第11章 CHAPTERIII"THEMOREHASTETHEWORSESPEED"

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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uimayhope,mayino,margare,hasomeimeyouwillhinkofmeasalover?noye,iseehereisnohurrybusomeime


shewassilenforaminueorwo,ryingodiscoverheruhasiwasinherownhear,beforereplying;henshesaid:


ihaveneverhoughofyou,buasafriendilikeohinkofyouso;


buiamsureicouldneverhinkofyouasanyhingelsepray,leusbohforgehaallhis(disagreeable,shewasgoingosay,busoppedshor)conversaionhasakenpce


hepausedbeforeherepliedhen,inhishabiualcoldnessofone,heanswered:


ofcourse,asyourfeelingsaresodecided,andashisconversaionhasbeensoevidenlyunpleasanoyou,ihadbeernoberemembered


haisallveryfineinheory,hapnofforgeingwhaeverispainful,buiwillbesomewhadifficulforme,aleas,ocarryiinoexecuion


youarevexed,saidshe,sadly;yehowcanihelpi?


shelookedsorulygrievedasshesaidhis,hahesruggledforamomenwihhisrealdisappoinmen,andhenansweredmorecheerfully,busillwihalilehardnessinhisone:


youshouldmakeallowancesforhemorificaion,noonlyofalover,margare,buofamannogivenoromanceingeneralpruden,worldly,assomepeoplecallmewhohasbeencarriedouofhisusualhabisbyheforceofapassionwell,wewillsaynomoreofha;buinheoneoulewhichhehasformedforhedeeperandbeerfeelingsofhisnaure,hemeeswihrejecionandrepulseishallhaveoconsolemyselfwihscorningmyownfollyasrugglingbarriserohinkofmarimony!


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oxshewasgrave,andliledisposedospeak;fullofwonderwhenmrle


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iamnosoindifferenoherasshebelieves,houghheohimselfidonogiveuphope


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eroday;aligher,cleverer,moreworldlyman,and,assuch,dissonanomrhaleiwasareliefoallhreewhenmrle


oxsaidhahemusgodireclyifhemeanocachhefiveoclockrain


heyproceededohehouseofindmrshale,andwishhergoodbye


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margare,don despiseme;ihaveahear,nowihsandingallhisgoodfornohingwayofalkingasaproofofi,ibelieveiloveyoumorehaneverifidonohaeyouforhedisdainwihwhichyouhavelisenedomeduringhisshalfhourgoodbye,margaremargare!