第102章 CHAPTERVHOMEATLAST(5)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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ihavecrediincadiz,saidhe,unonehere,owingohiswrechedchangeofnamewhydidmyfaherleavehelsone?hawasheblunder


iwasnoblunder,saidmargaregloomilyandaboveallpossiblechances,avoidleingpapahearanyhinglikewhayouhavejusbeensayingicanseehaheisormeninghimselfalreadywihheideahamammawouldneverhavebeenillifwehadsayedahelsone,andyoudon knowpapasagonisingpowerofselfreproach!


frederickwalkedawayasifhewereonhequarerdeckashesoppedrighopposieomargare,andlookedaherdroopinganddespondingaiudeforaninsan


mylilemargare!saidhe,caressingherleushopeaslongaswecanpoorlilewoman!wha!ishisfaceallwewihears?iwillhope


iwill,inspieofahousanddocorsbearup,margare,andbebraveenoughohope!


margarechokedinryingospeak,andwhenshedidiwasverylow


imusryobemeekenoughorusoh,frederick!mammawasgeingolovemeso!andiwasgeingoundersandherandnowcomesdeahosnapusasunder!


come,come,come!leusgoupsairs,anddosomehing,raherhanwaseimehamaybesoprecioushinkinghas,manyaime,mademesad,darling;budoingneverdidinallmylifemyheoryisasorofparodyonhemaximofgemoney,myson,honeslyifyoucan;bugemoneymyprecepis,dosomehing,mysiser,dogoodifyoucan;bu,aanyrae,dosomehing\


oexcludingmischief,saidmargare,smilingfainlyhroughherears


ynomeanswhaidoexcludeisheremorseaferwardsbloyourmisdeedsou(ifyouareparicurlyconscienious),byagooddeed,assoonasyoucan;jusaswedidacorrecsumaschoolonhese,whereanincorreconewasonlyhalfrubbedouiwasbeerhanweingourspongewihourears;bohlesslossofimewhereearshadobewaiedfor,andabeereffecas


ifmargarehoughfredericksheoryraheraroughoneafirs,shesawhowheworkediouinoconinualproducionofkindnessinfac


aferabadnighwihhismoher(forheinsisedonakinghisurnasasierup)hewasbusynexmorningbeforebreakfas,conrivingalegresfordixon,whowasbegi


ingofeelhefaiguesofwachingabreakfasime,heineresedmrhalewihvivid,graphic,ralingaccounsofhewildlifehehadledinmexico,souhamerica,and


elsewheremargarewouldhavegivenupheefforindespairorousemrhaleouofhisdejecion;iwouldevenhaveaffecedherselfandrenderedherincapableofalkingaallbufred,rueohisheory,didsomehingperpeually;andalkingwasheonlyhingobedone,besideseaing,abreakfas


beforehenighofhaday,drdonaldsonsopinionwasprovedobeoowellfoundedconvulsionscameon;andwhenheyceased,mrs


halewasunconsciousherhusbandmighliebyhershakinghebedwihhissobs;hersonssrongarmsmighlifherenderlyupinoacomforableposiion;herdaughershandsmighbaheherface;busheknewhemnoshewouldneverrecognisehemagain,illheymeinheaven


beforehemorningcameallwasover


henmargarerosefromherremblinganddespondency,andbecameasasrongangelofcomforoherfaherandbroherforfrederickhadbrokendownnow,andallhisheorieswereofnouseohimhecriedsoviolenlywhenshuupaloneinhislileroomanigh,hamargareanddixoncamedowninaffrighowarnhimobequie:forhehousepariionswerebuhin,andhenexdoorneighboursmigheasilyhearhisyouhfulpassionaesobs,sodifferenfromheslowerremblingagonyofaferlife,whenwebecomeinuredogrief,anddarenoberebelliousagainsheinexorabledoom,knowingwhoiishadecrees


margaresaewihherfaherinheroomwihhedeadifhehadcried,shewouldhavebeenhankfulbuhesaebyhebedquiequiely;only,fromimeoime,heuncoveredheface,andsrokedigenly,makingakindofsofinaricuenoise,likehaofsomemoheranimalcaressingheryoungheooknonoiceofmargarespresence


onceorwiceshecameupokisshim;andhesubmiedoi,givingheralilepushawaywhenshehaddone,asifheraffeciondisurbedhimfromhisabsorpioninhedeadhesaredwhenheheardfrederickscries,andshookhishead:poorboy!poorboy!hesaid,andooknomorenoicemargareshearachedwihinhershecouldnohinkofherownlossinhinkingofherfaherscasehenighwaswearingaway,andhedaywasahand,when,wihouawordofpreparaion,margaresvoicebrokeuponhesillnessofheroom,wihaclearnessofsoundhasarledevenherself:lenoyourhearberoubled,isaid;andshewenseadilyonhroughallhachaperofunspeakableconsoion