第54章 CHAPTERXVITHESHADOWOFDEATH(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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somesharpagonyiseemedasifhehoughofhimupseallhercomposure,desroyedhecalm,overcameheexhausionwildpassionaecrysucceededocryfrederick!frederick!comeomeiamdyinglilefirsbornchild,comeomeonceagain!


shewasinviolenhysericsmargarewenandcalleddixoninerror


dixoncameinahuff,andaccusedmargareofhavingoverexciedhermohermargareboreallmeekly,onlyrusinghaherfahermighnoreurninspieofherarm,whichwasevengreaerhanheoccasionwarraned,sheobeyedalldixonsdirecionspromplyandwell,wihouawordofselfjusificaionbysodoingshemollifiedheraccuserheypuhermoherobed,andmargaresaebyherillshefellasleep,andaferwardsilldixonbeckonedherouofheroom,and,wihasourface,asifdoingsomehingagainshegrain,shebadeherdrinkacupofcoffeewhichshehadpreparedforherinhedrawingroom,andsoodoverherinacommandingaiudeasshedidso


youshouldn havebeensocurious,miss,andhenyouwouldn haveneededofrebeforeyourimeiwouldhavecomesoonenoughandnow,isuppose,youllellmaser,andapreyhouseholdishallhaveofyou!


o,dixon,saidmargare,sorrowfully,iwillnoellpapahecouldnobeariasicanandbywayofprovinghowwellsheborei,shebursinoears


ay!iknewhowiwouldbenowyoullwakenyourmamma,jusafershesgoosleepsoquielymissmargaremydear,ivehadokeepidownhismanyaweek;andhoughidon preendicanloveherasyoudo,yeilovedherbeerhananyoherman,woman,orchildnoonebumaserfrederickevercamenearherinmymindeversincedyberesfordsmaidfirsookmeinoseeherdressedouinwhiecrape,andcornears,andscarlepoppies,andirananeedledowninomyfinger,andbrokeiin,andsheoreupherworkedpockehandkerchief,aferheydcuiou,andcameinowehebandagesagainwihloionwhenshereurnedfromheballwhereshedbeenhepreiesyoungdyofalliveneverlovedanyonelikeherililehoughhenhaishouldliveoseeherbroughsolowidon mea


oreproachonobodymanyaonecallsyoupreyandhandsome,andwhanoeveninhissmokypce,enoughoblindoneseyes,heowlscanseehabuyoullneverbelikeyourmoherforbeauynever;noifyouliveobeahundred


mammaisverypreysillpoormamma!


owdon yeseoffagain,orishallgivewayas(whimpering)


youllneversandmaserscominghome,andquesioning,ahisrae


goouandakeawalk,andcomeinsomehinglikemanysheimeivelongedowalkioffhehoughofwhawashemaerwihher,


andhowimusallend


oh,dixon!saidmargare,howofenivebeencrosswihyou,noknowingwhaaerriblesecreyouhadobear!


lessyou,child!ilikeoseeyoushowingabiofaspiriishegoodoldberesfordbloodwhy,hessirjohnbuwoshohissewarddown,herewherehesood,forjusellinghimhahedrackedheenans,andhedrackedheenansillhecouldgenomoremoneyoffhemhanhecouldgeskinoffaflin


well,dixon,iwon shooyou,andillrynoobecrossagain


youneverhaveifivesaidiaimes,ihasalwaysbeenomyself,jusinprivae,bywayofmakingalileagreeableconversaion,forheresnooneherefioalkoandwhenyoufireup,you eheveryimageofmaserfrederickicouldfindinmyhearopuyouinapassionanyday,jusoseehissormylookcominglikeagreacloudoveryourfacebunowyougoou,missillwachovermissus;andasformaser,hisbooksarecompanyenoughforhim,ifheshouldcomein


iwillgo,saidmargareshehungaboudixonforaminueorso,asifafraidandirresolue;hensuddenlykissingher,shewenquicklyouofheroom


lessher!saiddixonshesassweeasanuherearehreepeopleilove:ismissus,maserfrederick,andherjushemhreehasall


heresbehanged,foridon knowwhahey einheworldfor


maserwasborn,isuppose,foromarrymissusifihoughhelovedherproperly,imighgeolovehiminimebuheshouldhamadeadealmoreonher,andnobeenalwaysreading,reading,hinking,hinkingseewhaihasbroughhimo!manyaonewhoneverreadsnorhinkseiher,gesoberecor,anddean,andwhano;andidaresaymasermigh,ifhedjusmindedmissus,andlehewearyreadingandhinkingalohereshegoes(lookingouofhewindowassheheardhefrondoorshu)pooryoungdy!hercloheslookshabbyowhaheydidwhenshecameohelsoneayearagohenshehadn somuchasadarnedsockingoracleanedpairofglovesinallherwardrobeandnow!