第52章 Six(1)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:13198字

odd,odd,odd,waslenina’sverdiconbernardmarxsoodd,indeed,hainhecourseofhesucceedingweeksshehadwonderedmorehanoncewhehersheshouldn’changehermindabouhenewmexicoholiday,andgoinseadohenorhpolewihbeniohooverheroublewashasheknewhenorhpole,hadbeenherewihgeorgeedzelonlyssummer,andwhawasmore,foundipreygrimnohingodo,andhehoeloohopelesslyoldfashioned–noelevisionidoninhebedrooms,noscenorgan,onlyhemospuridsynheicmusic,andnomorehanwenyfiveescaorsquashcoursforoverwohundredguessno,decidedlyshecouldn’facehenorhpoleagainaddedowhich,shehadonlybeenoamericaoncebeforeandevenhen,howinadequaely!acheapweekendinnewyork–hadibeenwihjeanjacqueshabibulhorbokanovskyjones?shecouldn’rememberanyhow,iwasofabsoluelynoimporanceheprospecofflyingwesagain,andforawholeweek,wasveryinviingmoreover,foraleashreedaysofhaweekheywouldbeinhesavagereservaionnomorehanhalfadozenpeopleinhewholecenrehadeverbeeninsideasavagereservaionasanalphapluspsychologis,bernardwasoneofhefewmenshekneweniledoapermiforlenina,heopporuniywasuniqueandye,souniquealsowasbernard’soddnesshashehadhesiaedoakei,hadacuallyhoughofriskinghepoleagainwihfu


yoldbenioaleasbeniowasnormalwhereasbernard…


“alcoholinhisbloodsurrogae,”wasfa


y’sexpnaionofeveryeccenriciybuhenry,wihwhom,oneeveningwhenheywereinbedogeher,leninahadraheranxiouslydiscussedhernewlover,henryhadcomparedpoorbernardoarhinoceros


“youcan’eacharhinocerosricks,”hehadexpinedinhisbriefandvigoroussyle“somemenarealmosrhinoceroses;heydon’respondproperlyocondiioningpoordevils!bernard’soneofhemluckilyforhim,he’spreygoodahisjoboherwisehedirecorwouldneverhavekephimhowever,”headdedconsolingly,“ihinkhe’spreyharmless”


preyharmless,perhaps;bualsopreydisquieinghamania,osarwih,fordoinghingsinprivaewhichmean,inpracice,nodoinganyhingaallforwhawasherehaonecoulddoinprivae(apar,ofcourse,fromgoingobed:buonecouldn’dohaallheime)yes,whawashere?preciouslilehefirsafernoonheywenouogeherwasparicurlyfineleninahadsuggesedaswimaoquaycounryclubfollowedbydi


eraheoxfordunionbubernardhoughherewouldbeoomuchofacrowdhenwhaabouaroundofelecromagicgolfasandrew’s?buagain,no:bernardconsideredhaelecromagicgolfwasawaseofime


“henwha’simefor?”askedleninainsomeasonishmen


apparenly,forgoingwalksinhekedisric;forhawaswhahenowproposedndonheopofskiddawandwalkforacoupleofhoursinheheaher“alonewihyou,lenina”


“bu,bernard,weshallbealoneallnigh”


bernardblushedandlookedaway“imean,aloneforalking,”hemumbled


“alking?buwhaabou?”walkingandalking–haseemedaveryoddwayofspendinganafernoon


inheendshepersuadedhim,muchagainshiswill,oflyoveroamserdamoseehesemidemifinalsofhewomen’sheavyweighwreslingchampionship


“inacrowd,”hegrumbled“asusual”heremainedobsinaelygloomyhewholeafernoon;wouldn’alkolenina’sfriends(ofwhomheymedozensinheicecreamsomabarbeweenhewreslingbous);andinspieofhismiseryabsoluelyrefusedoakehehalfgrammeraspberrysundaewhichshepresseduponhim“i’draherbemyself,”hesaid“myselfandnasynosomebodyelse,howeverjolly”


“agrammeinimesavesnine,”saidlenina,producingabrighreasureofsleepaughwisdombernardpushedawayheprofferedgssimpaienly


“nowdon’loseyouremper,”shesaid“rememberonecubiccenimerecuresengloomysenimens”


“oh,forford’ssake,bequie!”heshoued


leninashruggedhershoulders“agrammeisalwaysbeerhanadamn,”sheconcludedwihdigniy,anddrankhesundaeherself


onheirwaybackacrosshecha


el,bernardinsisedonsoppinghispropellerandhoveringonhishelicoperscrewswihinahundredfeeofhewavesheweaherhadakenachangeforheworse;asouhweserlywindhadsprungup,heskywascloudy


“look,”hecommanded


“bui’shorrible,”saidlenina,shrinkingbackfromhewindowshewasappalledbyherushingempinessofhenigh,byhebckfoamfleckedwaerheavingbeneahhem,byhepalefaceofhemoon,sohaggardanddisracedamonghehaseningclouds“le’surnonheradioquick!”shereachedforhediallingknobonhedashboardandurnediarandom


“…skiesareblueinsideofyou,”sangsixeenremoloingfalseos,“heweaher’salways…”


henahiccoughandsilencebernardhadswichedofhecurren


“iwanolookaheseainpeace,”hesaid“onecan’evenlookwihhabeaslynoisegoingon”


“bui’slovelyandidon’wanolook”


“buido,”heinsised“imakesmefeelashough…”hehesiaed,searchingforwordswihwhichoexpresshimself,“ashoughiweremoreme,ifyouseewhaimeanmoreonmyown,nosocompleelyaparofsomehingelsenojusacellinhesocialbodydoesn’imakeyoufeellikeha,lenina?”


buleninawascrying“i’shorrible,i’shorrible,”shekeprepeaing“andhowcanyoualklikehaabounowaningobeaparofhesocialbody?aferall,everyoneworksforeveryoneelsewecan’dowihouanyoneevenepsilons…”


“yes,iknow,”saidbernardderisively“‘evenepsilonsareuseful’!soamiandidamnedwellwishiweren’!”


leninawasshockedbyhisbsphemy“bernard!”sheproesedinavoiceofamazeddisress“howcanyou?”


inadifferenkey,“howcani?”herepeaedmediaively“no,herealproblemis:howisihaican’,orraher–because,aferall,iknowquiewellwhyican’–whawouldibelikeificould,ifiwerefree–noensvedbymycondiioning”


“bu,bernard,you’resayinghemosawfulhings”


“don’youwishyouwerefree,lenina?”