第14章 嘉莉妹妹(1)

作者:章华

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52

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本章字节:12132字

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嘉莉是个俊俏的农村姑娘,她羡慕大都市的物质


生活,便来到了芝加哥谋生。严酷的现实破碎了她的


美梦,迎接她的是失业和疾病。在走投无路时,她做


了推销员德鲁埃的情妇,后来由于更大的欲望又做了


酒店经理赫斯渥的情妇。与赫斯渥私奔后,在纽约由


于偶然的机会她成了走红一时的演员,挤上了上流社


会,实现了她的幻想。然而,所谓的“上流社会生活”


又给她带来了什么呢?她感到空虚,找不到生活的真


正意义,在寂寞和凄凉中,她坐在摇椅里梦想着那终


不可得的幸福。


[美]西奥多·德莱塞(heodoredreiser)


嘉莉妹妹


inhelighofheworld’saiudeowardwomanandher


duies,henaureofcarrie’smenalsaedeservesconsideraion


acionssuchashersaremeasuredbyanarbiraryscalesociey


possessesaconvenionalsandardwherebyijudgesallhings


allmenshouldbegood,allwomenviruouswherefore,vilin,


hashoufailed?


forallheliberalanalysisofspencerandourmodern


nauralisicphilosophers,wehavebuaninfanilepercepionof


moralshereismoreinhesubjechanmereconformiyoa


wofevoluioniisyedeeperhanconformiyohingsofearh


aloneiismoreinvolvedhanwe,asye,perceiveanswer,firs,


whyhehearhrills;expinwhereforesomepinivenoegoes


wanderingabouheworld,undying;makeclearherose’ssuble


alchemyevolvingisruddympinlighandraininheessence


ofhesefacsliehefirsprinciplesofmorals


“oh,”houghdroue,“howdeliciousismyconques”


“ah,”houghcarrie,wihmournfulmisgivings,“whaisii


havelos?”


beforehisworld—oldproposiionwesand,serious,


ineresed,confused;endeavouringoevolveherueheoryof


morals—herueanswerowhaisrigh


inheviewofacerainsraumofsociey,carriewas


comforablyesablished—inheeyesofhesarveling,beaen


byeverywindandgusysheeofrain,shewassafeinahalcyon


harbour


drouehadakenhreerooms,furnished,inogdenpce,


facingunionpark,onhewessidehawasalile,greencarpeed


breahingspo,hanwhich,oday,hereisnohingmore


beauifulinchicagoiaffordedavisapleasanoconempe


hebesroomlookedouuponhewnofhepark,nowsear


andbrown,wherealilekeysheleredoverhebarelimbs


ofherees,whichnowswayedinhewinrywind,rosehe


seepleofheunionparkcongregaionalchurch,andfaroffhe


owersofseveralohers


heroomswerecomforablyenoughfurnishedherewas


agoodbrusselscarpeonhefloor,richindullredandlemon


shades,andrepreseningrgejardinieresfilledwihgorgeous,


impossibleflowersherewasargepiergssmirrorbeween


hewowindowsarge,sof,green,plushcoveredcouch


occupiedonecorner,andseveralrockingchairswereseabou


somepicures,severalrugs,afewsmallpiecesofbricabrac,


andhealeofconensisold


inhebedroom,offhefronroom,wascarrie’srunk,bough


bydroue,andinhewardrobebuilinohewallquieanarray


ofclohing—morehanshehadeverpossessedbefore,andof


verybecomingdesignsherewasahirdroomforpossibleuse


asakichen,wheredrouehadcarrieesablishalileporable


gassoveforhepreparaionofsmalllunches,oysers,welsh


rarebis,andhelike,ofwhichhewasexceedinglyfond;and,


sly,abahhewholepcewascosey,inhaiwaslighed


bygasandheaedbyfurnaceregisers,possessingalsoasmall


grae,sewihanasbesosback,amehodofcheerfulwarming


whichwashenfirscominginousebyherindusryandnaural


loveoforder,whichnowdeveloped,hepcemainainedanair


pleasinginheexreme


here,hen,wascarrie,esablishedinapleasanfashion,


freeofceraindifficulieswhichmosominouslyconfronedher,


denwihmanynewoneswhichwereofamenalorder,and


alogehersournedabouinallofherearhlyreionshipsha


shemighwellhavebeenanewanddifferenindividualshe


lookedinohergssandsawapreiercarriehanshehadseen


before;shelookedinohermind,amirrorpreparedofherown


andheworld’sopinions,andsawaworsebeweenhesewo


imagesshewavered,hesiaingwhichobelieve


“my,buyou’realilebeauy,”drouewaswonoexcim


ohershewouldlookahimwihrge,pleasedeyes


“youknowi,don’you?”hewouldconinue


“oh,idon’know,”shewouldreply,feelingdelighinhe


fachaoneshouldhinkso,hesiaingobelieve,houghshe


reallydid,hashewasvainenoughohinksomuchofherself


herconscience,however,wasnoadroue,ineresedo


praiseheresheheardadifferenvoice,wihwhichsheargued,


pleaded,excusediwasnojusandsapiencounsellor,inis


sanalysisiwasonlyanaveragelileconscience,ahing


whichrepresenedheworld,herpasenvironmen,habi,


convenion,inaconfusedwaywihi,hevoiceofhepeople


wasrulyhevoiceofgod


“oh,houfailure!”saidhevoice


“why?”shequesioned


“lookahoseabou,”camehewhisperedanswer“look


ahosewhoaregoodhowwouldheyscornodowhayou


havedonelookahegoodgirls;howwillheydrawawayfrom


suchasyouwhenheyknowyouhavebeenweakyouhadno


riedbeforeyoufailed”


iwaswhencarriewasalone,lookingouacrosshepark,


hashewouldbeliseningohisiwouldcomeinfrequenly—


whensomehingelsedidnoinerfere,whenhepleasan


sidewasnoooapparen,whendrouewasnohereiwas


somewhaclearinueranceafirs,buneverwhollyconvincing


herewasalwaysananswer,alwayshedecemberdays