaholidaysherewere,ofnecessiy,inervalsheodiussenimenkeponreurning
ahishirdmeeingwihhesavage,helmholzreciedhisrhymesonsoliude
“whadoyouhinkofhem?”heaskedwhenhehaddone
hesavageshookhishead“lisenohis,”washisanswer;andunlockinghedrawerinwhichhekephismouseeaenbook,heopenedandread:
“lehebirdofloudesyonhesolearabianree,heraldsadandrumpebe…”
helmholzlisenedwihagrowingexciemena“solearabianree”hesared;a“houshriekingharbinger”hesmiledwihsuddenpleasure;a“everyfowlofyranwing”hebloodrushedupinohischeeks;bua“defuncivemusic”heurnedpaleandrembledwihanunprecedenedemoionhesavagereadon:
“properywashusappall’d,haheselfwasnohesame;singlenaure’sdoublenameneiherwonoronewascall’dreasoniniselfconfoundedsawdivisiongrowogeher…”