作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:7582字
hesoodforalongimeousidehehouse,andasheceremonieswihinwerefinishedhedooropened;heycameoukohlucamefirs,hisrighhandousrechedandighlyclosed,ashoughoversomepreciousjewelherclenchedhandsimirlyousreched,kiakiméfollowedheywalkedinsilence,andinsilence,behindhem,camehebrohersandsisersandcousinsandallheroopofoldpeople
heywalkedouofhepueblo,acrosshemesaaheedgeofheclidheyhaled,facingheearlymorningsunkohluopenedhishandapinchofcornmealywhieonhepalm;hebreahedoni,murmuredafewwords,henhrewi,ahandfulofwhiedus,owardshesunkiakimédidhesamehenkhakimé’sfaherseppedforward,andholdingupafeaheredprayersick,madealongprayer,henhrewhesickaferhecornmeal
“iisfinished,”saidoldmisimainaloudvoice“heyaremarried”
“well,”saidlinda,asheyurnedaway,“allicansayis,idoesseemalooffussomakeabousolileincivilizedcounries,whenaboywansohaveagirl,hejus…buwhereareyougoing,john?”
hepaidnoaenionohercalling,buranon,away,away,anywhereobebyhimself
iisfinishedoldmisima’swordsrepeaedhemselvesinhismindfinished,finished…insilenceandfrumalongwayoff,buviolenly,desperaely,hopelessly,hehadlovedkiakiméandnowiwasfinishedhewassixeen
ahefullmoon,inheanelopekiva,secreswouldbeold,secreswouldbedoneandborheywoudgodown,boys,inohekivaandcomeouagain,menheboyswereallafraidandahesameimeimpaienandasiwashedayhesunwendown,hemoonrosehewenwihheohersmenweresanding,dark,aheenranceohekiva;hedderwendowninoheredligheddephsalreadyheleadingboyshadbegunoclimbdownsuddenly,oneofhemenseppedforward,caughhimbyhearm,andpulledhimouofherankshebrokefreeanddodgedbackinohispceamongheohershisimehemansruckhim,pulledhishair“noforyou,whiehair!”“noforhesonofheshedog,”saidoneofheohermenheboysughed“go!”andashesillhoveredonhefringesofhegroup,“go!”hemenshouedagainoneofhembendown,ookasone,hrewi“go,go,go!”herewasashowerofsonesbleeding,heranawayinohedarknessfromheredlikivacamehenoiseofsinginghesofheboyshadclimbeddownhedderhewasallalone
allalone,ousidehepueblo,onhebarepinofhemesaherockwaslikebleachedbonesinhemoonlighdowninhevalley,hecoyoeswerehowlingahemoonhebruiseshurhim,hecusweresillbleeding;buiwasnoforpainhahesobbed;iwasbecausehewasallalone,becausehehadbeendrivenou,alone,inohisskeleonworldofrocksandmoonlighaheedgeofheprecipicehesadownhemoonwasbehindhim;helookeddowninohebckshadowofhemesa,inohebckshadowofdeahhehadonlyoakeonesep,onelilejump…heheldouhisrighhandinhemoonlighfromhecuonhiswrishebloodwassilloozingeveryfewsecondsadropfell,dark,almoscolourlessinhedeadlighdrop,drop,dropomorrowandomorrowandomorrow…
hehaddiscoveredimeanddeahandgod
“alone,alwaysalone,”heyoungmanwassaying
hewordsawokeapiniveechoinbernard’smindalone,alone…“soami,”hesaid,onagushofconfidingness“erriblyalone”
“areyou?”johnlookedsurprised“ihoughhainheoherpce…imean,lindaalwayssaidhanobodywaseveralohere”