第66章 Eight(5)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:8234字

bernardblusheduncomforably“yousee,”hesaid,mumblingandwihaveredeyes,“i’mraherdifferenfrommospeople,isupposeifonehappensobedecaneddifferen…”


“yes,ha’sjusi”heyoungmannodded“ifone’sdifferen,one’sboundobelonelyhey’rebeaslyoonedoyouknow,heyshumeouofabsoluelyeveryhing?whenheoherboysweresenouospendhenighonhemounains–youknow,whenyouhaveodreamwhichyoursacredanimalis–heywouldn’lemegowihheohers;heywouldn’ellmeanyofhesecresididibymyself,hough,”headded“didn’eaanyhingforfivedaysandhenwenouonenighaloneinohosemounainshere”hepoined


paronizingly,bernardsmiled“anddidyoudreamofanyhing?”heasked


heohernodded“buimusn’ellyouwha”hewassilenforalile;hen,inalowvoice,“once,”hewenon,“ididsomehinghanoneofheohersdid:isoodagainsarockinhemiddleofheday,insummer,wihmyarmsou,likejesusonhecross”


“whaonearhfor?”


“iwanedoknowwhaiwaslikebeingcrucifiedhanginghereinhesun…”


“buwhy?”


“why?well…”hehesiaed“becauseifelioughoifjesuscouldsandiandhen,ifonehasdonesomehingwrong…besides,iwasunhappy;hawasanoherreason”


“iseemsafu


ywayofcuringyourunhappiness,”saidbernardbuonsecondhoughshedecidedhaherewas,aferall,somesenseinibeerhanakingsoma…


“ifainedaferaime,”saidheyoungman“felldownonmyfacedoyouseehemarkwhereicumyself?”helifedhehickyellowhairfromhisforeheadhescarshowed,paleandpuckered,onhisrighemple


bernardlooked,andhenquickly,wihalileshudder,averedhiseyeshiscondiioninghadmadehimnosomuchpiifulasprofoundlysqueamishhemeresuggesionofillnessorwoundswasohimnoonlyhorrifying,buevenrepulsiveandraherdisgusinglikedir,ordeformiy,oroldagehasilyhechangedhesubjec


“iwonderifyou’dlikeocomebackolondonwihus?”heasked,makinghefirsmoveinacampaignwhosesraegyhehadbeensecrelyeboraingeversince,inhelilehouse,hehadreahzedwhohe“faher”ofhisyoungsavagemusbe“wouldyoulikeha?”


heyoungman’sfaceliup“doyoureallymeani?”


“ofcourse;ificangepermission,hais”


“lindaoo?”


“well…”hehesiaeddoubfullyharevolingcreaure!no,iwasimpossibleunless,unless…isuddenlyoccurredobernardhaherveryrevolingnessmighproveanenormousasse“buofcourse!”hecried,makingupforhisfirshesiaionswihanexcessofnoisycordialiy


heyoungmandrewadeepbreah“ohinkishouldbecomingrue–whai’vedreamofallmylifedoyourememberwhamirandasays?”


“who’smiranda?”


buheyoungmanhadevidenlynoheardhequesion“owonder!”hewassaying;andhiseyesshone,hisfacewasbrighlyflushed“howmanygoodlycreauresareherehere!howbeaueousmankindis!”heflushsuddenlydeepened;hewashinkingoflenina,ofanangelinbolegreenviscose,lusrouswihyouhandskinfood,plump,benevolenlysmilinghisvoicefalered“obravenewworld,”hebegan,hensuddenlyinerrupedhimself;hebloodhadlefhischeeks;hewasaspaleaspaper


“areyoumarriedoher?”heasked


“amiwha?”


“marriedyouknow–foreverheysay‘forever’inheindianwords;ican’bebroken”


“ford,no!”bernardcouldn’helpughing


johnalsoughed,buforanoherreason–ughedforpurejoy


“obravenewworld,”herepeaed“obravenewworldhahassuchpeopleinile’ssaraonce”


“youhaveamospeculiarwayofalkingsomeimes,”saidbernard,saringaheyoungmaninperplexedasonishmen“and,anyhow,hadn’youbeerwaiillyouacuallyseehenewworld?”