第22章 出生是人生的起点(14)

作者:舒启全

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类型:文艺·名著

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更新时间:2019-10-06 14:13

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甄士隐:甄士隐家住姑苏城十里街仁清巷葫芦庙旁。姓甄名费,字士隐;嫡妻封氏,性情贤淑,深明礼义;家中虽不甚富贵,然本地也推他为望族了。因这甄士隐禀性恬淡,不以功名为念,每日只以观花种竹、酌酒吟诗为乐,倒是神仙一流人物;只是一件不足:年过半百,膝下无儿,只有一女,乳名英莲,年方三岁。倏忽又是元宵佳节。士隐令家仆霍启抱了英莲去看社火花灯,半夜中,霍启因要小解,便将英莲放在一家门槛上坐着,待他小解完了来抱时,哪有英莲的踪影?急得霍启直寻了半夜,至天明不见,那霍启也不敢回来见主人,便逃往他乡去了。那士隐夫妇见女儿一夜不归,便知有些不好,再使几人去找寻,回来皆云影响全无。夫妻二人半世只生此女,一旦失去,何等烦恼,因此昼夜啼哭,几乎不顾性命。


看看一月,士隐已先得病,夫人封氏也因思女构疾,日日请医问卦。


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不想这日三月十五,葫芦庙中炸供,那和尚不小心,油锅火逸,便烧着窗纸。此方人家俱用竹篱木壁,——也是劫数应当如此,——于是接二连三,牵五挂四,将一条街烧得如“火焰山”一般;彼时虽有军民来救,那火已成了势了,如何救得下,直烧了一夜方息,也不知烧了多少人家。只可怜甄家在隔壁,早成一堆瓦砾场了。只有他夫妇并几个家人的性命不曾伤了,急得士隐惟跌足长叹而已。与妻子商议且到田庄上去住,偏值近年水旱不收,贼盗蜂起,官兵剿捕,田庄上又难以安身,只得将田地都折变了,携了妻子与两个丫鬟,投他岳丈家去。


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封肃,本贯大如州人氏,虽是务农,家中却还殷实,今见女婿这等狼狈而来,心中便有些不乐。幸而士隐还有折变田产的银子在身边,拿出来托他随便置买些房地,以为日后衣食之计;那封肃便半用半赚的,略与他些薄田破屋。士隐乃读书之人,不惯生理稼穑等事,勉强支持了一二年,越发穷了,封肃见面时,便说些现成话儿,且人前人后,又怨他不会过、只一味好吃懒做。士隐知道了,心中未免悔恨,再兼上年惊唬,急忿怨痛,暮年之人,哪禁得贫病交攻,竟渐渐地露出了那下世的光景来。可巧这日拄了拐扎挣到街前散散心时,忽见那边来了一个跛足道人,口内吟诵着《好了歌》。士隐本是有夙慧的,一闻此言,心中早已悟彻,因笑道:“且往!待我将你这《好了歌》注解出来何如?”道人笑道:“你就请解。”士隐乃说道:


陋室空堂,当年笏满床;衰草枯杨,曾为歌舞场;蛛丝儿结满雕梁,绿纱今又在蓬窗上。说甚么脂正浓、粉正香,如何两鬓又成霜?昨日黄土陇头埋白骨,今宵红绡帐底卧鸳鸯。金满箱,银满箱,转眼乞丐人皆谤;正叹他人命不长,那知自己归来丧?训有方,保不定日后作强梁。择膏粱,谁承望流落在烟花巷!因嫌纱帽小,致使锁枷扛;昨怜破袄寒,今嫌紫蟒长:乱烘烘你方唱罢我登场,反认他乡是故乡;甚荒唐,至头来都是为他人作嫁衣裳。


那疯跛道人听了,拍掌大笑道:“解得切!解得切!”士隐便说一声“走罢”,将道人肩上的搭裢抢过来背上,竟不回家,同着疯道人飘飘而去。真是:“看破的,遁入空门;痴迷的,枉送了性命。”


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贾雨村:贾雨村姓贾名化(贾化,谐音假话),表字时飞、别号雨村,原系湖州人氏,也是诗书仕宦之族,因他生于末世,父母祖宗根基已尽,人口衰丧,只剩得他一身一口,在家乡无益,因进京求取功名,再整基业。自前岁来此,钱已用完,只得到葫芦庙中安身,每日卖字作文为生,故士隐常与他交接。一日到了中秋佳节,雨村因思及平生抱负,苦未逢时,乃搔首对天长叹,复又高吟一联云:玉在匮中求善价,钗于奁内待时飞。恰值士隐邀雨村到他书房饮酒听见。他二人越饮越添豪兴,酒到杯干。雨村饮干,忽叹道:“非晚生酒后狂言,若论时尚之学,晚生也或可去充数沽名,只是如今行李路费,一概无措,神京路远,非赖卖字撰文即能到得——”士隐不待说完,便道:“兄何不早言?且喜明岁正当大比,兄宜作速入都,春闱一捷,方不负兄之所学。其盘费余事,弟自代为处置,亦不枉兄之谬识矣。”当下即命小童进去,速封五十两白银,并两套冬衣。雨村收了银衣,不过略谢一语,并不介意,仍是吃酒谈笑。次日五鼓雨村不及面辞,便离开赴京了。


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雨村因那年士隐赠银之后,他于十六日便起身赴京,大比之期,十分得意,中了进士,选入外班,今已升了本县太爷。虽才干优长,未免贪酷;且恃才侮上,那同寅皆侧目而视,不上一年,便被上司参了一本,说他貌似有才、性实狡猾;又题了一两件狗庇蠢役、交结乡绅之事。龙颜大怒,即命革职。部文一到,本府各官无不喜悦。那雨村虽十分惭恨,面上却全无一点怨色,仍是嘻笑自若,交代过了公事,将历年所积的宦囊,并家属人等,送至原籍安顿妥当了,却自己担风袖月,游览天下胜迹。恰巧雨村偶感风寒,在旅店待了一月有余,愈后又因盘费不继,正欲得一个居停之所,以为息肩之地,偶遇两个旧友,认得新盐政林如海,知他正要请一西席教训女儿林黛玉,遂将雨村荐进衙门去。这女学生年纪幼小,身体又弱,工课不限多寡,其余不过两个伴读丫鬟,故雨村十分省力,正好养病。看看又是一载有余。今听说都中奏准起复旧员之信,雨村便四下里寻情找门路,央求林如海,转向都中去央烦贾政。如海道:“天缘凑巧:因贱荆去世,都中家岳母念及小女无人依傍,前已遣了男女船只来接,如吾兄同路而往,岂不两便?因向蒙教训之恩,未经酬报,遇此机会,岂有不尽心图报之理,弟已预筹之,修下荐书一封,托内兄务为周全,方可稍尽弟之鄙诚;即有所费,弟于内家信中写明,不劳吾兄多虑。”一日到了京都,雨村先整了衣冠,带着童仆,拿了“宗侄”的名帖,至荣府门上投了。彼时贾政已看了妹丈之书,即忙请入相会……因此优待雨村,更又不同:便极力帮助,题奏之日,谋了一个复职,不上两月,便选了金陵应天府,辞了贾政,择日到任去了。


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