作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:12182字
aspade!arake!ahoe!
apickaxeorabill!
ahookoreap,orascyheomow,afil,orwhayewillandheresareadyhandoplyheneedfulool,andskilldenough,bylessonsrough,inboursruggedschool
hood
higginssdoorwaslockedhenexday,whenheywenopayheircallonhewidowboucher:buheylearnhisimefromanofficiousneighbour,hahewasreallyfromhomehehad,however,beeninoseemrsboucher,beforesaringonhisdaysbusiness,whaeverhawasiwasbuanunsaisfacoryvisiomrsboucher;sheconsideredherselfasanillusedwomanbyherpoorhusbandssuicide;andherewasquiegermofruhenoughinhisideaomakeiaverydifficuloorefuesill,iwasunsaisfacoryoseehowcompleelyher
houghswereurneduponherselfandherownposiion,andhisselfishnessexendedevenoherreionswihherchildren,whomsheconsideredasincumbrances,eveninheverymidsofhersomewhaanimalaffecionforhemmargareriedomakeacquainanceswihoneorwoofhem,whileherfahersroveoraisehewidowshoughsinosomehighercha
elhanhaofmerehelplessquerulousnessshefoundhahechildrenwereruerandsimplermournershanhewidowdaddyhadbeenakinddaddyohem;eachcouldell,inheireagersammeringway,ofsomeendernessshownsomeindulgencegranedbyhelosfaher
isyonhingupsairsreallyhim?idoesnalooklikehimimfearedoni,andineverwasfearedodaddy
margareshearbledohearhahemoher,inherselfishrequiremenofsympahy,hadakenherchildrenupsairsoseeheirdisfiguredfaheriwasinerminglinghecoarsenessofhorrorwihheprofoundnessofnauralgriefsheriedournheirhoughsinsomeoherdirecion;onwhaheycoulddoformoher;onwhaforhiswasamoreefficaciouswayofpuingiwhafaherwouldhavewishedhemodomargarewasmoresuccessfulhanmrhaleinhereffors
hechildrenseeingheirlileduieslieinacionclosearoundhem,beganoryeachoodosomehinghashesuggesedowardsreddinguphesernlyroombuherfaherseoohighasandard,andooabsracaview,beforeheindoleninvalidshecouldnorouseherorpidmindinoanyvividimaginaionofwhaherhusbandsmiserymighhavebeenbeforehehadresoredoheserriblesep;shecouldonlylookuponiasiaffecedherself;shecouldnoenerinoheenduringmercyofhegodwhohadnospeciallyinerposedoprevenhewaerfromdrowningherprosraehusband;andalhoughshewassecrelybmingherhusbandforhavingfalleninosuchdreardespair,anddenyinghahehadanyexcuseforhissrashac,shewasinveeraeinherabuseofallwhocouldbyanypossibiliybesupposedohavedrivenhimosuchdesperaionhemasersmr
hornoninparicur,whosemillhadbeenaackedbyboucher,andwho,aferhewarranhadbeenissuedforhisapprehensiononhechargeofrioing,hadcausediobewihdrawn,heunion,ofwhichhigginswasherepresenaiveohepoorwoman,hechildrensonumerous,sohungry,andsonoisyallmadeuponegreaarmyofpersonalenemies,whosefauliwashashewasnowahelplesswidow
margareheardenoughofhisunreasonablenessodishearenher;andwhenheycameawayshefoundiimpossibleocheerherfaher
iisheownlife,saidshe heirnervesarequickenedbyhehaseandbusleandspeedofeveryhingaroundhem,osaynohingofhe
confinemeninhesepenuphouses,whichofiselfisenoughoinducedepressionandworryofspirisnowinhecounry,peoplelivesomuchmoreouofdoors,evenchildren,andeveninhewiner
upeoplemusliveinownsandinhecounrysomegesuchsagnanhabisofmindhaheyarealmosfaaliss
yes;iacknowledgehaisupposeeachmodeoflifeproducesisownrialsandisownempaionshedwellerinownsmusfindiasdifficulobepaienandcalm,ashecounrybredmanmusfindiobeacive,andequalounwonedemergenciesbohmusfindihardorealiseafuureofanykind;heonebecausehepresenissolivingandhurryingandclosearoundhim;heoherbecausehislifeempshimorevelinhemeresenseofanimalexisence,noknowingof,andconsequenlynocaringforanypungencyofpleasureforheaainmenofwhichhecanpn,anddenyhimselfandlookforward
andhusbohhenecessiyforengrossmen,andhesupidconeninhepresen,producehesameeffecsbuhispoormrsboucher!howlilewecandoforher
andyewedarenoleaveherwihououreffors,alhoughheymayseemsouselessohpapa!isahardworldolivein!
soiis,mychildwefeelisojusnow,aanyrae;buwehavebeenveryhappy,eveninhemidsofoursorrowwhaapleasurefredericksvisiwas!
yes,haiwas,saidmargare;brighlyiwassuchacharming,snached,forbiddenhingbushesuddenlysoppedspeakingshehadspoiledheremembranceoffredericksvisioherselfbyherowncowardiceofallfaulsheoneshemosdespisedinoherswashewanofbravery;hemea
essofhearwhichleadsounruhandherehadshebeenguilyofi!hencamehehoughofmrhornonscognisanceofherfalsehoodshewonderedifsheshouldhavemindeddeecionhalfsomuchfromanyoneelsesheriedherselfinimaginaionwihheraunshawandedih;wihherfaher;wihcapainandmrle
ox;wihfrederickhehoughofhesknowingwhashehaddone,eveninhisownbehalf,washemospainful,forhebroherandsiserwereinhefirsflushofheirmuualregardandlove;buevenanyfallinfredericksopinionwasasnohingoheshame,heshrinkingshameshefelahehoughofmeeingmr