第123章 CHAPTERXIILOOKINGSOUTH(1)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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apickaxeorabill!


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houghswereurneduponherselfandherownposiion,andhisselfishnessexendedevenoherreionswihherchildren,whomsheconsideredasincumbrances,eveninheverymidsofhersomewhaanimalaffecionforhemmargareriedomakeacquainanceswihoneorwoofhem,whileherfahersroveoraisehewidowshoughsinosomehighercha


elhanhaofmerehelplessquerulousnessshefoundhahechildrenwereruerandsimplermournershanhewidowdaddyhadbeenakinddaddyohem;eachcouldell,inheireagersammeringway,ofsomeendernessshownsomeindulgencegranedbyhelosfaher


isyonhingupsairsreallyhim?idoesnalooklikehimimfearedoni,andineverwasfearedodaddy


margareshearbledohearhahemoher,inherselfishrequiremenofsympahy,hadakenherchildrenupsairsoseeheirdisfiguredfaheriwasinerminglinghecoarsenessofhorrorwihheprofoundnessofnauralgriefsheriedournheirhoughsinsomeoherdirecion;onwhaheycoulddoformoher;onwhaforhiswasamoreefficaciouswayofpuingiwhafaherwouldhavewishedhemodomargarewasmoresuccessfulhanmrhaleinhereffors


hechildrenseeingheirlileduieslieinacionclosearoundhem,beganoryeachoodosomehinghashesuggesedowardsreddinguphesernlyroombuherfaherseoohighasandard,andooabsracaview,beforeheindoleninvalidshecouldnorouseherorpidmindinoanyvividimaginaionofwhaherhusbandsmiserymighhavebeenbeforehehadresoredoheserriblesep;shecouldonlylookuponiasiaffecedherself;shecouldnoenerinoheenduringmercyofhegodwhohadnospeciallyinerposedoprevenhewaerfromdrowningherprosraehusband;andalhoughshewassecrelybmingherhusbandforhavingfalleninosuchdreardespair,anddenyinghahehadanyexcuseforhissrashac,shewasinveeraeinherabuseofallwhocouldbyanypossibiliybesupposedohavedrivenhimosuchdesperaionhemasersmr


hornoninparicur,whosemillhadbeenaackedbyboucher,andwho,aferhewarranhadbeenissuedforhisapprehensiononhechargeofrioing,hadcausediobewihdrawn,heunion,ofwhichhigginswasherepresenaiveohepoorwoman,hechildrensonumerous,sohungry,andsonoisyallmadeuponegreaarmyofpersonalenemies,whosefauliwashashewasnowahelplesswidow


margareheardenoughofhisunreasonablenessodishearenher;andwhenheycameawayshefoundiimpossibleocheerherfaher


iisheownlife,saidshe heirnervesarequickenedbyhehaseandbusleandspeedofeveryhingaroundhem,osaynohingofhe


confinemeninhesepenuphouses,whichofiselfisenoughoinducedepressionandworryofspirisnowinhecounry,peoplelivesomuchmoreouofdoors,evenchildren,andeveninhewiner


upeoplemusliveinownsandinhecounrysomegesuchsagnanhabisofmindhaheyarealmosfaaliss


yes;iacknowledgehaisupposeeachmodeoflifeproducesisownrialsandisownempaionshedwellerinownsmusfindiasdifficulobepaienandcalm,ashecounrybredmanmusfindiobeacive,andequalounwonedemergenciesbohmusfindihardorealiseafuureofanykind;heonebecausehepresenissolivingandhurryingandclosearoundhim;heoherbecausehislifeempshimorevelinhemeresenseofanimalexisence,noknowingof,andconsequenlynocaringforanypungencyofpleasureforheaainmenofwhichhecanpn,anddenyhimselfandlookforward


andhusbohhenecessiyforengrossmen,andhesupidconeninhepresen,producehesameeffecsbuhispoormrsboucher!howlilewecandoforher


andyewedarenoleaveherwihououreffors,alhoughheymayseemsouselessohpapa!isahardworldolivein!


soiis,mychildwefeelisojusnow,aanyrae;buwehavebeenveryhappy,eveninhemidsofoursorrowwhaapleasurefredericksvisiwas!


yes,haiwas,saidmargare;brighlyiwassuchacharming,snached,forbiddenhingbushesuddenlysoppedspeakingshehadspoiledheremembranceoffredericksvisioherselfbyherowncowardiceofallfaulsheoneshemosdespisedinoherswashewanofbravery;hemea


essofhearwhichleadsounruhandherehadshebeenguilyofi!hencamehehoughofmrhornonscognisanceofherfalsehoodshewonderedifsheshouldhavemindeddeecionhalfsomuchfromanyoneelsesheriedherselfinimaginaionwihheraunshawandedih;wihherfaher;wihcapainandmrle


ox;wihfrederickhehoughofhesknowingwhashehaddone,eveninhisownbehalf,washemospainful,forhebroherandsiserwereinhefirsflushofheirmuualregardandlove;buevenanyfallinfredericksopinionwasasnohingoheshame,heshrinkingshameshefelahehoughofmeeingmr