第25章 阿拉比(1)

作者:章华

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52

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本章字节:12838字

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《阿拉比》是詹姆斯·乔伊斯集《都柏林人》


中一篇反映少年心理变化的短篇。讲述了一


个都柏林少年对同伴的姐姐产生了朦胧的爱情,在经


过漫长而又焦急的等待之后,最终爱情幻想以破灭而


告终。


[爱尔兰] 詹姆斯·乔伊斯(jamesjoyce)


everymorningiyonhefloorinhefronparlorwaching


herdoorheblindwaspulleddownowihinaninchofhesash


sohaicouldnobeseenwhenshecameouonhedoorsep


myhearleapediranohehall,seizedmybooksandfollowed


herikepherbrownfigurealwaysinmyeyeand,whenwe


camenearhepoinawhichourwaysdiverged,iquickenedmy


paceandpassedherhishappenedmorningafermorningihad


neverspokenoher,excepforafewcasualwords,andyeher


namewaslikeasummonsoallmyfoolishblood


herimageaccompaniedmeeveninpceshemoshosile


oromanceonsaurdayeveningswhenmyaunwenmarkeing


ihadogoocarrysomeofheparcelswewalkedhroughhe


fringsrees,josledbydrunkenmenandbargainingwomen,


amidhecursesofborers,heshrilllianiesofshopboys


whosoodonguardbyhebarrelsofpigs’cheeks,henasal


chaningofsreesingers,whosangacomeallyouabouo’


donovanrossa,orabaldabouheroublesinournaivend


hesenoisesconvergedinasinglesensaionoflifeforme:i


imaginedhaiboremychalicesafelyhroughahrongoffoes


hernamesprangomylipsamomensinsrangeprayersand


praiseswhichimyselfdidnoundersandmyeyeswereofen


fullofears(icouldnoellwhy)andaimesafloodfrommy


hearseemedopouriselfouinomybosomihoughlile


ofhefuureididnoknowwheheriwouldeverspeakoher


ornoor,ifispokeoher,howicouldellherofmyconfused


adoraionbumybodywaslikeaharpandherwordsand


gesureswerelikefingersru


inguponhewires


oneeveningiweninohebackdrawingroominwhich


heprieshaddiediwasadarkrainyeveningandherewasno


soundinhehousehroughoneofhebrokenpanesiheardhe


rainimpingeuponheearh,hefineincessanneedlesofwaer


pyinginhesoddenbedssomedisanmporlighedwindow


gleamedbelowmeiwashankfulhaicouldseesolileall


mysensesseemedodesireoveilhemselvesand,feelingha


iwasabouoslipfromhem,ipressedhepalmsofmyhands


ogeherunilheyrembled,murmuring:“olove!olove!”


manyimes


asshespokeomewhensheaddressedhefirswords


omeiwassoconfusedhaididnoknowwhaoanswershe


askedmewasigoingoarabyiforgowheheriansweredyesor


noiwouldbeasplendidbazaar,shesaid;shewouldloveogo


“andwhycan’you?”iasked


whileshespokesheurnedasilverbraceleroundandround


herwrisshecouldnogo,shesaid,becauseherewouldbea


rereahaweekinherconvenherbroherandwooherboys


werefighingforheircapsandiwasaloneaherailingsshe


heldoneofhespikes,bowingherheadowardsmeheligh


fromhempopposieourdoorcaughhewhiecurveofher


neck,liupherhairharesedhereand,falling,liuphehand


uponherailingifelloveronesideofherdressandcaughhe


whieborderofapeicoa,jusvisibleasshesoodaease


“i’swellforyou,”shesaid


“ifigo,”isaid,“iwillbringyousomehing”


whai


umerablefolliesidwasemywakingandsleeping


houghsaferhaevening!iwishedoa


ihieheedious


inerveningdaysichafedagainsheworkofschoolanigh


inmybedroomandbydayinhecssroomherimagecame


beweenmeandhepageisroveoreadhesylblesofhe


wordarabywerecalledomehroughhesilenceinwhichmy


soulluxuriaedandcasaneasernenchanmenovermei


askedforleaveogoohebazaaronsaurdaynighmyaun


wassurprisedandhopediwasnosomefreemasonaffairi


answeredfewquesionsincssiwachedmymaser’sface


passfromamiabiliyoser


ess;hehopediwasnobegi


ing


oidleicouldnocallmywanderinghoughsogeherihad


hardlyanypaiencewihheseriousworkoflifewhich,nowha


isoodbeweenmeandmydesire,seemedomechild’spy,


uglymonoonouschild’spy


onsaurdaymorningiremindedmyunclehaiwishedo


goohebazaarinheeveninghewasfussingahehallsand,


lookingforhehabrush,andansweredmecurly:“yes,boy,i


know”


ashewasinhehallicouldnogoinohefronparlor


andlieahewindowilefhehouseinbadhumorandwalked


slowlyowardsheschoolheairwaspiilesslyrawandalready


myhearmisgaveme


whenicamehomeodi


ermyunclehadnoyebeen


homesilliwasearlyisasaringaheclockforsomeime


and,whenisickingbeganoirriaeme,ilefheroomi


mounedhesaircaseandgainedheupperparofhehouse


hehighcoldempygloomyroomsliberaedmeandiwen


fromroomoroomsingingfromhefronwindowisawmy


companionspyingbelowinhesreeheircriesreachedme


weakenedandindisincand,leaningmyforeheadagainshe


coolgss,ilookedoverahedarkhousewhereshelivedimay


havesoodhereforanhour,seeingnohingbuhebrowncd


figurecasbymyimaginaion,oucheddiscreelybyhempligh


ahecurvedneck,ahehanduponherailingsandaheborder


belowhedress


whenicamedownsairsagainifoundmrsmercersiing


ahefireshewasanoldgarrulouswoman,apawnbroker’s


widow,whocollecedusedsampsforsomepiouspurposei


hadoendurehegossipofheeaablehemealwasprolonged


beyondanhourandsillmyuncledidnocomemrsmercersood


upogo:shewassorryshecouldn’waianylonger,buiwas