第50章 民国四年(1915)二月十八日至六月七日(4)

作者:胡适

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 09:24

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supremelord!wewhoareabouodie


saluehee!wehavecomealhycall


oydownsrenghandsoundallinall,


wihouamurmuring,norknowingwhy!


buah!howwildroamheseshoughsofours!


howvividwerecallhehrillinglore


ofhoseal·angians,whoofyore


daredmeeheirsrenghagainshywrahfulpowers;


andbroughheefromheheavensandcapivedhee,


illlfourseasonspassedbyandheearh


wihmirhbadewelcomeohehireenhbirh


ofhenewmoonsincehycapiviy!


andknow’shouwhahesedyingeyesbehold?


“midshumananguishandwar’shund”ringsorms,


herehavearisenwonewgiganicforms


ofceaselessgrowhandpoencyunold


andinheiradvenwehearoll’dhyknell!


heyloveandwshallrighallhumanwrong,


andpeaceandjusicebemankind’snewsong


sobeouridlewish:nowfareheewell!


〔中译〕告马斯


垂死之臣敬礼陛下


至高无上之神啊!垂死之臣


向汝敬礼!吾人皆奉召而来


向汝奉献吾人之力量、灵魂和一切,


没有一丝呻吟,不问任何缘由!


啊!垂死之臣思绪万千,心潮澎湃!


回忆起有关亚兰巨人之传说


这令人激动之传说在眼前栩栩如生,


惟有这些巨人胆敢冒犯汝暴怒之龙颜;


他们将汝撵下天庭,捆缚结实,


一年四季悄悄地流逝了


吾人满怀欣喜祝贺汝之新生


成阶下囚十三个月后汝又降临!


汝可知垂死之眼注视着什么?


在人类之苦难和战争之硝烟中,


出现了两个崭新之巨人形象,


他们持续生长,力大无比。


他们一来就把汝之丧钟敲响!


他们爱和法律将匡正人类之过失,


和平和正义将为人类谱写新曲。


此乃吾人之愚愿:祝汝顺利!


二四、致留学界公函


(三月十九夜)


anopenleieroallchinese


sudens


mydearbrehren:


ifimayjudgefromhesenimensexpressedinhesissueofhemonhly,iamafraidwehavecompleelylosourheads,andhavegonemad“fighandbevanquished,ifwemus”,saysoneclubevenmrhung,achrisianofmaurehough,decresinfieryeloquence:“evenifwefighandbedefeaedandconsequenlysufferhedisgraceoflosingourcounry,evenhiscourseshouldbeineviableandpreordained,isillsay,wecouldnobuchooseofighleusfighandbeconqueredlikebelgium”evenourediorinchiefwhoinhisediorialsadvisedushahoheadshavenopceinhedeliberaionofsuchgreanaionaldangerandhaweshouldconsulourheadsaswelsourhearsevenhewriesonanoherpage:“hechinesewillhavenochoice(whichheywillnohesiaeomake)buofigh!”


now,lemesayhaallhisispureinsaniywehavelosourheadsweareexcied,nervous,nay,“parioicallyinsane”mybrehren,iisabsoluelyuselessogeexciedasuchacriicalmomennoexciemen,norhighsoundingsenimens,norsensaionalsuggesions,haveeverhelpedanynaionalkingoffighing“onpaper”ishemosshallowcourseforusoake,whocallourselves“sudens”and“capablemen”


iseemsomehaherighcourseforussudensoakeahismomenandahisdisancefromchina,ishisleusbecalusnobecarriedawaybyheurmoilofhenewspaperfromourseriousmissionleusapplyourselvesseriously,calmly,undisurbedlyandunshakenlyooursudies,andprepareourselvesouplifourfahernd,ifshesurviveshiscrisisasiamsureshewill,ororesurrecherfromhedead,ifineedsbe!


mybrehren,haisourduyandourrighcourse!


isay,alkingoffighingjapanahispresenmomenisinsaniyforhowcanwefigh?ourediorinchiefsayshawehavehefighingsrenghofonemilliondeerminedsoldiersleuslookahefacs,wehaveamos120,000soldiershacanbecalled“rained”,bupoorlyequippedandwehaveabsoluelynonavy:hergesvesselinournavyisahirdcsscruiserwihadispcemenof4,300onsandhowaboumuniions?whashallwefighwih?


soisaywihallsinceriyandwihalldevoionochina,haiispurenonsenseandfoolishnessoalkoffighingwhenhereisnohesligheschanceofgaininganyhingbudevasaion,anddevasaion,anddevasaion!


andyoualkofbelgiumofheroicbelgium!mydearbrehren,lemeellyouwihallmyhearandsoulhaoresisheideofanoceanwihasinglehandisnoheroism,andhaosrikeaneggagainsarockisnoheroism!moreover,belgiumdidnoconempesuchanuerdefeareadsuchbooksashowbelgiumsavedeuropebydrcharlessaroleaofbelgium,andyouwillseehashewassureoffrenchassisanceandofbriishsupporandshewasconfidenofherliegeandheranwerpwhichhadherepuaionofbeinghesrongesforificaionsinheworldsobelgiumsakedallherforuneforhe“glory”ofbeingaheroicnaion!washaruecourage?washarueheroism?


andmybrehren,hinkofbelgiumandofhebelgiansofoday!ishe“glory”ofheroismworhallhesacrifice?


iamnobminghebelgianswhaiwanopoinouhereishabelgiumisnoworhchina’simiaing,andhawhosoeverwisheschinaofollowbelgium’spahandfaeissi


ingagainschina


inconclusion,lemerepea:donogeexcied:leusdoourduywhichisosudy


hefinalsoluionofhefareasernquesionisnoobesoughinfighingjapanapresen;norinanyexernalinerferencebyanyoherpowerorpowers;norinanyemporaryreliefsuchasheequilibriumofpowersorhaofheopendoor;norinanysuchproposashejapanesemonroedocrihereandfinalsoluionmusbesoughsomewhereelsefar,fardeeperhanmosofusnowsuspecidonoknowwhereinilies:ionlyknowwhereinidoesnolieleussudyioucalmlyanddispassionaely


readhisleercarefullybeforeyoucondemnme


veryearnesly,


yourbroher,


suhhu


ihaca,ny


〔中译〕致留学界公函


诸位:


以上月期刊中各位所表示之义愤观之,余担忧吾辈皆头脑发热,理智失常。某一学生会以为“吾辈非战即死”。甚至连这位通情达理之基督徒w·k·钟君也义愤填膺,宣称“倘使吾辈命中注定:凡战必败,终要遭受亡国之辱,余仍要说,吾辈别无选择,只有决一死战……宁可像比国人一样,非战即死。”甚至连该刊主笔先生,日前还在社论中劝诫众人,在此民族危亡之际,切不可鲁莽行事,乱了方寸,义愤之馀还须诉诸理智,如今他也在另一文中写道:“中国人别无选择,只有决一死战!(国人将毫不犹豫作此选择)”


此刻,余要说上述言论完全是疯话。吾辈情绪激动,神经紧张,理智失常,可以说是得了“爱国癫”。诸位,在此危急关头,情绪激动是决无益处的。激动之情绪,慷慨激昂之爱国呼号,危言耸听之条陈,未尝有助于国。吾辈自称“学子”、“干材”,若只是“纸上”谈兵,则此举未免过于肤浅。


以余观之,吾辈学子,远去祖国,爱莫能助;当务之急,当以镇静处之。让吾等各就本分,各尽责职;吾辈之责任乃是读书学习。不可让报章上所传之纠纷,耽误吾辈之学业。吾等正要严肃、冷静、不惊、不慌,安于学业,力争上流,为将来振兴祖国作好一番准备,只要她能幸免于难余深信如此若是不能,吾辈将为在废墟上重建家园而努力!


诸位,这才是吾辈之责任!才是吾辈之当务之急!


余以为,此刻言及对日作战,简直是发疯。我何以作战?主笔先生说,我有一百万敢决一死战之雄狮。且让大家来看一下事实:我仅有十二万士兵谈得上是“训练有素”的,然其装备甚为简陋。而且,我海军毫无战斗力:军中最大之战舰乃一三等巡洋舰,其排水吨位仅为四千三百吨。另外,军火又如何呢?我何以作战?