第49章 献给爱米丽的玫瑰(1)

作者:章华

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52

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本章字节:8850字

aroseforemily


故事发生在美国的内战时期,战争给南方人造


成了致命的打击。小镇居民沉浸在对辉煌过去的回


忆之中,他们迫切需要一座代表传统的“偶像”给


他们精神上的支撑和慰藉,于是,她永远成为他们


的“纪念碑”和梦想中的“南方淑女”。爱米丽的大


院就成了“神龛”,爱米丽小姐既是全镇人的偶像,


也是全镇人的玩物。因此,她必须是一个无欲的南


方贵族,她必须要为保持自己高贵的身份舍弃超越


了阶级的爱情。


[美]威廉·福克纳(williamfaulkner)


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seenwihhomerbarron,wehadsaid,“shewillmarryhim”


henwesaid,“shewillpersuadehimye,”becausehomer


himselfhadremarked—helikedmen,andiwasknownhahe


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marryingmanerwesaid,“pooremily,”behindhejalousies


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miniser—missemily’speoplewereepiscopal—ocalluponher


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abouhesrees,andhefollowingdayheminiser’swife


wroeomissemily’sreionsinabama


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griersonhanmissemilyhadeverbeen


sowewerenosurprisedwhenhomerbarron—hesrees


hadbeenfinishedsomeimesince—wasgonewewerealile


disappoinedhaherewasnoapublicblowingoff,buwe


believedhahehadgoneonoprepareformissemily’scoming,


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acabal,andwewereallmissemily’salliesohelpcircumvenhe


cousins)sureenough,aferanoherweekheydeparedand,


aswehadexpecedallalong,wihinhreedayshomerbarron


wasbackinownaneighborsawhenegromanadmihima


hekichendooraduskoneevening


andhawasheswesawofhomerbarronandofmiss


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hairwasurninggrayduringhenexfewyearsigrewgrayerand


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hevigorousirongray,likehehairofanaciveman


fromhaimeonherfrondoorremainedclosed,savefora


periodofsixorsevenyears,whenshewasaboufory,during


whichshegavelessonsinchinapainingshefiedupasudio


inoneofhedownsairsrooms,wherehedaughersandgranddaughers


ofcolonelsaroris’conemporariesweresenoher


wihhesamereguriyandinhesamespirihaheywere


senonsundayswihawenyfivecenpieceforhecollecion


pemeanwhileheraxeshadbeenremied


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