wegranhaiis,andaveryseriousone——oamansfriends,andoallhahaveodowihhim;buwheherhecondiionofhemanhimselfissomuchobedeplored,mayadmiofaquesionwecanspeakalileoi,beingourselfbuelyrecovered——wewhisperofiinconfidence,reader——ouofalonganddesperaefiofhesullenswashecureablessing?heconvicionwhichwroughi,cameooclearlyoleaveascrupleofhefancifulinjuries——forheyweremerefancies——whichhadprovokedhehumourbuhehumouriselfwasooselfpleasing,whileised——weknowhowbareweyourselfinheconfession——obeabandonedaloncewihhegroundsofiwesillbroodoverwrongswhichweknowohavebeenimaginary;andforouroldacquainance,[p273]n——,whomwefindohavebeenaruerfriendhanweookhimfor,wesubsiuesomephanom——acaiusoraiius——aslikehimaswedareoformi,owreakouryeunsaisfiedresenmensoniismorifyingofaloncefromhepi

acleofneglec;oforegoheideaofhavingbeenillusedandconumaciouslyreaedbyanoldfriendhefirshingoaggrandiseamaninhisownconcei,isoconceiveofhimselfasneglecedherelehimfixifhecanoundeceivehimisodeprivehimofhemosicklingmorselwihinherangeofselfpcencynoferycanenearihappyishewhosuspecshisfriendofaninjusice;busupremelybles,whohinksallhisfriendsinaconspiracyodepressandundervaluehimhereisapleasure(wesingnooheprofane)farbeyondhereachofallhaheworldcounsjoy——aenduringsaisfacioninhedephs,wherehesuperficialseekino,ofdisconenwereweorecieonehalfofhismysery,whichwewereleinobyouredissaisfacion,allheworldwouldbeinlovewihdisrespec;weshouldwearaslighforabracele,andneglecsandconumacieswouldbeheonlymaerforcourshipunlikeohamyseriousbookinheapocalypse,hesudyofhismyseryisunpaableonlyinhemencemenhefirssingofasuspicionisgrievous;buwai——ouofhawound,whichofleshandbloodseemedsodifficul,hereisbalmandhoneyobeexracedyourfriendpassedyouonsuchorsuchaday——havinginhispanyohayouconceivedworsehanambiguouslydisposedowardsyou,passedyouinhesreewihounoiceobesureheissomehingshorsighed;andiwasinyourpowerohaveaccosedhimbufacsandsaneinferencesareriflesoarueadepinhescienceofdissaisfacionhemushaveseenyou;ands——,whowaswihhim,mushavebeenhecauseofheconempigallsyou,andwellimaybuhavepaiencegohome,andmakeheworsofiandyouareamademanfromhisimeshuyourselfup,and——rejecing,asanenemyoyourpeace,everywhisperingsuggesionhabuinsinuaesheremaybeamisake——reflecseriouslyuponhemanylesserinsanceswhichyouhadbegunoperceiveinproofofyourfriendsdisaffecionowardsyounoneofhemsinglywasmuchohepurpose,buheaggregaeweighisposiive;andyouhavehissaffronoclenchhemhusfarheprocessisanyhingbuagreeablebunowoyourreliefesinheparaivefaculyyouconjureupallhekindfeelingsyouhavehadforyourfriend;whayouhavebeenohim,andwhayouwouldhavebeenohim,ifhewouldhavesufferedyou;howyoudefendedhiminhisorhapce;andhisgoodname——hislieraryrepuaion,andsoforh,wasalwaysdeareroyouhanyourown!yourhear[p274]spieofiself,yearnsowardshimyoucouldweepearsofbloodbuforaresrainingpridehowsayyou?doyounoyebeginoapprehendafor?somealyofsweenessinhebierwaers?sopnohere,norpenuriouslycheayourselfofyourreversionsyouareonvanagegroundenrgeyourspecuions,andakeinheresofyourfriends,asasparkkindlesmoresparkswashereoneamonghem,whohasnooyouprovedhollow,false,slipperyaswaer?beginohinkhahereioniselfisinconsisenwihmoraliyhaheveryideaoffriendship,wihisponenpars,ashonour,fideliy,seadiness,exissbuinyoursinglebosomimageyourselfoyourself,asheonlypossiblefriendinaworldincapableofhamunionnowhegloomhickenshelilesarofselflovewinkles,haisoencourageyouhroughdeepergloomshanhisyouarenoyeahehalfpoinofyourelevaionyouarenoye,believeme,halfsulkyenoughadveringoheworldingeneral,(ashesecirclesinhemindwillspreadoinfiniy)reflecwihwhasrangeinjusiceyouhavebeenreaedinquarerswhere,(seinggraiudeandheexpecaionoffriendlyreurnsasideaschimeras,)youpreendednocimbeyondjusice,henakeddueofallmenhinkheveryideaofrighandfifledfromheearh,oryourbreashesoliaryrecepacleofi,illyouhaveswelledyourselfinoaleasonehemisphere:heoherbeinghevasarabiasonyofyourfriendsandheworldaforesaidogrowbiggereverymomeninyourownconcei,andheworldolessen:odeifyyourselfaheexpenseofyourspecies;ojudgeheworld——hisisheacmeandsupremepoinofyourmysery——heseherue——pleasuresofsulkinessweprofessnomoreofhisgrandsecrehanwhaourselfexperimenedononerainyafernooninhesweek,sulkinginoursudywehadproceededohepenulimaepoin,awhichherueadepseldomsops,whereheconsideraionofbenefiforgoisabouomergeinhemediaionofgeneralinjusice——whenaknockahedoorwasfollowedbyheenranceofheveryfriend,whosenoseeingofusinhemorning,(forwewillnowconfesshecaseourown),anaccidenaloversigh,hadgivenriseosomuchagreeablegeneralizaion!omorifyussillmore,andakedownhewholeferingsupersrucurewhichpridehadpiledupo

eglec,hebadbroughinhishandheidenicals——,inwhosefavourwehadsuspecedhimofheconumacyasseveraionswereneedless,wherehefrankma

erofhembohwasconviciveofheinjuriousnaureofhesuspicionwefanciedhaheyperceivedourembarrassmen;buwereooproud,orsomehingelse,oconfessohesecreofiwehadbeenbuooelyinhecondiionofhenoblepaieninargos:[p275]

quisecredebamirosaudireragoedos,

invacuoeussessorpusorquehearo——

andcouldhaveexcimedwihequalreasonagainshefriendlyhandshacuredus

polmeoccidisis,amici,

nonservasis,ai;cuisicexoravolupas,

edempuspervimmenisgraissimuserror

。。x 小说天,堂