作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:9016字
ah!ifyouhadbunevergohisfancyinoyourhead!iwassuchapleasureohinkofyouasafriend
uimayhope,mayino,margare,hasomeimeyouwillhinkofmeasalover?noye,iseehereisnohurrybusomeime
shewassilenforaminueorwo,ryingodiscoverheruhasiwasinherownhear,beforereplying;henshesaid:
ihaveneverhoughofyou,buasafriendilikeohinkofyouso;
buiamsureicouldneverhinkofyouasanyhingelsepray,leusbohforgehaallhis(disagreeable,shewasgoingosay,busoppedshor)conversaionhasakenpce
hepausedbeforeherepliedhen,inhishabiualcoldnessofone,heanswered:
ofcourse,asyourfeelingsaresodecided,andashisconversaionhasbeensoevidenlyunpleasanoyou,ihadbeernoberemembered
haisallveryfineinheory,hapnofforgeingwhaeverispainful,buiwillbesomewhadifficulforme,aleas,ocarryiinoexecuion
youarevexed,saidshe,sadly;yehowcanihelpi?
shelookedsorulygrievedasshesaidhis,hahesruggledforamomenwihhisrealdisappoinmen,andhenansweredmorecheerfully,busillwihalilehardnessinhisone:
youshouldmakeallowancesforhemorificaion,noonlyofalover,margare,buofamannogivenoromanceingeneralpruden,worldly,assomepeoplecallmewhohasbeencarriedouofhisusualhabisbyheforceofapassionwell,wewillsaynomoreofha;buinheoneoulewhichhehasformedforhedeeperandbeerfeelingsofhisnaure,hemeeswihrejecionandrepulseishallhaveoconsolemyselfwihscorningmyownfollyasrugglingbarriserohinkofmarimony!
margarecouldnoanswerhishewholeoneofia
oyedheriseemedoouchonandcallouallhepoinsofdifferencewhichhadofenrepelledherinhim;whileyehewashepleasanesman,hemossympahisingfriend,hepersonofalloherswhoundersoodherbesinharleysreeshefelaingeofconempmingleiselfwihherpainahavingrefusedhimherbeauifullipcurledinaslighdisdain
iwaswellha,havingmadeheroundofhegarden,heycamesuddenlyuponmrhale,whosewhereaboushadbeenquieforgoenbyhemhehadnoyefinishedhepear,whichhehaddelicaelypeeledinonelongsripofsilverpaperhi
ess,andwhichhewasenjoyinginadeliberaema
eriwaslikehesoryofheeasernking,whodippedhisheadinoabasinofwaer,ahemagicianscommand,andereheinsanlyookiouwenhroughheexperienceofalifeimeimargarefelsu
ed,andunableorecoverherselfpossessionenoughojoininherivialconversaionhaensuedbeweenherfaherandmrle
oxshewasgrave,andliledisposedospeak;fullofwonderwhenmrle
oxwouldgo,andallowherorexinohoughonheevensofhesquarerofanhourhewasalmosasanxiousoakehisdeparureasshewasforhimoleave;buafewminueslighandcarelessalking,carriedonawhaevereffor,wasasacrificewhichheowedohismorifiedvaniy,orhisself
respechegncedfromimeoimeahersadandpensiveface
iamnosoindifferenoherasshebelieves,houghheohimselfidonogiveuphope
beforeaquarerofanhourwasover,hehadfalleninoawayofconversingwihquiesarcasm;speakingoflifeinlondonandlifeinhecounry,asifhewereconsciousofhissecondmockingself,andafraidofhisownsairemrhalewaspuzzledhisvisiorwasadifferenmanowhahehadseenhimbeforeaheweddingbreakfas,andadi
eroday;aligher,cleverer,moreworldlyman,and,assuch,dissonanomrhaleiwasareliefoallhreewhenmrle
oxsaidhahemusgodireclyifhemeanocachhefiveoclockrain
heyproceededohehouseofindmrshale,andwishhergoodbye
ahesmomen,henryle
oxsrealselfbrokehroughhecrus
margare,don despiseme;ihaveahear,nowihsandingallhisgoodfornohingwayofalkingasaproofofi,ibelieveiloveyoumorehaneverifidonohaeyouforhedisdainwihwhichyouhavelisenedomeduringhisshalfhourgoodbye,margaremargare!