作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-08 09:59
|本章字节:7992字
youareunjus,saidmargare,genlymrle
oxhasonlyspokenofhegreaprobabiliywhichhebelieveshereobeofyourredeemingyourmorehanredeemingwhayouhavelosdon speakillihaveendedpraydon !andcollecingherselfoncemore,shewenonrapidlyurningoversomewpapers,andsaemensofaccounsinaremblinghurriedma
eroh!hereiis!andhedrewmeouaproposaliwishhewashereoexpinishowinghaifyouwouldakesomemoneyofmine,eigheenhousandandfifysevenpounds,lyingjusahismomenunusedinhebank,andbringingmeinonlywoandahalfpercenyoucouldpaymemuchbeerineres,andmighgoonworkingmarlboroughmillshervoicehadclearediselfandbecomemoreseadymrhornondidnospeak,andshewenonlookingforsomepaperonwhichwerewriendownheproposalsforsecuriy;forshewasmosanxiousohaveialllookeduponinhelighofamerebusinessarrangemen,inwhichheprincipaladvanagewouldbeonhersidewhileshesoughforhispaper,herveryhearpulsewasarresedbyheoneinwhichmrhornonspokehisvoicewashoarse,andremblingwihenderpassion,ashesaid:
margare!
foraninsanshelookedup;andhensoughoveilherluminouseyesbydroppingherforeheadonherhandsagain,seppingnearer,hebesoughherwihanoherremulouseagercalluponhername
margare!
silllowerwenhehead;morecloselyhiddenwasheface,almosresingonheablebeforeherhecamecloseoherheknelbyherside,obringhisfaceoalevelwihherear;andwhisperedpanedouhewords:
akecareifyoudonospeakishallcimyouasmyowninsome
srangepresumpuouswaysendmeawayaonce,ifimusgo;margare!
ahahirdcallsheurnedherface,sillcoveredwihhersmallwhiehands,owardshim,andidionhisshoulder,hidingievenhere;andiwasoodeliciousofeelhersofcheekagainshis,forhimowishoseeeiherdeepblushesorlovingeyeshecspedherclosebuheybohkepsilencealenghshemurmuredinabrokenvoice:
oh,mrhornon,iamnogoodenough!
ogoodenough!don mockmyowndeepfeelingofunworhiness
aferaminueorwo,hegenlydisengagedherhandsfromherface,andidherarmsasheyhadoncebeforebeenpcedoproechimfromherioers
doyouremember,love?hemurmuredandhowirequiedyouwihmyinsolencehenexday?
irememberhowwronglyispokeoyou,haisall
lookhere!lifupyourheadihavesomehingoshowyou!sheslowlyfacedhim,glowingwihbeauifulshame
doyouknowheseroses?hesaid,drawingouhispockebook,inwhichwerereasuredupsomedeadflowers
o!shereplied,wihi
ocencuriosiydidigivehemoyou?
o!vaniy;youdidnoyoumayhavewornsiserrosesveryprobably
shelookedahem,wonderingforaminue,henshesmiledalileasshesaid
heyarefromhelsone,areheyno?iknowhedeepindenaionsroundheleavesoh!haveyoubeenhere?whenwereyouhere?
iwanedoseehepcewheremargaregrewowhasheis,evenaheworsimeofall,whenihadnohopeofevercallinghermineiwenhereonmyreurnfromhavre
youmusgivehemome,shesaid,ryingoakehemouofhishandwihgenleviolence
verywellonlyyoumuspaymeforhem!
howshallieverellaunshaw?shewhispered,afersomeimeofdelicioussilence
lemespeakoher
oh,no!ioweoher,buwhawillshesay?
icanguessherfirsexcmaionwillbe, haman!\
hush!saidmargare,orishallryandshowyouyourmohersindignanonesasshesays, hawoman!\
(1855)