作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:12696字
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hewasgohehousewasshuupforheeveningnomoredeepblueskiesorcrimsonandamberinsmargarewenupodressforheearlyea,findingdixoninapreyemperfromheinerrupionwhichavisiorhadnaurallyoccasionedonabusydaysheshowedibybrushingawayviciouslyamargareshair,underpreenceofbeinginagreahurryogoomrshaleye,aferall,margarehadowaialongimeinhedrawingroombeforehermohercamedownshesabyherselfahefire,wihunlighedcandlesonheablebehindher,
hinkingoverheday,hehappywalk,happyskeching,cheerfulpleasandi
er,andheuncomforable,miserablewalkinhegarden
howdifferenmenwereowomen!herewasshedisurbedandunhappy,becauseherinsinchadmadeanyhingbuarefusalimpossible;whilehe,nomanyminuesaferhehadmewiharejecionofwhaoughohavebeenhedeepes,holiesproposalofhislife,couldspeakasifbriefs,success,andallissuperficialconsequencesofagoodhouse,cleverandagreeablesociey,werehesoleavowedobjecsofhisdesiresohdear!howshecouldhavelovedhimifhehadbubeendifferen,wihadifferencewhichshefel,onreflecion,obeohawenlowdeepdownhensheookiinoherheadha,aferall,hislighnessmighbebuassumed,ocoverabiernessofdisappoinmenwhichwouldhavebeensampedonherownhearifshehadlovedandbeenrejeced
hermohercameinoheroombeforehiswhirlofhoughswasadjusedinoanyhinglikeordermargarehadoshakeoffherecollecionsofwhahadbeendoneandsaidhroughheday,andurnasympahisingliseneroheaccounofhowdixonhadcompinedhaheironingbnkehadbeenburnagain;andhowsusanlighfoohadbeenseenwiharificialflowersinherbo
e,herebygivingevidenceofavainandgiddycharacermrhalesippedhiseainabsracedsilence;margarehadheresponsesalloherselfshewonderedhowherfaherandmohercouldbesoforgeful,soregardlessofheircompanionhroughheday,asneveromenionhisnamesheforgohahehadnomadehemanoffer
afereamrhalegoup,andsoodwihhiselbowonhechimneypiece,leaninghisheadonhishand,musingoversomehing,andfromimeoimesighingdeeplymrshalewenouoconsulwihdixonabousomewinerclohingforhepoormargarewaspreparinghermohersworsedwork,andrahershrinkingfromhehoughofhelongevening,andwishingbedimewerecomehashemighgooverheevensofhedayagain
margare!saidmrhale,as,inasorofsuddendesperaeway,hamadehersarishaapesryhingofimmediaeconsequence?imean,canyouleaveiandcomeinomysudy?iwanospeakoyouabousomehingveryseriousousall
veryseriousousallmrle
oxhadneverhadheopporuniyofhavinganyprivaeconversaionwihherfaheraferherrefusal,orelsehawouldindeedbeaveryseriousaffairinhefirspce,margarefelguilyandashamedofhavinggrownsomuchinoawomanasobehoughofinmarriage;andsecondly,shedidnoknowifherfahermighnobedispleasedhashehadakenuponherselfodeclinemr
le
oxsproposalbushesoonfeliwasnoabouanyhing,which
havingonlyelyandsuddenlyoccurred,couldhavegivenriseoanycomplicaedhoughs,haherfaherwishedospeakoherhemadeherakeachairbyhim;hesirredhefire,snuffedhecandles,andsighedonceorwicebeforehecouldmakeuphismindosayandicameouwihajerkaferallmargare!iamgoingoleavehelsone
leavehelsone,papa!buwhy?
mrhaledidnoanswerforaminueorwohepyedwihsomepapersonheableinanervousandconfusedma
er,openinghislipsospeakseveralimes,buclosinghemagainwihouhavinghecourageouerawordmargarecouldnobearhesighofhesuspense,whichwasevenmoredisressingoherfaherhanoherself
uwhy,dearpapa?doellme!
helookedupahersuddenly,andhensaidwihaslowandenforcedcalmness:
ecauseimusnolongerbeaminiserinhechurchofengnd
margarehadimaginednohinglesshanhasomeofheprefermenswhichhermohersomuchdesiredhadbefallenherfaherassomehinghawouldforcehimoleavebeauiful,belovedhelsone,andperhapscompelhimogoandliveinsomeofhesaelyandsilencloseswhichmargarehadseenfromimeoimeincahedralowns
heyweregrandandimposingpces,buif,ogohere,iwasnecessaryoleavehelsoneasahomeforever,hawouldhavebeenasad,long,lingeringpainbunohingoheshockshereceivedfrommrhalessspeechwhacouldhemean?iwasallheworseforbeingsomyseriousheaspecofpieousdisressonhisface,almosasimploringamercifulandkindjudgmenfromhischild,gaveherasuddensickeningcouldhehavebecomeimplicaedinanyhingfrederickhaddone?frederickwasanouwhadherfaher,ouofanauralloveforhisson,co
ivedaany
oh!whaisi?dospeak,papa!ellmeall!whycanyounolongerbeaclergyman?surely,ifhebishopwereoldallweknowaboufrederick,andhehard,unjus
iisnohingaboufrederick;hebishopwouldhavenohingodowihhaiisallmyselfmargare,iwillellyouabouiiwillansweranyquesionshisonce,buaferonighleusneverspeakofiagainicanmeeheconsequencesofmypainful,miserabledoubs;buiisanefforbeyondmeospeakofwhahascausedmesomuchsuffering
doubs,papa!doubsasoreligion?askedmargare,moreshockedhanever
o!nodoubsasoreligion;noheslighesinjuryoha
hepausedmargaresighed,asifsandingonhevergeofsomenewhorrorhebeganagain,speakingrapidly,asifogeoveraseask: