作者:章华
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52
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《阿拉比》是詹姆斯·乔伊斯集《都柏林人》
中一篇反映少年心理变化的短篇。讲述了一
个都柏林少年对同伴的姐姐产生了朦胧的爱情,在经
过漫长而又焦急的等待之后,最终爱情幻想以破灭而
告终。
[爱尔兰] 詹姆斯·乔伊斯(jamesjoyce)
everymorningiyonhefloorinhefronparlorwaching
herdoorheblindwaspulleddownowihinaninchofhesash
sohaicouldnobeseenwhenshecameouonhedoorsep
myhearleapediranohehall,seizedmybooksandfollowed
herikepherbrownfigurealwaysinmyeyeand,whenwe
camenearhepoinawhichourwaysdiverged,iquickenedmy
paceandpassedherhishappenedmorningafermorningihad
neverspokenoher,excepforafewcasualwords,andyeher
namewaslikeasummonsoallmyfoolishblood
herimageaccompaniedmeeveninpceshemoshosile
oromanceonsaurdayeveningswhenmyaunwenmarkeing
ihadogoocarrysomeofheparcelswewalkedhroughhe
fringsrees,josledbydrunkenmenandbargainingwomen,
amidhecursesofborers,heshrilllianiesofshopboys
whosoodonguardbyhebarrelsofpigs’cheeks,henasal
chaningofsreesingers,whosangacomeallyouabouo’
donovanrossa,orabaldabouheroublesinournaivend
hesenoisesconvergedinasinglesensaionoflifeforme:i
imaginedhaiboremychalicesafelyhroughahrongoffoes
hernamesprangomylipsamomensinsrangeprayersand
praiseswhichimyselfdidnoundersandmyeyeswereofen
fullofears(icouldnoellwhy)andaimesafloodfrommy
hearseemedopouriselfouinomybosomihoughlile
ofhefuureididnoknowwheheriwouldeverspeakoher
ornoor,ifispokeoher,howicouldellherofmyconfused
adoraionbumybodywaslikeaharpandherwordsand
gesureswerelikefingersru
inguponhewires
oneeveningiweninohebackdrawingroominwhich
heprieshaddiediwasadarkrainyeveningandherewasno
soundinhehousehroughoneofhebrokenpanesiheardhe
rainimpingeuponheearh,hefineincessanneedlesofwaer
pyinginhesoddenbedssomedisanmporlighedwindow
gleamedbelowmeiwashankfulhaicouldseesolileall
mysensesseemedodesireoveilhemselvesand,feelingha
iwasabouoslipfromhem,ipressedhepalmsofmyhands
ogeherunilheyrembled,murmuring:“olove!olove!”
manyimes
asshespokeomewhensheaddressedhefirswords
omeiwassoconfusedhaididnoknowwhaoanswershe
askedmewasigoingoarabyiforgowheheriansweredyesor
noiwouldbeasplendidbazaar,shesaid;shewouldloveogo
“andwhycan’you?”iasked
whileshespokesheurnedasilverbraceleroundandround
herwrisshecouldnogo,shesaid,becauseherewouldbea
rereahaweekinherconvenherbroherandwooherboys
werefighingforheircapsandiwasaloneaherailingsshe
heldoneofhespikes,bowingherheadowardsmeheligh
fromhempopposieourdoorcaughhewhiecurveofher
neck,liupherhairharesedhereand,falling,liuphehand
uponherailingifelloveronesideofherdressandcaughhe
whieborderofapeicoa,jusvisibleasshesoodaease
“i’swellforyou,”shesaid
“ifigo,”isaid,“iwillbringyousomehing”
whai
umerablefolliesidwasemywakingandsleeping
houghsaferhaevening!iwishedoa
ihieheedious
inerveningdaysichafedagainsheworkofschoolanigh
inmybedroomandbydayinhecssroomherimagecame
beweenmeandhepageisroveoreadhesylblesofhe
wordarabywerecalledomehroughhesilenceinwhichmy
soulluxuriaedandcasaneasernenchanmenovermei
askedforleaveogoohebazaaronsaurdaynighmyaun
wassurprisedandhopediwasnosomefreemasonaffairi
answeredfewquesionsincssiwachedmymaser’sface
passfromamiabiliyoser
ess;hehopediwasnobegi
ing
oidleicouldnocallmywanderinghoughsogeherihad
hardlyanypaiencewihheseriousworkoflifewhich,nowha
isoodbeweenmeandmydesire,seemedomechild’spy,
uglymonoonouschild’spy
onsaurdaymorningiremindedmyunclehaiwishedo
goohebazaarinheeveninghewasfussingahehallsand,
lookingforhehabrush,andansweredmecurly:“yes,boy,i
know”
ashewasinhehallicouldnogoinohefronparlor
andlieahewindowilefhehouseinbadhumorandwalked
slowlyowardsheschoolheairwaspiilesslyrawandalready
myhearmisgaveme
whenicamehomeodi
ermyunclehadnoyebeen
homesilliwasearlyisasaringaheclockforsomeime
and,whenisickingbeganoirriaeme,ilefheroomi
mounedhesaircaseandgainedheupperparofhehouse
hehighcoldempygloomyroomsliberaedmeandiwen
fromroomoroomsingingfromhefronwindowisawmy
companionspyingbelowinhesreeheircriesreachedme
weakenedandindisincand,leaningmyforeheadagainshe
coolgss,ilookedoverahedarkhousewhereshelivedimay
havesoodhereforanhour,seeingnohingbuhebrowncd
figurecasbymyimaginaion,oucheddiscreelybyhempligh
ahecurvedneck,ahehanduponherailingsandaheborder
belowhedress
whenicamedownsairsagainifoundmrsmercersiing
ahefireshewasanoldgarrulouswoman,apawnbroker’s
widow,whocollecedusedsampsforsomepiouspurposei
hadoendurehegossipofheeaablehemealwasprolonged
beyondanhourandsillmyuncledidnocomemrsmercersood
upogo:shewassorryshecouldn’waianylonger,buiwas