第16章 出生是人生的起点(8)

作者:舒启全

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更新时间:2019-10-06 14:13

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妙玉归去,早有道婆接着,掩了庵门,坐了一会,把“禅门日诵”念了一遍。吃了晚饭,点上香,拜了菩萨,命道婆子自去歇着,自己的禅床靠背俱已整齐,屏息垂帘,跏趺坐下,断除妄想,趋向真如。坐到三更以后,听得房上“骨碌碌”一片瓦响,妙玉恐有贼来,下了禅床,出到前轩。独自一个凭栏站了一会,忽听房上两个猫儿一递一声厮叫。妙玉忽想起日间宝玉之言,不觉一阵心跳耳热,自己连忙收慑心神,走进禅房,仍到禅床上坐了。怎奈神不守舍,一时如万马奔驶,觉得禅床便恍荡起来,身子已不在庵中。便有许多王孙公子,要来娶她;又有些媒婆扯扯拽拽,扶她上车,自己不肯去。一回儿,又有盗贼劫她,持刀执棍的逼勒,只得哭喊求救。早惊醒了庵中女尼、道婆等众,都拿火来照看,只见妙玉两手撒开,口中流沫,急忙把她叫醒。然后便打发人去请大夫来看脉,但医生们意见不一致。后请得一个大夫来看了,问:“曾打坐过没有?”道婆说道:“向来打坐的。”大夫道:“这病可是昨夜忽然来的么?”道婆道:“是。”大夫道:“这是走魔入火的原故。”写了降伏心火的药,吃了一剂,稍稍平复些。一日,惜春正坐着,彩屏忽然进来,问道:姑娘知道妙玉师父的事吗?惜春道:“他有什么事?”彩屏道:“他自从那日和姑娘下棋回去,夜间忽然中了邪,嘴里乱嚷,说强盗来抢他来了。到如今还没好呢。姑娘,你说这不是奇事吗?”惜春听了,默默无语。因想:“妙玉虽然洁净,毕竟尘缘未断。”这正是为什么妙玉那日和惜春下棋回去忽然中邪的原因。


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那伙贼一心想着妙玉,知是孤庵女众,不难欺负。到了三更夜静,便拿了短兵器,带了些闷香,跳上高墙。其中一人潜身溜下,藏在房头僻处。等到四更,见里头只有一盏海灯,妙玉一人在蒲团上打坐。歇了一会,便唉声叹气的说道:“我自玄墓到京,原想传个名的,为这里请来,不能又栖他处。昨好心去瞧四姑娘,反受了这蠢人的气,夜里又受了大惊。今日回来,那蒲团再坐不稳,只觉肉跳心惊。”因素常一个打坐的,今日又不肯叫人相伴。岂知到了五更,寒颤起来,自己坐着,觉得一股香气透入囟门,便手足麻木,不能动弹,口里也说不出话来,心中更自着急。只见一个人拿着明晃晃的刀进来。此时妙玉心中却是明白,只不能动,想是要杀自己,索性横了心,倒也不怕。哪知那个人把刀插在背后,腾出手来,将妙玉轻轻的抱起,轻薄了一回子,便拖起背在身上。此时妙玉心中只是如醉如痴。可怜一个极洁极净的女儿,被这伙强盗的闷香熏住,由着他撮弄了去了。不知妙玉被劫,或是甘受污辱,还是不屈而死,不知下落,也难忘拟。正如“金陵十二钗正册”中诗所说:“欲洁何曾洁,云空未必空;可怜金玉质,终陷淖泥中。”


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王熙凤:王熙凤出身在名宦富贵之家——即“护官符”中说的“东海缺少白玉床,龙王请来金陵王”的王家。“自幼假充男儿教养”,“一双丹凤三角眼,两弯柳叶掉梢眉,身量苗条,体格风骚,粉面含春威不露,丹唇未启笑先闻”。“嘴甜心苦,两面三刀,上头笑着,脚底下就使绊子,明是一盆火,暗是一把刀,她都占全了。”她“模样又极标致,言谈又爽利,心机又极深细,竟是个男人万不及一的!”


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她嫁给了她姑妈王夫人丈夫贾政的侄儿贾琏。贾琏捐了个同知,也是个不喜正务的;于世路上好机变,言谈去得,所以他们婚后仍在叔政老爷家住,帮着料理家务。谁知他们婚后,倒上下无人不称颂他夫人凤姐,琏爷倒退了一舍之地。越称颂,熙凤变得越胆大。她毒设思局,害死追求者贾瑞。


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在秦可卿死后,贾珍去请熙凤照料里头,王夫人说:“她一个小孩子,何曾经过这些事,倘或料理不清,反叫人见笑,倒是再烦别人好。”贾珍笑道:“从小儿大妹妹玩笑时就有杀伐决断,如今出了阁,在那府里办事,越发历练老成了。我想了这几日,除了大妹妹再无人可求了。”“那凤姐素日最喜揽事,好卖弄能干,今见贾珍如此央她,心中早已允了。”贾珍便命人取了宁国府的对牌来,命宝玉送与凤姐,说道:“妹妹爱怎么就怎么样办,要什么,只管拿这个取去,也不必问我。只求别存心替我省钱,要好看为上;二则也同那府里一样待人才好,不要存心怕人抱怨:只这两件外,我再没不放心的了。”从此,熙凤管理贾府内事,“弄权铁槛寺”,使张李两家“人财两空”——张家女儿闻得父母退了婚约聘礼,便一条汗巾悄悄地寻了自尽;李家公子也是个情种,听说她自杀了,遂投河而死。熙凤却安享了张家三千两,并对老尼说:“我从来不信什么阴司地狱报应的;凭是什么事,我说要行就行。”她除受贿外,还放高利贷。“这个月的月钱,我们奶奶早自己支了,放给人使呢。等别处利钱收了来,凑齐了才放呢。”“她这几年,只拿着这一项银子翻出有几百来了。她的公费月例又使不着,十两八两零碎攒了,又放出去,单她这体己利钱,一年不到,上千的银子呢!”


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熙凤善于阿谀奉承。她携着黛玉的手,上下细细打量一回,便仍送至贾母身边坐下,因笑道:“天下真有这样标致人儿!我今日才算看见了!况且这通身的气派竟不象老祖宗的外孙女儿,竟是嫡亲的孙女儿似的,怨不得老祖宗天天嘴里心里放不下。只可怜我这妹妹这么命苦,怎么姑妈就去世了呢!”说着便用帕拭泪。熙凤也善于察言观色,见风使舵。例如,贾母笑道:“我才好了,你又来招我。你妹妹远路才来,身子又弱,也才劝住了,快别再提了。”她忙转悲为喜道:“正是呢!我一见了妹妹,一心都在她身上,又是喜欢,又是伤心,竟忘了老祖宗了,该打,该打!”


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凤姐禀赋气血不足,兼年幼不知保养,平生争强斗智,心力更亏,故虽系小月,竟着实亏虚下来,一月之后,复添了下红之症,不能理事,天天两三个大夫用药。王夫人便觉失了膀臂,凡大事就自己主张,将家中琐碎之事,一应都交李纨和探春暂理。在这种情况下,熙凤对她心爱的丫头平儿说:“若按私心藏奸上论,我也太行毒了,也该抽回退步,回头看看;再要穷追苦克,人恨极了,他们笑里藏刀,咱们两个才四个眼睛两个心,一时不防,倒弄坏了。趁着紧溜之中,李纨和探春出头料理,众人就把往日咱们的恨暂可解了。”但当她搞清贾琏偷娶了尤二姐为妾时,她是个醋罐子,尽管身体尚未完全康复,但岂肯善罢甘休?


于是,她借刀杀人——“凤姐虽恨秋恫,且喜借她先可发脱二姐,用‘借刀杀人’之法,‘坐山观虎斗’,等秋桐杀了尤二姐,自己再杀秋桐。”然而,事与愿违,她年轻轻的就死在了秋桐之前。真是“机关算尽太聪明,反误了卿卿性命”。“凡鸟偏从末世来,都知爱慕此生才,一从二令三人木,哭向金陵事更哀。”


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李纨:李纨出身金陵名宦之家,其父李守中,曾为国子监祭酒;族中男女无不读诗书者。至李守中当家以来,便谓“女子无才便是德”,故生了此女不曾叫她十分认真读书,只不过将些《女四书》、《列女传》、《贤媛集》读读,认得几个字,记得前朝这几个贤女便了;却以纺绩女红为要,因取名李纨(意为平纹丝绸),字宫裁(意为皇宫中的裁缝)。她嫁给贾政和王夫人的大儿子贾珠,生有一子名叫贾兰。但不幸的是贾珠不到二十岁,一病就死了。


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李纨虽青春丧偶,且居处于膏粱锦绣之中,竟如“槁木死灰”一般,对外界事物,一概不闻不问,唯知侍亲养子,闲时陪侍小姑等针黹诵读而已。当熙凤小月不能理事时,王夫人决定大事自己主张,将家中琐碎之事,一应都暂令李纨协理。李纨本是个尚德不尚才的,未免逞纵了下人,王夫人便命探春合同李纨裁处,只说过了一月,凤姐将养好了,仍交给她。


因李纨素日是个厚道多恩无罚的人,一惯过着平淡恬静的生活,与世无争。她有意让探春去管理家政,自己严格遵守“三从四德”,成了封建妇节的“典范”。李纨的人生正如《金陵十二钗正册》判词所云:桃李春风结子完,到头谁似一盆兰;如冰水好空相妒,枉与他人作笑谈。


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