第101章 CHAPTERVHOMEATLAST(4)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

|

类型:都市·校园

|

更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

|

本章字节:9390字

margarecouldnosisilliwasareliefoheroaiddixoninallherpreparaionsformaserfrederickiseemedashoughshenevercouldbeiredagaineachglimpseinoheroomwherehesaebyhisfaher,conversingwihhim,abou,sheknewnowha,norcaredoknow,wasincreaseofsrenghoherherownimeforalkingandhearingwouldcomeas,andshewasoocerainofhisofeelinahurryograspinowsheookinhisappearanceandlikedihehaddelicaefeaures,redeemedfromeffeminacybyheswarhinessofhiscomplexion,andhisquickinensiyofexpressionhiseyesweregenerallymerrylooking,buaimesheyandhismouhsosuddenlychanged,andgavehersuchanideaofenpassion,haialmosmadeherafraidbuhislookwasonlyforaninsan;andhadininodoggedness,novindiciveness;iwasraherheinsananeousferociyofexpressionhacomesoverhecounenancesofallnaivesofwildorsouherncounriesaferociywhichenhanceshecharmofhechildlikesofnessinowhichsuchalookmaymelawaymargaremighfearheviolenceofheimpulsivenaurehusoccasionallyberayed,buherewasnohinginiomakeherdisrus,orrecoilinheleas,fromhenewfoundbroheronheconrary,allheirinercoursewaspeculiarlycharmingoherfromheveryfirssheknewhenhowmuchresponsibiliyshehadhadobear,fromheexquisiesensaionofreliefwhichshefelinfrederickspresenceheundersoodhisfaherandmoherheircharacersandheirweaknesses,andwenalongwiha


carelessfreedom,whichwasyemosdelicaelycarefulnoohurorwoundanyofheirfeelingsheseemedoknowinsincivelywhenalileofhenauralbrilliancyofhisma


erandconversaionwouldnojaronhedeepdepressionofhisfaher,ormighrelievehismoherspainwheneveriwouldhavebeenouofune,andouofime,hispaiendevoionandwachfulnesscameinopy,andmadehimanadmirablenursehenmargarewasalmosouchedinoearsbyheallusionswhichheofenmadeoheirchildishdaysinhenewfores;hehadneverforgoenherorhelsoneeiherallheimehehadbeenroamingamongdisancounriesandforeignpeopleshemighalkohimofheoldspo,andneverfeariringhimshehadbeenafraidofhimbeforehecame,evenwhileshehadlongedforhiscoming;sevenoreighyearshad,shefel,producedsuchgreachangesinherselfha,forgeinghowmuchofheoriginalmargarewaslef,shehadreasonedhaifherasesandfeelingshadsomaeriallyalered,eveninhersayahomelife,hiswildcareer,wihwhichshewasbuimperfeclyacquained,mushavealmossubsiuedanoherfrederickforheallsriplinginhismiddysuniform,whomsherememberedlookingupowihsuchadmiringawebuinheirabsenceheyhadgrownneareroeachoherinage,aswellasinmanyoherhingsandsoiwashaheweigh,hissorrowfulime,waslighenedomargareoherlighhanhaoffrederickspresenceshehadnoneforafewhours,hemoherralliedonseeinghersonshesaewihhishandinhers;shewouldnoparwihievenwhilesheslep;andmargarehadofeedhimlikeababy,raherhanhaheshoulddisurbhermoherbyremovingafingermrshalewakenedwhileheywerehusengaged;sheslowlymovedherheadroundonhepillow,andsmiledaherchildren,assheundersoodwhaheyweredoing,andwhyiwasdone


iamveryselfish,saidshe;uiwillnobeforlongfrederickbendownandkissedhefeeblehandhaimprisonedhis


hissaeofranquilliycouldnoendureformanydays,norperhapsformanyhours;sodrdonaldsonassuredmargareaferhekinddocorhadgoneaway,shesoledownofrederick,who,duringhevisi,hadbeenadjuredoremainquielyconcealedinhebackparlour,usuallydixonsbedroom,bunowgivenupohim


margareoldhimwhadrdonaldsonsaid


idon believei,heexcimedsheisveryill;shemaybedangerouslyill,andinimmediaedanger,oo;buican imagihashecouldbeassheis,ifshewereonhepoinofdeahmargare!sheshouldhavesomeoheradvicesomelondondocorhaveyouneverhoughofha?


yes,saidmargare,morehanoncebuidon believeiwoulddoanygoodand,youknow,wehavenohemoneyobringanygrea


londonsurgeondown,andiamsuredrdonaldsonisonlysecondinskilloheverybes,if,indeed,heisohem


frederickbeganowalkupanddownheroomimpaienly