第27章 快乐不必认真(2)

作者:吴文智

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:42

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本章字节:9654字

“ah!bu,”myreadermaysay,“heweakerpyerwansoreceivepoinsinorderhahemaygivehesrongeroneabeergame”really,idonobelievehahaissopossible,someimes,asrongandvaingloriouspyermaywishogivepoins,inorderhahisvicorymaybehemorenoablebuidonohinkhaevenhisisherueexpnaionha,isuspec,wasgivenomeheoherdaybyhesecrearyofawne


isournamen,inwhichipyed“whyallhisnonsenseofhandicaps?whynoleusbesquarelybeaen,anddonewihi?”iaskedhim“because,”hereplied,“ifwedidnogivehandicaps,noneofhelessgoodpyerswouldener”ishanoaconfessionhahemajoriyofushavebohrealizedheruevaluedoingarivialhingbadly,forisownsake,andmusneedshaveourmindsbuoyedandcheaedinoafalsesenseofexcellence?


moreoveriisnoonlysuchinrinsicallyrivialhingsasgameshaareworhdoingbadlyhisisaruhwhich,oddlyenough,weaccepfreelyofsomehings—bunoofohers—andasahingwhichwearequieconenodowilllemeinsanceacingacing,aisbes,canbeagreaar,ahingworhdoingsupremelywell,houghisworh,likehaofallinerpreaivears,islessenedbyisevanescenceforiworksinheimpermanenmediumofhumanfleshandblood,andhehinghaheacorcreae—forwhawecallaninerpreaivearisisreallyacreaivearisworkinginaperishablemedium—isanimpressionupon,anemoionorahougharousedin,hemindsofanaudience,andisincapableofrecord


acing,hen,lemeposue—houghihaveonlyskechedeversobrieflyheproofofmybelief—canbeagreaarbuisanyoneeverdeerredfromakingparinamaeurhearicalsbyheconsideraionhaheca


oacwell?noabiofi!andquierighlyno,foracingisoneofhehingsabouwhichiamwriinghisessay—hehingshaareworhdoingbadly


anohersuchhingismusic;buhereheproverbialfalcyagainexersispower,asidoesno,forsomeobscureandunreasoningdiscriminaion,inacingmospeopleseemohinkhaifheyca


osing,orpyhepiano,fiddle,orsackbu,admirablywell,heymusnodoanyofhesehingsaallhaheyshouldnoindiscriminaelyforceheirinferiorperformancesuponhepublic,orevenuponheiracquainances,iadmibuhahereisnopce“inhehome”forinferiormusicalperformances,isanunruhhaiflydeny


howmanysonsanddaughershaveno,wihaverysmallalen,givenheirparens—andevenhelessfondlyprejudicedearsofheirfriends—greapleasurewihhesingingofsimplesongs?henonedayherecomesohesingerheserpenofdissaisfacion;singinglessonsareaken,and—ifhepupilisofmoderaealenandmodesdisposiion—limiaionsarediscoveredandhen,inninecasesouofen,hesingingisdropped,likeahope


yhowmanyfahershavenobanishedmusicfromheirhomesbyencouragingheirdaughersoakesinginglessons?yeahomemaybehefresherforsinginghawoulddeservebrickbasaaparishconcer


imaypausehereonoicehecuriousexcepionhapeoplewhoca


oonanyaccounbepersuadedosinginhedrawingroom,oreveninhebah,willwihouhesiaionuplifheirunelessvoicesareligiousmeeingsorinchurchhereisaperfeclygoodandhonorableexpnaionofhis,ibelieve,buibelongsoherealmofmeaphysicsandisbeyondmypresenscope


hiscursedbelief,haifahingisworhdoingaall,iisworhdoingwell,ishecauseofagreaimpoverishmeninourprivaelife,andalso,osomeexen,ofheloweringofsandardsinourpubliclifeforhiseofproverbialfaihhaswoeffecsonsmallalens:ileadsmodespersonsnooexercisehemaall,andimmodespersonsoaempodosooomuchandoforcehemselvesuponhepublicileadsohedecayofleerwriingandofhekeepingofdiaries,and,assurely,ileadsohepublicaionofmemoirsanddiarieshashouldremainlockedinhewriers’desks


ileadsmrbnknoowrieversesaall—whichhemighverywelldo,forhesakeofhisownhappiness,andforheamusemenofhisfriends—andileadsmissdashopeserheoverworkedediorsofvariousjournalswihherunsuccessfulimiaionsofmrdemare,mryeas,anddrbridgesheresulishaournaionalarisiclifenowsuffersfromwogreaneeds:awideramaeurpraciceofhears,andahigher,moreexclusive,professionalsandardunilheseareachievedweshallnogehebesouofoursouls