第142章 CHAPTERXVITHEJOURNEY"SEND(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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helilefellowrepeaedamehodishymn,farabovehis


comprehensioninpoinofnguage,buofwhichheswingingrhyhmhadcaughhisear,andwhichherepeaedwihallhedevelopedcadenceofamemberofparliamenwhenmargarehaddulyappuded,nichoscalledforanoher,andyeanoher,muchohersurprise,asshefoundhimhusoddlyandunconsciouslyledoakeanineresinhesacredhingswhichhehadformerlyscoued


iwaspasheusualeaimewhenshereachedhome;bushehadhecomforoffeelinghanoonehadbeenkepwaiingforher;andofhinkingherownhoughswhilesheresed,inseadofanxiouslywachinganoherpersonolearnwheherobegraveorgayafereasheresolvedoexamineargepackeofleers,andpickouhosehawereobedesroyed


amonghemshecameofourorfiveofmrhenryle


oxs,reingofredericksaffairs;andshecarefullyreadhemoveragain,wihhesoleinenion,whenshebegan,oascerainexaclyonhowfineachancehejusificaionofherbroherhungbuwhenshehadfinishedhes,andweighedheprosandcons,helilepersonalreveionofcharacerconainedinhemforcediselfonhernoiceiwasevidenenough,fromhesiffnessofhewording,hamrle


oxhadneverforgoenhisreionoherinanyinereshemighfeelinhesubjecofhecorrespondenceheywerecleverleers;margaresawhainawinkling;bushemissedouofhemallhearyandgenialamosphere


heywereobepreserved,however,asvaluable;sosheidhemcarefullyononesidewhenhislilepieceofbusinesswasended,shefellinoareverie;andhehoughofherabsenfaherransrangelyinmargaresheadhisnighshealmosbmedherselfforhavingfelhersoliude(andconsequenlyhisabsence)asarelief;buhesewodayshadseherupafresh,wihnewsrenghandbrigherhopepnswhichhadelyappearedoherinheguiseofasks,nowappearedlikepleasureshemorbidscaleshadfallenfromhereyes,andshesawherposiionandherworkmorerulyifonlymrhornonwouldresoreherhelosfriendship,nay,ifhewouldonlycomefromimeoimeocheerherfaherasinformerdays,houghsheshouldneverseehim,shefelasifhecourseofherfuurelife,houghnobrillianinprospec,mighlieclearandevenbeforehershesighedassheroseupogoobedinspieofheonesepsenoughforme,inspieofheonepinduyofdevoionoherfaher,hereyaherhearananxieyandapangofsorrow


andmrhalehoughofmargare,haaprilevening,jusassrangelyandaspersisenlyasshewashinkingofhimhehadbeenfaiguedbygoingabouamonghisoldfriendsandoldfamiliarpceshehadhadexaggeraedideasofhechangewhichhisaleredopinionsmighmakeinhisfriendsrecepionofhim;bualhoughsomeofhemmighhave


felshockedorgrievedorindignanahisfallingoffinheabsrac,assoonasheysawhefaceofhemanwhomheyhadonceloved,heyforgohisopinionsinhimself;oronlyrememberedhemenoughogiveanaddiionalendergraviyoheirma


erformrhalehadnobeenknownomany;hehadbelongedooneofhesmallercolleges,andhadalwaysbeenshyandreserved;buhosewhoinyouhhadcaredoperaeohedelicacyofhoughandfeelinghaybelowhissilenceandindecision,ookhimoheirhears,wihsomehingofheproecingkindnesswhichheywouldhaveshownoawomanandherenewalofhiskindliness,aferhepseofyears,andaninervalofsomuchchange,overpoweredhimmorehananyroughnessorexpressionofdisapprovalcouldhavedone


imafraidwevedooomuch,saidmrbellyou esufferingnowfromhavinglivedsolonginhamilonair


iamired,saidmrhaleuiisnomilonairimfifyfiveyearsofage,andhalilefacofiselfaccounsforanylossofsrengh


onsense!imupwardsofsixy,andfeelnolossofsrengh,eiherbodilyormenaldon lemehearyoualkingsofifyfive!why,you equieayoungman


mrhaleshookhishead hesesfewyears!saidhebuaferaminuespause,heraisedhimselffromhishalfrecumbenposiion,inoneofmrbellsluxuriouseasychairs,andsaidwihakindofremblingearnesness:


ell!you enoohink,haificouldhaveforeseenallhawouldcomeofmychangeofopinion,andmyresignaionofmylivingno!


noevenificouldhaveknownhowshewouldhavesuffered,haiwouldundoiheacofopenacknowledgmenhainolongerheldhesamefaihashechurchinwhichiwasapriesasihinknow,evenificouldhaveforeseenhacruellesmaryrdomofsuffering,hroughhesufferingsofonewhomiloved,iwouldhavedonejushesameasfarashasepofopenlyleavinghechurchwenimighhavedonedifferenly,andacedmorewisely,inallhaisubsequenlydidformyfamilybuidon hinkgodenduedmewihovermuchwisdomorsrengh,headded,fallinghackinohisoldposiion


mrbellblewhisnoseosenaiouslybeforeansweringhenhesaid:


hegaveyousrenghodowhayourconscienceoldyouwasrigh;andidon seehaweneedanyhigherorholiersrenghhanha;orwisdomeiheriknowihavenohamuch;andyemensemedowninheirfoolsbooksasawiseman;anindependencharacer;srongminded,andallhacanheveriesidiowhoobeyshisownsimplewofrigh,ifibebuinwipinghisshoesonadoorma,iswiserandsrongerhanibuwhagullsmenare!


herewasapausemrhalespokefirs,inconinuaionofhishough:


aboumargare


well!aboumargarewhahen?


ifidie


onsense!


whawillbecomeofheriofenhink?isupposehele


oxeswilskherolivewihhemiryohinkheywillheraunshawlovedherwellinherownquieway;busheforgesoloveheabsen


averycommonfaulwhasorofpeoplearehele


oxes?


he,handsome,fluen,andagreeableedih,asweelilespoiledbeauymargarelovesherwihallherhear,andedihwihasmuchofherhearasshecanspare


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