作者:章华
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52
|本章字节:12132字
sisercarrie
嘉莉是个俊俏的农村姑娘,她羡慕大都市的物质
生活,便来到了芝加哥谋生。严酷的现实破碎了她的
美梦,迎接她的是失业和疾病。在走投无路时,她做
了推销员德鲁埃的情妇,后来由于更大的欲望又做了
酒店经理赫斯渥的情妇。与赫斯渥私奔后,在纽约由
于偶然的机会她成了走红一时的演员,挤上了上流社
会,实现了她的幻想。然而,所谓的“上流社会生活”
又给她带来了什么呢?她感到空虚,找不到生活的真
正意义,在寂寞和凄凉中,她坐在摇椅里梦想着那终
不可得的幸福。
[美]西奥多·德莱塞(heodoredreiser)
嘉莉妹妹
inhelighofheworld’saiudeowardwomanandher
duies,henaureofcarrie’smenalsaedeservesconsideraion
acionssuchashersaremeasuredbyanarbiraryscalesociey
possessesaconvenionalsandardwherebyijudgesallhings
allmenshouldbegood,allwomenviruouswherefore,vilin,
hashoufailed?
forallheliberalanalysisofspencerandourmodern
nauralisicphilosophers,wehavebuaninfanilepercepionof
moralshereismoreinhesubjechanmereconformiyoa
wofevoluioniisyedeeperhanconformiyohingsofearh
aloneiismoreinvolvedhanwe,asye,perceiveanswer,firs,
whyhehearhrills;expinwhereforesomepinivenoegoes
wanderingabouheworld,undying;makeclearherose’ssuble
alchemyevolvingisruddympinlighandraininheessence
ofhesefacsliehefirsprinciplesofmorals
“oh,”houghdroue,“howdeliciousismyconques”
“ah,”houghcarrie,wihmournfulmisgivings,“whaisii
havelos?”
beforehisworld—oldproposiionwesand,serious,
ineresed,confused;endeavouringoevolveherueheoryof
morals—herueanswerowhaisrigh
inheviewofacerainsraumofsociey,carriewas
comforablyesablished—inheeyesofhesarveling,beaen
byeverywindandgusysheeofrain,shewassafeinahalcyon
harbour
drouehadakenhreerooms,furnished,inogdenpce,
facingunionpark,onhewessidehawasalile,greencarpeed
breahingspo,hanwhich,oday,hereisnohingmore
beauifulinchicagoiaffordedavisapleasanoconempe
hebesroomlookedouuponhewnofhepark,nowsear
andbrown,wherealilekeysheleredoverhebarelimbs
ofherees,whichnowswayedinhewinrywind,rosehe
seepleofheunionparkcongregaionalchurch,andfaroffhe
owersofseveralohers
heroomswerecomforablyenoughfurnishedherewas
agoodbrusselscarpeonhefloor,richindullredandlemon
shades,andrepreseningrgejardinieresfilledwihgorgeous,
impossibleflowersherewasargepiergssmirrorbeween
hewowindowsarge,sof,green,plushcoveredcouch
occupiedonecorner,andseveralrockingchairswereseabou
somepicures,severalrugs,afewsmallpiecesofbricabrac,
andhealeofconensisold
inhebedroom,offhefronroom,wascarrie’srunk,bough
bydroue,andinhewardrobebuilinohewallquieanarray
ofclohing—morehanshehadeverpossessedbefore,andof
verybecomingdesignsherewasahirdroomforpossibleuse
asakichen,wheredrouehadcarrieesablishalileporable
gassoveforhepreparaionofsmalllunches,oysers,welsh
rarebis,andhelike,ofwhichhewasexceedinglyfond;and,
sly,abahhewholepcewascosey,inhaiwaslighed
bygasandheaedbyfurnaceregisers,possessingalsoasmall
grae,sewihanasbesosback,amehodofcheerfulwarming
whichwashenfirscominginousebyherindusryandnaural
loveoforder,whichnowdeveloped,hepcemainainedanair
pleasinginheexreme
here,hen,wascarrie,esablishedinapleasanfashion,
freeofceraindifficulieswhichmosominouslyconfronedher,
denwihmanynewoneswhichwereofamenalorder,and
alogehersournedabouinallofherearhlyreionshipsha
shemighwellhavebeenanewanddifferenindividualshe
lookedinohergssandsawapreiercarriehanshehadseen
before;shelookedinohermind,amirrorpreparedofherown
andheworld’sopinions,andsawaworsebeweenhesewo
imagesshewavered,hesiaingwhichobelieve
“my,buyou’realilebeauy,”drouewaswonoexcim
ohershewouldlookahimwihrge,pleasedeyes
“youknowi,don’you?”hewouldconinue
“oh,idon’know,”shewouldreply,feelingdelighinhe
fachaoneshouldhinkso,hesiaingobelieve,houghshe
reallydid,hashewasvainenoughohinksomuchofherself
herconscience,however,wasnoadroue,ineresedo
praiseheresheheardadifferenvoice,wihwhichsheargued,
pleaded,excusediwasnojusandsapiencounsellor,inis
sanalysisiwasonlyanaveragelileconscience,ahing
whichrepresenedheworld,herpasenvironmen,habi,
convenion,inaconfusedwaywihi,hevoiceofhepeople
wasrulyhevoiceofgod
“oh,houfailure!”saidhevoice
“why?”shequesioned
“lookahoseabou,”camehewhisperedanswer“look
ahosewhoaregoodhowwouldheyscornodowhayou
havedonelookahegoodgirls;howwillheydrawawayfrom
suchasyouwhenheyknowyouhavebeenweakyouhadno
riedbeforeyoufailed”
iwaswhencarriewasalone,lookingouacrosshepark,
hashewouldbeliseningohisiwouldcomeinfrequenly—
whensomehingelsedidnoinerfere,whenhepleasan
sidewasnoooapparen,whendrouewasnohereiwas
somewhaclearinueranceafirs,buneverwhollyconvincing
herewasalwaysananswer,alwayshedecemberdays