第88章 Sixteen(1)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:12824字

heroominowhichhehreewereusheredwasheconroller’ssudy


“hisfordshipwillbedowninamomen”hegammabulerlefhemohemselves


helmholzughedaloud


“i’smorelikeacaffeinesoluionparyhanarial,”hesaid,andlehimselffallinohemosluxuriousofhepneumaicarmchairs“cheerup,bernard,”headded,cachingsighofhisfriend’sgreenunhappyfacebubernardwouldnobecheered;wihouanswering,wihouevenlookingahelmholz,hewenandsadownonhemosuncomforablechairinheroom,carefullychoseninheobscurehopeofsomehowdeprecainghewrahofhehigherpowers


hesavagemeanwhilewanderedreslesslyroundheroom,peeringwihavaguesuperficialinquisiivenessahebooksinheshelves,ahesoundrackrollsandreadingmachinebobbinsinheirnumberedpigeonholesonheableunderhewindowyamassivevolumeboundinlimpbckleahersurrogae,andsampedwihrgegolden’shepickediupandopenedimylifeandwork,byourfordhebookhadbeenpublishedaderoibyhesocieyforhepropagaionoffordianknowledgeidlyheurnedhepages,readasenencehere,aparagraphhere,andhadjuscomeoheconclusionhahebookdidn’inereshim,whenhedooropened,andheresidenworldconrollerforweserneuropewalkedbrisklyinoheroom


musaphamondshookhandswihallhreeofhem;buiwasohesavagehaheaddressedhimself“soyoudon’muchlikecivilizaion,mrsavage,”hesaid


hesavagelookedahimhehadbeenpreparedolie,obluser,oremainsullenlyunresponsive;bu,reassuredbyhegoodhumouredinelligenceofheconroller’sface,hedecidedoellheruh,sraighforwardly“no”heshookhishead


bernardsaredandlookedhorrifiedwhawouldheconrollerhink?obebelledashefriendofamanwhosaidhahedidn’likecivilizaion–saidiopenlyand,ofallpeople,oheconroller–iwaserrible“bu,john,”hebeganalookfrommusaphamondreducedhimoanabjecsilence


“ofcourse,”hesavagewenonoadmi,“herearesomeverynicehingsallhamusicinheair,forinsance…”


“someimesahousandwanglinginsrumenswillhumaboumyearsandsomeimesvoices”


hesavage’sfaceliupwihasuddenpleasure“haveyoureadioo?”heasked“ihoughnobodyknewabouhabookhere,inengnd”


“almosnobodyi’moneofheveryfewi’sprohibied,youseebuasimakehewshere,icanalsobreakhemwihimpuniy,mrmarx,”headded,urningobernard“whichi’mafraidyoucan’do”


bernardsankinoayemorehopelessmisery


“buwhyisiprohibied?”askedhesavageinheexciemenofmeeingamanwhohadreadshakespearehehadmomenarilyforgoeneveryhingelse


heconrollershruggedhisshoulders“becausei’sold;ha’shechiefreasonwehaven’anyuseforoldhingshere”


“evenwhenhey’rebeauiful?”


“paricurlywhenhey’rebeauifulbeauy’saracive,andwedon’wanpeopleobearacedbyoldhingswewanhemolikehenewones”


“buhenewonesaresosupidandhorriblehosepys,wherehere’snohingbuhelicopersflyingabouandyoufeelhepeoplekissing”hemadeagrimace“goasandmonkeys!”onlyinohello’swordcouldhefindanadequaevehicleforhisconempandhared


“niceameanimals,anyhow,”heconrollermurmuredparenheically


“whydon’youlehemseeohelloinsead?”


“i’veoldyou;i’soldbesides,heycouldn’undersandi”


yes,hawasrueherememberedhowhelmholzhadughedaromeoandjulie“wellhen,”hesaid,aferapause,“somehingnewha’slikeohello,andhaheycouldundersand”


“ha’swhawe’veallbeenwaningowrie,”saidhelmholz,breakingalongsilence


“andi’swhayouneverwillwrie,”saidheconroller“because,ifiwerereallylikeohellonobodycouldundersandi,howevernewimighbeandifwerenew,icouldn’possiblybelikeohello”


“whyno?”


“yes,whyno?”helmholzrepeaedheoowasforgeingheunpleasanrealiiesofhesiuaiongreenwihanxieyandapprehension,onlybernardrememberedhem;heohersignoredhim“whyno?”


“becauseourworldisnohesameasohello’sworldyoucan’makeflivverswihouseel–andyoucan’makeragedieswihousocialinsabiliyheworld’ssablenowpeoplearehappy;heygewhaheywan,andheyneverwanwhaheycan’gehey’rewelloff;hey’resafe;hey’reneverill;hey’renoafraidofdeah;hey’reblissfullyignoranofpassionandoldage;hey’repguedwihnomohersorfahers;hey’vegonowives,orchildren,orloversofeelsronglyabou;hey’resocondiionedhaheypracicallycan’helpbehavingasheyoughobehaveandifanyhingshouldgowrong,here’ssomawhichyougoandchuckouofhewindowinhenameoflibery,mrsavagelibery!”heughed“expecingdelasoknowwhaliberyis!andnowexpecinghemoundersandohello!mygoodboy!”


hesavagewassilenforalile“allhesame,”heinsisedobsinaely,“ohello’sgood,ohello’sbeerhanhosefeelies”


“ofcourseiis,”heconrolleragreed“buha’shepricewehaveopayforsabiliyyou’vegoochoosebeweenhappinessandwhapeopleusedocallhigharwe’vesacrificedhehigharwehavehefeeliesandhescenorganinsead”


“buheydon’meananyhing”


“heymeanhemselves;heymeanaloofagreeablesensaionsoheaudience”


“buhey’re…hey’reoldbyanidio”


heconrollerughed“you’renobeingverypolieoyourfriend,mrwasononeofourmosdisinguishedemoionalengineers…”


“buhe’srigh,”saidhelmholzgloomily“becauseiisidioicwriingwhenhere’snohingosay…”


“preciselybuharequirehemosenormousingenuiyyou’remakingfiivversouofheabsolueminimumofseel–worksofarouofpracicallynohingbupuresensaion”


hesavageshookhishead“iallseemsomequiehorrible”


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