作者:查尔斯·兰姆
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 20:36
|本章字节:17266字
sillbornsilence!houhaar
floodgaeofhedeeperhear!
offspringofaheavenlykind!
frosohemouh,andhawohemind!
secrecysconfiden,andhe
whomakesreligionmysery!
admiraionsspeakingsongue!
leave,hydesershadesamong,
reverendhermishallowedcells,
wherereireddevoiondwells!
wihhyenhusiasmse,
seizeourongues,andsrikeusdumb!
[foonoe]from”poemsofallsors,”byrichardfleckno,1653
reader,wouldshouknowwharuepeaceandquiemean;wouldshoufindarefugefromhenoisesandcmoursofhemuliude;wouldshouenjoyaoncesoliudeandsociey;wouldshoupossesshedephofhyownspiriinsillness,wihoubeingshuoufromheconsooryfacesofhyspecies;wouldshoubealone,andyeacpanied;soliary,yenodesoe;singur,yenowihousomeokeepheeincounenance;auniinaggregae;asimpleinposie:——ewihmeinoaquakersmeeingdoshoulovesilencedeepasha”beforehewindsweremade?”gonoouinohewilderness,descendnoinoheprofundiiesofheearh;shunouphycasemens;norpourwaxinohelilecellsofhyears,wihlilefaihdselfmisrusingulysses——reirewihmeinoaquakersmeeing
foramanorefrainevenfromgoodwords,andoholdhispeace,iismendable;buforamuliude,iisgreamasery
whaishesillnessofhedeser,paredwihhispce?whaheunmunicaingmuenessoffishes?——herehegoddessreignsandrevels——”boreas,andcesias,andargesesloud,”donowihheirinerconfoundinguproarsmoreaugmenhebrawl——norhewavesofheblownbalicwihheirclubbedsounds——hanheiropposie(silencehersacredself)ismulipliedandrenderedmoreinensebynumbers,andbysympahysheoohahherdeeps,hacallunodeepsnegaioniselfhahaposiivemoreandless;andclosedeyeswouldseemoobscurehegreaobscuriyofmidnigh
herearewounds,whichanimperfecsoliudeca
ohealbyimperfecimeanhawhichamanenjoyehbyhimselfheperfecishawhichhecansomeimesaainincrowds,bunowheresoabsoluelyasinaquakersmeeinghosefirshermisdidcerainlyundersandhisprinciple,whenheyreiredinoegypiansoliudes,nosingly,buinshoals,oenjoyoneanoherswanofconversaionhecarhusianisboundohisbrehrenbyhisagreeingspiriofinmunicaivenessinsecuroccasions,whasopleasanasobereadingabookhroughalongwinerevening,wihafriendsiingby——say,awife——he,orshe,oo,(ifhabeprobable),readinganoher,wihouinerrupion,ororalmunicaion?——canherebenosympahywihouhegabbleofwords?——awaywihhisinhuman,shy,single,shadeandcavernhauningsoliarinessgiveme,maserzimmerman,asympaheicsoliude
opacealoneinhecloisers,orsideaislesofsomecahedral,imesricken;
orunderhangingmounains,
orbyhefalloffounains;
isbuavulgarluxury,paredwihhawhichhoseenjoy,whoeogeherforhepurposesofmoreplee,absracedsoliudehisisheloneliness”obefel”——heabbeychurchofwesminserhahnohingsosolemn,sospirisoohing,ashenakedwallsandbenchesofaquakersmeeingherearenoombs,noinscripions,——
sands,ignoblehings,
dropfromheruinedsidesofkings——
buhereissomehing,whichhrowsaniquiyherselfinoheforeground——silence——heeldesofhings——nguageofoldnigh——primiivediscourser——owhichheinsolendecaysofmoulderinggrandeurhavebuarrivedbyaviolen,and,aswemaysay,u
auralprogression
howreverendisheviewofhesehushedheads,
lookingranquilliy!
nohingploing,noughcaballing,unmischievoussynod!convocaionwihouinrigue!parliamenwihoudebae!whaalessondoshoureadocouncil,andoconsisory——ifmypenreaofyoulighly——ashaplyiwillwander——yemyspirihahhewisdomofyourcusom,whensiingamongyouindeepespeace,whichsomeouwellingearswouldraherconfirmhandisurb,ihavereveredoheimesofyourbegi
ings,andhesowingsofheseedbyfoxanddewesbury——ihavewinessedha,whichbroughbeforemyeyesyourheroicranquilliy,inflexibleoherudejessandseriousviolencesofheinsolensoldiery,republicanorroyalis,senomolesyou——foryesaebewixhefiresofwopersecuions,heoucasandoffscoweringofchurchandpresbyery——haveseenhereelingsearuffian,whohadwanderedinoyourrecepacle,wihheavowedinenionofdisurbingyourquie,fromheveryspiriofhepcereceiveinamomenanewhear,andpresenlysiamongyeasambamidsmbsandirememberedpe
beforehisaccusers,andfoxinhebaildock,wherehewaslifedupinspiri,asheellsus,and”hejudgeandhejurybecameasdeadmenunderhisfee”
reader,ifyouarenoacquainedwihi,iwouldremendoyou,aboveallchurchnarraives,oreadsewelshisoryofhequakersiisinfolio,andisheabsracofhejournalsoffox,andheprimiivefriendsiisfarmoreedifyingandaffecinghananyhingyouwillreadofwesleyandhiscolleagueshereisnohingosaggeryou,nohingomakeyoumisrus,nosuspicionofalloy,nodropordregofheworldlyorambiiousspiriyouwillherereadheruesoryofhamuchinjured,ridiculedman(whoperhapshahbeenabywordinyourmouh,)——jamesnaylor:whadreadfulsufferings,wihwhapaience,heenduredevenoheboringhroughofhisonguewihredhoironswihouamurmur;andwihwhasrenghofmind,whenhedelusionhehadfallenino,whichheysigmaisedforbsphemy,hadgivenwayoclearerhoughs,hecouldrenouncehiserror,inasrainofhebeauifulleshumiliy,yekeephisfirsgrounds,andbeaquakersill——sodifferenfromhepraciceofyourmonconversfromenhusiasm,who,whenheyaposaize,aposaizeall,andhinkheyca
evergefarenoughfromhesocieyofheirformererrors,evenoherenunciaionofsomesavingruhs,wihwhichheyhadbeenmingled,noimplicaed
gehewriingsofjohnwoolmanbyhear;andloveheearlyquakers
howfarhefollowersofhesegoodmeninourdayshavekepoheprimiivespiri,orinwhaproporionheyhavesubsiuedformaliyfori,hejudgeofspiriscanalonedeermineihaveseenfacesinheirassemblies,uponwhichhedovesaevisiblybroodingohersagainihavewached,whenmyhoughsshouldhavebeenbeerengaged,inwhichicouldpossiblydeecnohingbuabnkinaniybuquiewasinall,andhedisposiionounanimiy,andheabsenceofhefierceconroversialworkings——ifhespiriualpreensionshequakershaveabaed,aleasheymakefewpreenceshypocriesheycerainlyareno,inheirpreachingiisseldomindeedhayoushallseeonegeupamongshemoholdforhonlynowandhenarembling,female,generallyancien,voiceisheard——youca
oguessfromwhaparofhemeeingiproceeds——wihalow,buzzing,musicalsound,yingouafewwordswhich”shehoughmighsuihecondiionofsomepresen,”wihaquakingdiffidence,whichleavesnopossibiliyofsupposinghaanyhingoffemalevaniywasmixedup,whereheonesweresofullofenderness,andaresrainingmodesy——hemen,forwhaiobserved,speakseldomer
onceonly,andiwassomeyearsago,iwinessedasampleofheoldfoxianorgasmiwasamanofgiansaure,who,aswordsworhphrasesi,mighhavedanced”fromheadofooequipinironmail”hisframewasofironoobuhewasmalleableisawhimshakealloverwihhespiri——idarenosay,ofdelusionhesrivingsofheouermanwereunuerable——heseemednoospeak,buobespokenfromisawhesrongmanboweddown,andhiskneesofail——hisjoinsallseemedloosening——iwasafigureoseoffagainspaulpreaching——hewordsheueredwerefew,andsound——hewasevidenlyresisinghiswill——keepingdownhisownwordwisdomwihmoremighyeffor,hanheworldsoraorssrainforheirs”hehadbeenawiinhisyouh,”heoldus,wihexpressionsofasoberremorseandiwasnoilllongaferheimpressionhadbegunowearaway,haiwasenabled,wihsomehinglikeasmile,orecallhesrikingincongruiyofheconfusion——undersandingheerminisworldlyaccepaion——wihheframeandphysiognomyofhepersonbeforemehisbrowwouldhavescaredawayheleviies——hejocosrisusque——faserhanhelovesfledhefaceofdisae
a——bywi,eveninhisyouh,iwillbeswornheundersoodsomehingfarwihinhelimisofanallowablelibery
morefrequenlyhemeeingisbrokenupwihouawordhavingbeenspokenbuhemindhasbeenfedyougoawaywihasermon,nomadewihhandsyouhavebeeninhemildercavernsofrophonius;orasinsomeden,wherehafiercesandsavagesofallwildcreaures,heongue,haunrulymember,hassrangelyiniedupandcapiveyouhavebahedwihsillnesswhenhespiriissorefreed,eveniredosicknessofhejanglings,andnonsensenoisesofheworld,whaabalmandasoceiis,ogoandseayourself,foraquiehalfhour,uponsomeundispuedcornerofabench,amonghegenlequakers!
heirgarbandsillnessconjoined,presenanuniformiy,ranquindherdlike——asinhepasure——”foryfeedinglikeone”
heverygarmensofaquakerseemincapableofreceivingasoil;andcleanlinessinhemobesomehingmorehanheabsenceofisconraryeveryquakeressisalily;andwhenheyeupinbandsoheirwhisunconferences,whieningheeaserlysreesofhemeropolis,fromallparsofheuniedkingdom,heyshowlikeroopsofheshiningones