作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:12824字
heroominowhichhehreewereusheredwasheconroller’ssudy
“hisfordshipwillbedowninamomen”hegammabulerlefhemohemselves
helmholzughedaloud
“i’smorelikeacaffeinesoluionparyhanarial,”hesaid,andlehimselffallinohemosluxuriousofhepneumaicarmchairs“cheerup,bernard,”headded,cachingsighofhisfriend’sgreenunhappyfacebubernardwouldnobecheered;wihouanswering,wihouevenlookingahelmholz,hewenandsadownonhemosuncomforablechairinheroom,carefullychoseninheobscurehopeofsomehowdeprecainghewrahofhehigherpowers
hesavagemeanwhilewanderedreslesslyroundheroom,peeringwihavaguesuperficialinquisiivenessahebooksinheshelves,ahesoundrackrollsandreadingmachinebobbinsinheirnumberedpigeonholesonheableunderhewindowyamassivevolumeboundinlimpbckleahersurrogae,andsampedwihrgegolden’shepickediupandopenedimylifeandwork,byourfordhebookhadbeenpublishedaderoibyhesocieyforhepropagaionoffordianknowledgeidlyheurnedhepages,readasenencehere,aparagraphhere,andhadjuscomeoheconclusionhahebookdidn’inereshim,whenhedooropened,andheresidenworldconrollerforweserneuropewalkedbrisklyinoheroom
musaphamondshookhandswihallhreeofhem;buiwasohesavagehaheaddressedhimself“soyoudon’muchlikecivilizaion,mrsavage,”hesaid
hesavagelookedahimhehadbeenpreparedolie,obluser,oremainsullenlyunresponsive;bu,reassuredbyhegoodhumouredinelligenceofheconroller’sface,hedecidedoellheruh,sraighforwardly“no”heshookhishead
bernardsaredandlookedhorrifiedwhawouldheconrollerhink?obebelledashefriendofamanwhosaidhahedidn’likecivilizaion–saidiopenlyand,ofallpeople,oheconroller–iwaserrible“bu,john,”hebeganalookfrommusaphamondreducedhimoanabjecsilence
“ofcourse,”hesavagewenonoadmi,“herearesomeverynicehingsallhamusicinheair,forinsance…”
“someimesahousandwanglinginsrumenswillhumaboumyearsandsomeimesvoices”
hesavage’sfaceliupwihasuddenpleasure“haveyoureadioo?”heasked“ihoughnobodyknewabouhabookhere,inengnd”
“almosnobodyi’moneofheveryfewi’sprohibied,youseebuasimakehewshere,icanalsobreakhemwihimpuniy,mrmarx,”headded,urningobernard“whichi’mafraidyoucan’do”
bernardsankinoayemorehopelessmisery
“buwhyisiprohibied?”askedhesavageinheexciemenofmeeingamanwhohadreadshakespearehehadmomenarilyforgoeneveryhingelse
heconrollershruggedhisshoulders“becausei’sold;ha’shechiefreasonwehaven’anyuseforoldhingshere”
“evenwhenhey’rebeauiful?”
“paricurlywhenhey’rebeauifulbeauy’saracive,andwedon’wanpeopleobearacedbyoldhingswewanhemolikehenewones”
“buhenewonesaresosupidandhorriblehosepys,wherehere’snohingbuhelicopersflyingabouandyoufeelhepeoplekissing”hemadeagrimace“goasandmonkeys!”onlyinohello’swordcouldhefindanadequaevehicleforhisconempandhared
“niceameanimals,anyhow,”heconrollermurmuredparenheically
“whydon’youlehemseeohelloinsead?”
“i’veoldyou;i’soldbesides,heycouldn’undersandi”
yes,hawasrueherememberedhowhelmholzhadughedaromeoandjulie“wellhen,”hesaid,aferapause,“somehingnewha’slikeohello,andhaheycouldundersand”
“ha’swhawe’veallbeenwaningowrie,”saidhelmholz,breakingalongsilence
“andi’swhayouneverwillwrie,”saidheconroller“because,ifiwerereallylikeohellonobodycouldundersandi,howevernewimighbeandifwerenew,icouldn’possiblybelikeohello”
“whyno?”
“yes,whyno?”helmholzrepeaedheoowasforgeingheunpleasanrealiiesofhesiuaiongreenwihanxieyandapprehension,onlybernardrememberedhem;heohersignoredhim“whyno?”
“becauseourworldisnohesameasohello’sworldyoucan’makeflivverswihouseel–andyoucan’makeragedieswihousocialinsabiliyheworld’ssablenowpeoplearehappy;heygewhaheywan,andheyneverwanwhaheycan’gehey’rewelloff;hey’resafe;hey’reneverill;hey’renoafraidofdeah;hey’reblissfullyignoranofpassionandoldage;hey’repguedwihnomohersorfahers;hey’vegonowives,orchildren,orloversofeelsronglyabou;hey’resocondiionedhaheypracicallycan’helpbehavingasheyoughobehaveandifanyhingshouldgowrong,here’ssomawhichyougoandchuckouofhewindowinhenameoflibery,mrsavagelibery!”heughed“expecingdelasoknowwhaliberyis!andnowexpecinghemoundersandohello!mygoodboy!”
hesavagewassilenforalile“allhesame,”heinsisedobsinaely,“ohello’sgood,ohello’sbeerhanhosefeelies”
“ofcourseiis,”heconrolleragreed“buha’shepricewehaveopayforsabiliyyou’vegoochoosebeweenhappinessandwhapeopleusedocallhigharwe’vesacrificedhehigharwehavehefeeliesandhescenorganinsead”
“buheydon’meananyhing”
“heymeanhemselves;heymeanaloofagreeablesensaionsoheaudience”
“buhey’re…hey’reoldbyanidio”
heconrollerughed“you’renobeingverypolieoyourfriend,mrwasononeofourmosdisinguishedemoionalengineers…”
“buhe’srigh,”saidhelmholzgloomily“becauseiisidioicwriingwhenhere’snohingosay…”
“preciselybuharequirehemosenormousingenuiyyou’remakingfiivversouofheabsolueminimumofseel–worksofarouofpracicallynohingbupuresensaion”
hesavageshookhishead“iallseemsomequiehorrible”
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