第53章 CHAPTERXVITHESHADOWOFDEATH(2)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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本章字节:9810字

anoher,whohadgohadeadlycolour,couldneverhavecomeroundwihoueiherfainingorhysericsbushewouldn doeihernoshe!andheveryforceofherwillbroughherroundsuchagirlashawouldwinmyhear,ifiwerehiryyearsyoungerisooenowah!hereweareahearcherssoouhejumped,wihhough,wisdom,experience,sympahy,andreadyoaendohecallsmadeuponhembyhisfamily,jusasifherewerenoneoherinheworld


meanwhile,margarehadreurnedinoherfaherssudyforamomen,orecoversrenghbeforegoingupsairsinohermoherspresence


oh,mygod,mygod!buhisiserriblehowshallibeari?suchadeadlydisease!nohope!oh,mamma,mamma,iwishihadnevergooaunshaws,andbeenallhosepreciousyearsawayfromyou!poormamma!howmuchshemushaveborne!oh,iprayhee,mygod,hahersufferingsmaynobeooacue,oodreadfulhowshallibearoseehem?howcanibearpapasagony?hemusnobeoldye;noalonceiwouldkillhimbuiwon loseanohermomenofmyowndear,preciousmoher


sheranupsairsdixonwasnoinheroommrshaleybackinaneasychair,wihasofwhieshawlwrappedaroundher,andabecomingcappuon,inexpecaionofhedocorsvisiherfacehadalilefaincolourini,andheveryexhausionaferheexaminaiongaveiapeacefullookmargarewassurprisedoseeherlooksocalm


why,margare,howsrangeyoulook!whaishemaer?andhen,asheideasoleinohermindofwhawasindeedherealsaeofhecase,sheadded,asifaliledispleased:youhavenobeenseeingdr


donaldson,andaskinghimanyquesionshaveyou,child?margaredidnoreplyonlylookedwisfullyowardshermrshalebecamemoredispleasedhewouldno,surely,breakhiswordome,and


ohyes,mamma,hedidimadehimiwasibmemeshekneldownbyhermohersside,andcaughherhandshewouldnoleigo,houghmrshaleriedopulliawayshekepkissingi,andhehoearssheshedbahedi


margare,iwasverywrongofyouyouknewididnowishyouoknowbu,asifiredwihhecones,shelefherhandinmargares


csp,andbyandbyshereurnedhepressurefainlyhaencouragedmargareospeak


oh,mamma!lemebeyournurseiwilllearnanyhingdixoncaneachmebuyouknowiamyourchild,andidohinkihavearighodoeveryhingforyou


youdon knowwhayouareasking,saidmrshale,wihashudder


yes,idoiknowagreadealmorehanyouareawareoflemebeyournurselemery,aanyraenoonehasevershalleverrysohardasiwilldoiwillbesuchacomfor,mamma


mypoorchild!well,youshallrydoyouknow,margare,dixonandihoughyouwouldquieshrinkfrommeifyouknew


dixonhough!saidmargare,herlipcurlingdixoncouldnogivemecrediforenoughrueloveforasmuchasherself!shehough,isuppose,haiwasoneofhosepoorsicklywomenwholikeolieonroseleaves,andbefa


edallday;don ledixonsfanciescomeanymorebeweenyouandme,mammadon ,please!imploredshe


don beangrywihdixon,saidmrshale,anxiouslymargarerecoveredherself


o!iwon iwillryandbehumble,andlearnherways,ifyouwillonlylemedoallicanforyoulemebeinhefirspce,moheriamgreedyofhaiusedofancyyouwouldforgemewhileiwasawayaaunshaws,andcrymyselfosleepanighswihhanoioninmyhead


andiusedohink,howwillmargarebearourmakeshifpoveryaferhehoroughcomforandluxuryinharleysree,illihavemanyaimebeenmoreashamedofyourseeingourconrivancesahelsohanofanysrangerfindinghemou


oh,mamma!andididsoenjoyhemheyweresomuchmoreamusinghanallhejogroharleysreewayshewardrobeshelfwihhandles,haservedasasupperrayongrandoccasions!andheoldeachesssuffedandcoveredforoomans!ihinkwhayoucallhemakeshifconrivancesadearhelsonewereacharmingparofhelifehere


ishallneverseehelsoneagain,margare,saidmrshale,heearswellingupinohereyesmargarecouldnoreplymrshalewenon


whileiwashere,iwasforeverwaningoleaveieverypceseemedpleasanerandnowishalldiefarawayfromiiamrighlypunished


youmusnoalkso,saidmargare,impaienlyhesaidyoumighliveforyearsoh,moher!wewillhaveyoubackahelsoneye


onever!haimusakeasajuspenancebu,margarefrederick!