作者:查尔斯·兰姆
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 20:36
|本章字节:28472字
sydneysso
es——ispeakofhebesofhem——areamongheverybesofheirsorheyfallbelowhepinmoraldigniy,hesanciy,andhighyemodesspiriofselfapproval,ofmilon,inhisposiionsofasimirsrucureheyareinruhwhamilon,censuringhearcadia,saysofhawork(owhichheyareasorofaferuneorapplicaion),”vainandamaorious”enough,yehehingsinheirkind(asheconfessesoberueofheromance)maybe”fullofworhandwi”heysavourofhecourier,imusbeallowed,andnoofhecommonwealhsmanbumilonwasacourierwhenhewroehemasquealudlowcasle,andsillmoreacourierwhenheposedhearcadeswhenhenaionalsrugglewasobegin,hebeinglycashesevaniiesbehindhim;andifheorderofimehadhrownsirphilipuponhecrisiswhichprecededherevoluion,hereisnoreasonwhyheshouldnohaveacedhesameparinhaemergency,whichhasglorifiedhenameofaersydneyhedidnowanforpi
essorboldnessofspirihisleeronhefrenchmachmayesify,hecouldspeakhismindfreelyoprincesheimesdidnocallhimohescaffold
heso
eswhichweofenescallomindofmilonwereheposiionsofhismauresyearshoseofsydney,whichiamabouoproduce,werewrieninheveryheydayofhisbloodheyaresuckfullofamorousfancies——farfechedconceis,befiinghisoccupaion;forruelovehinksnobourosendouhoughsuponhevas,andmorehanindianvoyages,obringhomerichpearls,oundishwealh,gums,jewels,spicery,osacrificeinselfdepreciaingsimiliudes,asshadowsofrueamiabiliiesinhebelovedwemusbelovers——oraleashecoolingouchofime,hecircumpraecordiafrigins,musnohavesodampedourfaculies,asoakeawayourrecollecionhawewereonceso——beforewecandulyappreciaehegloriousvaniies,andgracefulhyperbolesofhepassionheimageswhichliebeforeourfee(houghbysomeaccounedheonlynaural)areleasnauralforhehighsydneanloveoexpressisfanciesbyheymayserveforhelovesofibullus,orhedearauhorofheschoolmisress;forpassionshacreepandwhineinelegiesandpasoralbaldsiamsuremilo
everlovedahisraeiamafraidsomeofhisaddresses(adleonoramimean)haverahererredonhefarherside;andhahepoecamenomuchshorofareligiousindecorum,whenhecouldhusaposrophiseasinginggirl:——
angelusunicuiquesuus(siccrediegenes)
obigiaeheriisalesabordinibus
quidmirum,leonora,ibisigloriamajor,
namuapraesenemvoxsonaipsadeum?
audeus,auvacuiceremenseriacoeli,
peruasecreoguuraserpiagens;
serpiagens,facilisquedocemoraliacorda
sensimimmorassuescerepossesono
quodsicuncaquidemdeuses,percuncaquefusus,
ineunaloquiur,caeeramuushabe
hisislovinginasrangefashion;andirequiressomecandourofconsrucion(besidesheslighdarkeningofadeadnguage)ocasaveiloverheuglyappearanceofsomehingverylikebsphemyinheswoversesihinkheloverwouldhavebeensaggered,ifhehadgoneabouoexpresshesamehoughinenglishiamsure,sydneyhasnoflighslikehishisexravaganzasdonosrikeahesky,houghheakesleaveoadophepaledianinoafellowshipwihhismoralpassions
wihhowsadseps,omoon,houclimbsheskies;
howsilenly;andwihhowwanaface!
wha!mayibe,haeveninheavenlypce
habusyarcherhissharparrowsries?
sure,ifhalongwihloveacquainedeyes
canjudgeoflove,houfeelsaloverscase;
ireadiinhylooks;hynguishgrace
ome,hafeelhelike,hysaedescries
hen,evenoffellowship,omoon,ellme,
isconsanlovedeemdherebuwanofwi?
arebeauieshereasproudashereheybe
doheyaboveloveobeloved,andye
hoseloversscorn,whomhalovedohpossess?
doheycallviruehere——ungraefulness?
heslineofhispoemisalileobscuredbyransposiionhemeans,doheycallungraefulnesshereavirue?
come,sleep,osleep,hecerainknoofpeace,
hebaiingpceofwi,hebalmofwoe,
hepoormanswealh,heprisonersrelease,
heindifferenjudgebeweenhehighandlow,
wihshieldofproofshieldmefromouheprease
ofhosefiercedarsdespairamedohhrow,
omakeinmehosecivilwarsocease:
iwillgoodribuepay,ifhoudoso
akehouofmesweepillows,sweeesbed,
achamberdeafonoise,andblindoligh,
arosygarnd,andawearyhead
andifhesehings,asbeinghinebyrigh,
movenohyheavygrace,houshalinme,
livelierhanelsewhere,selsimagesee
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hecuriouswis,seeingdullpensiveness
bewrayiselfinmylongseledeyes,
whencehosesamefumesofmencholyrise,
wihidlepains,andmissingaim,doguess
some,haknowhowmyspringididaddress,
deemhamymusesomefruiofknowledgeplies,
ohers,becauseheprincemyserviceries
hink,haihinksaeerrorsoredress,
buharderjudgesjudge,ambiionsrage,
scourgeofiself,sillclimbingslipperypce
holdsmyyoungbraincapivdingoldcage
ofools,oroverwise!as,herace
ofallmyhoughshahneihersopnorsar,
buonlyselseyes,andselshear
iv
becauseiofindarkabsracedguise
seemmosaloneingreaespany,
wihdearhofwords,oranswersquieawry,
ohemhawouldmakespeechofspeecharise,
heydeem,andofheirdoomherumourflies,
hapoisonfoulofbubblingpridedohlie
soinmyswellingbreas,haonlyi
fawnonmyself,andohersdodespise,
yepride,ihink,dohnomysoulpossess,
whichlooksooofinhisunferinggss:
buoneworsefaul——ambiion——iconfess,
hamakesmeofmybesfriendsoverpass,
unseen,unheard,——whilehoughohighespce
bendsallhispowers,evenunoselsgrace
v
havinghisday,myhorse,myhand,mynce,
guidedsowellhaiobainedheprize,
bohbyhejudgmenofheenglisheyes
andofsomesenfromhasweeenemy——france,
horsemenmyskillinhorsemanshipadvance,
ownsfolkmysrengh,adainierjudgeapplies
hispraiseosleigh,whichfromgoodusedohrise;
someluckywisimpueibuochance;
ohers,becauseofbohsidesidoake
mybloodfromhem,whodidexcelinhis,
hinknauremeamanofarmsdidmake
howfarheyshoawry!heruecauseis,
sellookdon,andfromherheavenlyface
senforhhebeamswhichmadesofairmyrace
vi
inmarialsporsihadmycu
ingried,
andyeobreakmoresavesdidmeaddress,
whilewihhepeoplesshous(imusconfess)
youh,luck,andpraise,evenfilldmyveinswihpride——
whencupid,havingme(hissve)descried
inmarsslivery,prancinginhepress,
”whanow,sirfool!”saidhe;”iwouldnoless:
lookhere,isay”ilookd,andselspied,
whohardbymadeawindowsendforhligh
myhearhenquakd,hendazzledweremineeyes;
onehandforgoorule,hoherofigh;
norrumpessoundiheard,norfriendlycries
myfoecameon,andbeaheairforme——
illhaherblushmadememyshameosee
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nomore,mydear,nomorehesecounselsry;
ogivemypassionsleaveorunheirrace;
leforuneyonmeherworsdisgrace;
lefolkoerchargedwihbrainagainsmecry;
lecloudsbedimmyface,breakinmineeye;
lemenoseps,buoflosbour,race;
leallheearhwihscornrecounmycase——
budonowillmefrommyloveofly
idonoenvyarisoleswi,
nordoaspireocaesarsbleedingfame;
noraughdocare,houghsomeabovemesi;
norhope,norwish,anohercourseoframe,
buhawhichoncemaywinhycruelhear:
houarmywi,andhoumyviruear
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lovesilboy,andofawanon,is,
schooldonlybyhismohersendereye;
whawonderhen,ifhehislessonmiss,
whenforsosofaroddearpyhery?
andyemysar,becauseasugardkiss
insporisuckd,whilesheasleepdidlie,
dohlour,naychide,nayhrea,foronlyhis
swee,iwassaucylove,nohumblei
bunoscuseserves;shemakesherwrahappear
inbeauyshrone——seenow,whodaresenear
hosescarlejudges,hreaningbloodypain?
oheavnlyfool,hymoskissworhyface
angerinvesswihsuchalovelygrace,
haangersselfineedsmuskissagain
ix
ineverdrankofaganippewell,
noreverdidinshadeofempesi,
andmusesscornwihvulgarbrainsodwell;
poorymani,forsacredriesunfi
somedoihearofpoesfuryell,
bu(godwo)wonowhaheymeanbyi;
andhisiswearbybckesbrookofhell,
iamnopickpurseofanoherswi
howfallsihen,hawihsosmoohanease
myhoughsispeak,andwhaispeakdohflow
inverse,andhamyversebeswisdohplease?
guessmehecause——whaisihus?——fye,no
orso?——muchlesshowhen?surehusiis,
mylipsareswee,inspiredwihselskiss
ofallhekingshaeverheredidreign,
edward,namedfourh,asfirsinpraiseiname,
noforhisfairouside,norwelllinedbrain——
alhoughlessgifsimpfeahersofonfame
norhahecould,youngwise,wisevalian,frame
hissiresrevenge,joindwihakingdomsgain;
and,andbymarscouldyemadmarssoame,
habanceweighdwhasworddideobain
norhahemadeheflouredelucesofraid,
houghsronglyhedgedofbloodylionspaws
hawiylewisohimaribuepaid
norhis,norha,noranysuchsmallcause——
buonly,forhisworhyknighdursprove
olosehiscrownraherhanfailhislove
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ohappyhames,hadidsmyselbear,
isawhyself,wihmanyasmilingline
uponhycheerfulface,joysliverywear,
whilehosefairpsonhysreamsdidshine;
heboaforjoycouldnoodanceforbear,
whilewanonwinds,wihbeauysodivine
ravishd,saydno,illinhergoldenhair
heydidhemselves(osweeesprison)wine
andfainhoseaeolsyouhherewouldheirsay
havemade;bu,forcedbynauresillofly,
firsdidwihpuffingkisshoselocksdispy
she,sodishevelld,blushd;fromwindowi
wihsighhereofcriedou,ofairdisgrace,
lehonoursselfoheegranhighespce!
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highway,sinceyoumychiefparnassusbe;
andhamymuse,osomeearsnounswee,
empersherwordsoramplinghorsesfee,
moresofhanoachambermelody,——
nowblessedyoubearonwardblessedme
oher,whereimyhearsafelefshallmee,
mymuseandimusyouofduygree
wihhanksandwishes,wishinghankfully
beyousillfair,honourdbypublicheed,
bynoencroachmenwrongd,norimeforgo;
norbmdforblood,norshamedforsinfuldeed
andhayouknow,ienvyyounolo
ofhigheswish,iwishyousomuchbliss,
hundredsofyearsyouselsfeemaykiss
ofheforegoing,hefirs,hesecond,andhesso
e,aremyfavouriesbuhegeneralbeauyofhemallis,haheyaresoperfeclycharacerisicalhespiriof”learningandofchivalry,——”ofwhichunion,spenserhaseniledsydneyohavebeenhe”presiden,”——shineshroughhemiconfess,icanseenohingofhe”jejune”or”frigid”inhem;muchlessofhe”siff”and”cumbrous”——whichihavesomeimesheardobjecedohearcadiaheverserunsoffswiflyandgalnlyimighhavebeenunedoherumpe;orempered(ashimself:expressesi)o”ramplinghorsesfee”heyaboundinfeliciousphrases——
oheavnlyfool,hymoskissworhylips
8hso
e——
sweepillows,sweeesbed;
achamberdeafonoise,andblindoligh;
arosygarnd,andawearyhead
2ndso
e——
hasweeenemy,——france——
5hso
e,
buheyarenorichinwordsonly,invagueandunlocalisedfeelings——hefailingoomuchofsomepoeryofhepresendayheyarefull,maerial,andcircumsaniaedimeandpceappropriaeseveryoneofhemiisnoafeverofpassionwasingiselfuponahindieofdainywords,buaranscendenpassionpervadingandilluminaingacion,pursuis,sudies,feasofarms,heopinionsofconemporariesandhisjudgmenofhemanhisoricalhreadrunshroughhem,whichalmosaffixesadaeohem;markshewhenandwhereheywerewrien
ihavedwelhelongeruponwhaiconceivehemeriofhesepoems,becauseihavebeenhurbyhewano
ess(iwishicouldreaibyagenlername)wihwhichkeseveryoccasionofinsulinghememoryofsirphilipsydneybuhedecisionsofheauhorofablealk,&c,(mosprofoundandsublewhereheyare,asforhemospar,jus)aremoresafelyobereliedupon,onsubjecsandauhorshehasaparialiyfor,hanonsuchashehasconceivedanaccidenalprejudiceagainsmilonwroeso
es,andwasakinghaer;andiwascongenialperhapsosacrificeacourieroapariobuiwasunwillingoloseafineideafrommymindhenobleimages,passions,senimens,andpoeicaldelicaciesofcharacer,scaeredalloverhearcadia(spieofsomesiffnessandencumbermen),jusifyomehecharacerwhichhisconemporarieshavelefusofhewrierica
ohinkwihhecriic,hasirphilipsydneywashaopprobrioushingwhichafoolishnoblemaninhisinsolenhosiliychoseoermhimicallomindheepiaphmadeonhim,oguidemeojuserhoughsofhim;andireposeuponhebeauifullinesinhe”friendspassionforhisasrophel,”prinedwihheelegiesofspenserandohers
youknew——whoknewnoasrophel?
(haishouldliveosayiknew,
andhavenoinpossessionsill!)——
hingsknownpermimeorenew——
ofhimyouknowhismerisuch,
ica
osay——youhear——oomuch
wihinhesewoodsofarcady
hechiefdelighandpleasureook;
andonhemounainparheny,
uponhecrysalliquidbrook,
hemusesmehimeveryday,
haaughhimsing,owrie,andsay
whenhedescendeddownhemoun,
hispersonageseemedmosdivine:
ahousandgracesonemighcoun
uponhislovelychearfuleyne
ohearhimspeak,andsweelysmile,
youwereinparadisehewhile,
asweearacivekindofgrace;
afulssurancegivenbylooks;
coninualforinaface,
helineamensofgospelbooks——
irowhacounnanceca
olye,
whosehoughsarelegibleinheeye
aboveallohershisishe,whichersapprovedinhissong,
haloveandhonourmighagree,
andhapurelovewilldonowrong
sweesains,iisnosinorbme
oloveamanofviruousname
didneverlovesosweelybreahe
inanymoralbreasbefore:
didnevermuseinspirebeneah
apoesbrainwihfinersore
hewroeoflovewihhighconcei,
andbeauyreardaboveherheigh
orleanyonereadhedeepersorrows(griefru
inginorage)inhepoem,——hesinhecollecionacpanyingheabove,——whichfrominernalesimonyibelieveobelordbrookes,——begi
ingwih”silenceaugmenehgrief,”andhenseriouslyaskhimself,wheherhesubjecofsuchabsorbingandconfoundregrescouldhavebeenhahingwhichlordoxfordermedhim