作者:吴文智
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:42
|本章字节:9654字
“ah!bu,”myreadermaysay,“heweakerpyerwansoreceivepoinsinorderhahemaygivehesrongeroneabeergame”really,idonobelievehahaissopossible,someimes,asrongandvaingloriouspyermaywishogivepoins,inorderhahisvicorymaybehemorenoablebuidonohinkhaevenhisisherueexpnaionha,isuspec,wasgivenomeheoherdaybyhesecrearyofawne
isournamen,inwhichipyed“whyallhisnonsenseofhandicaps?whynoleusbesquarelybeaen,anddonewihi?”iaskedhim“because,”hereplied,“ifwedidnogivehandicaps,noneofhelessgoodpyerswouldener”ishanoaconfessionhahemajoriyofushavebohrealizedheruevaluedoingarivialhingbadly,forisownsake,andmusneedshaveourmindsbuoyedandcheaedinoafalsesenseofexcellence?
moreoveriisnoonlysuchinrinsicallyrivialhingsasgameshaareworhdoingbadlyhisisaruhwhich,oddlyenough,weaccepfreelyofsomehings—bunoofohers—andasahingwhichwearequieconenodowilllemeinsanceacingacing,aisbes,canbeagreaar,ahingworhdoingsupremelywell,houghisworh,likehaofallinerpreaivears,islessenedbyisevanescenceforiworksinheimpermanenmediumofhumanfleshandblood,andhehinghaheacorcreae—forwhawecallaninerpreaivearisisreallyacreaivearisworkinginaperishablemedium—isanimpressionupon,anemoionorahougharousedin,hemindsofanaudience,andisincapableofrecord
acing,hen,lemeposue—houghihaveonlyskechedeversobrieflyheproofofmybelief—canbeagreaarbuisanyoneeverdeerredfromakingparinamaeurhearicalsbyheconsideraionhaheca
oacwell?noabiofi!andquierighlyno,foracingisoneofhehingsabouwhichiamwriinghisessay—hehingshaareworhdoingbadly
anohersuchhingismusic;buhereheproverbialfalcyagainexersispower,asidoesno,forsomeobscureandunreasoningdiscriminaion,inacingmospeopleseemohinkhaifheyca
osing,orpyhepiano,fiddle,orsackbu,admirablywell,heymusnodoanyofhesehingsaallhaheyshouldnoindiscriminaelyforceheirinferiorperformancesuponhepublic,orevenuponheiracquainances,iadmibuhahereisnopce“inhehome”forinferiormusicalperformances,isanunruhhaiflydeny
howmanysonsanddaughershaveno,wihaverysmallalen,givenheirparens—andevenhelessfondlyprejudicedearsofheirfriends—greapleasurewihhesingingofsimplesongs?henonedayherecomesohesingerheserpenofdissaisfacion;singinglessonsareaken,and—ifhepupilisofmoderaealenandmodesdisposiion—limiaionsarediscoveredandhen,inninecasesouofen,hesingingisdropped,likeahope
yhowmanyfahershavenobanishedmusicfromheirhomesbyencouragingheirdaughersoakesinginglessons?yeahomemaybehefresherforsinginghawoulddeservebrickbasaaparishconcer
imaypausehereonoicehecuriousexcepionhapeoplewhoca
oonanyaccounbepersuadedosinginhedrawingroom,oreveninhebah,willwihouhesiaionuplifheirunelessvoicesareligiousmeeingsorinchurchhereisaperfeclygoodandhonorableexpnaionofhis,ibelieve,buibelongsoherealmofmeaphysicsandisbeyondmypresenscope
hiscursedbelief,haifahingisworhdoingaall,iisworhdoingwell,ishecauseofagreaimpoverishmeninourprivaelife,andalso,osomeexen,ofheloweringofsandardsinourpubliclifeforhiseofproverbialfaihhaswoeffecsonsmallalens:ileadsmodespersonsnooexercisehemaall,andimmodespersonsoaempodosooomuchandoforcehemselvesuponhepublicileadsohedecayofleerwriingandofhekeepingofdiaries,and,assurely,ileadsohepublicaionofmemoirsanddiarieshashouldremainlockedinhewriers’desks
ileadsmrbnknoowrieversesaall—whichhemighverywelldo,forhesakeofhisownhappiness,andforheamusemenofhisfriends—andileadsmissdashopeserheoverworkedediorsofvariousjournalswihherunsuccessfulimiaionsofmrdemare,mryeas,anddrbridgesheresulishaournaionalarisiclifenowsuffersfromwogreaneeds:awideramaeurpraciceofhears,andahigher,moreexclusive,professionalsandardunilheseareachievedweshallnogehebesouofoursouls