作者:所罗门·诺萨普
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 22:41
|本章字节:11798字
aferwashingherhoroughlywihhis,iwasoldoakeherohercabinunyingheropes,iraisedherinmyarmsshewasunableosand,andasherheadresedonmyshoulder,sherepeaedmanyimes,inafainvoicescarcelypercepible,“oh,p—oh,p!”bunohingfurherherdresswasrepced,buiclungoherback,andwassoonsiffwihbloodweidheronsomeboardsinhehu,wheresheremainedalongime,wiheyesclosedandgroaninginagonyanighphebeappliedmeledallowoherwounds,andsofaraswewereable,allendeavoredoassisandconsoleherdayaferdaysheyinhercabinuponherface,hesorespreveningherresinginanyoherposiion
ablessedhingiwouldhavebeenforher—daysandweeksandmonhsofmiseryiwouldhavesavedher—hadsheneverlifedupherheadinlifeagainindeed,fromhaimeforwardshewasnowhashehadbeen
heburdenofadeepmencholyweighedheavilyonherspirisshenolongermovedwihhabuoyanandesicsep—herewasnohamirhfulsparkleinhereyeshaformerlydisinguishedherheboundingvigor—hesprighly,ugherlovingspiriofheryouh,weregone
shefellinoamournfulanddespondingmood,andofenimeswouldsarupinhersleep,andwihraisedhands,pleadformercyshebecamemoresilenhanshewas,oilingalldayinourmids,noueringawordacareworn,piifulexpressionseledonherface,andiwasherhumornowoweep,raherhanrejoiceifeverherewasabrokenhear—onecrushedandblighedbyherudegraspofsufferingmisforune—iwaspasey’s
shehadbeenrearednobeerhanhermaser’sbeas—lookeduponmerelyasavaluableandhandsomeanimal—andconsequenlypossessedbualimiedamounofknowledgeandyeafainlighcasisraysoverherinellec,sohaiwasnowhollydarkshehadadimpercepionofgodandofeerniy,andasillmoredimpercepionofasaviourwhohaddiedevenforsuchashersheenerainedbuconfusednoionsofafuurelife—nocomprehendinghedisincionbeweenhecorporealandspiriualexisencehappiness,inhermind,wasexempionfromsripes—frombor—fromhecruelyofmasersandoverseersherideaofhejoyofheavenwassimplyres,andisfullyexpressedinheselinesofamencholybard:
“iasknoparadiseonhigh,
wihcaresonearhoppressed,
heonlyheavenforwhichisigh,
isres,eernalres”
iisamisakenopinionhaprevailsinsomequarershahesvedoesnoundersandheerm—doesnocomprehendheideaoffreedomevenonbayouboeuf,whereiconceivesveryexissinismosabjecandcruelform—whereiexhibisfeauresalogeherunknowninmorenorhernsaes—hemosignoranofhemgenerallyknowfullwellismeaningheyundersandheprivilegesandexempionshabelongoi—haiwouldbesowuponhemhefruisofheirownbors,andhaiwouldsecureohemheenjoymenofdomesichappinessheydonofailoobservehedifferencebeweenheirowncondiionandhemeaneswhieman’s,andorealizeheinjusiceofhewswhichpceiinhispowernoonlyoappropriaeheprofisofheirindusry,buosubjechemounmeriedandunprovokedpunishmen,wihouremedy,orherighoresis,ororemonsrae
pasey’slife,especiallyaferherwhipping,wasonelongdreamofliberyfaraway,oherfancyanimmeasurabledisance,sheknewherewasandoffreedomahousandimesshehadheardhasomewhereinhedisannorhherewerenosves—nomasersinherimaginaioniwasanenchanedregion,heparadiseofheearhodwellwherehebckmanmayworkforhimself—liveinhisowncabin—illhisownsoil,wasablissfuldreamofpasey’s—adream,as!hefulfillmenofwhichshecanneverrealize
heeffecofheseexhibiionsofbrualiyonhehouseholdofhesveholder,isapparenepps’oldessonisaninelligendofenorwelveyearsofageiispiiable,someimes,oseehimchasising,forinsance,hevenerableuncleabramhewillcallheoldmanoaccoun,andifinhischildishjudgemeniisnecessary,senencehimoacerainnumberofshes,whichheproceedsoinflicwihmuchgraviyanddeliberaion
mounedonhispony,heofenridesinohefieldwihhiswhip,pyingheoverseer,grealyohisfaher’sdelighwihoudiscriminaion,asuchimes,heappliesherawhide,urginghesvesforwardwihshous,andoccasionalexpressionsofprofaniy,whileheoldmanughs,andcommendshimasahoroughgoingboy
“hechildisfaheroheman,”andwihsuchraining,whaevermaybehisnauraldisposiion,ica
owellbeoherwisehanha,onarrivingamauriy,hesufferingsandmiseriesofhesvewillbelookeduponwihenireindifferenceheinfluenceofheiniquioussysemnecessarilyfosersanunfeelingandcruelspiri,eveninhebosomsofhosewho,among,heirequals,areregardedashumaneandgenerous
youngmasereppspossessedsomenoblequaliies,yenoprocessofreasoningcouldleadhimocomprehend,hainheeyeofhealmighyhereisnodisincionofcolorhelookeduponhebckmansimplyasananimal,differinginnorespecfromanyoheranimal,saveinhegifofspeechandhepossessionofsomewhahigherinsincs,and,herefore,hemorevaluableoworklikehisfaher’smules—obewhippedandkickedandscourgedhroughlife—oaddresshewhiemanwihhainhand,andeyesbenservilelyonheearh,inhismind,washenauralandproperdesinyofhesvebroughupwihsuchideas—inhenoionhawesandwihouhepaleofhumaniy—nowonderheoppressorsofmypeopleareapiilessandunreleningrace
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