作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:9390字
margarecouldnosisilliwasareliefoheroaiddixoninallherpreparaionsformaserfrederickiseemedashoughshenevercouldbeiredagaineachglimpseinoheroomwherehesaebyhisfaher,conversingwihhim,abou,sheknewnowha,norcaredoknow,wasincreaseofsrenghoherherownimeforalkingandhearingwouldcomeas,andshewasoocerainofhisofeelinahurryograspinowsheookinhisappearanceandlikedihehaddelicaefeaures,redeemedfromeffeminacybyheswarhinessofhiscomplexion,andhisquickinensiyofexpressionhiseyesweregenerallymerrylooking,buaimesheyandhismouhsosuddenlychanged,andgavehersuchanideaofenpassion,haialmosmadeherafraidbuhislookwasonlyforaninsan;andhadininodoggedness,novindiciveness;iwasraherheinsananeousferociyofexpressionhacomesoverhecounenancesofallnaivesofwildorsouherncounriesaferociywhichenhanceshecharmofhechildlikesofnessinowhichsuchalookmaymelawaymargaremighfearheviolenceofheimpulsivenaurehusoccasionallyberayed,buherewasnohinginiomakeherdisrus,orrecoilinheleas,fromhenewfoundbroheronheconrary,allheirinercoursewaspeculiarlycharmingoherfromheveryfirssheknewhenhowmuchresponsibiliyshehadhadobear,fromheexquisiesensaionofreliefwhichshefelinfrederickspresenceheundersoodhisfaherandmoherheircharacersandheirweaknesses,andwenalongwiha
carelessfreedom,whichwasyemosdelicaelycarefulnoohurorwoundanyofheirfeelingsheseemedoknowinsincivelywhenalileofhenauralbrilliancyofhisma
erandconversaionwouldnojaronhedeepdepressionofhisfaher,ormighrelievehismoherspainwheneveriwouldhavebeenouofune,andouofime,hispaiendevoionandwachfulnesscameinopy,andmadehimanadmirablenursehenmargarewasalmosouchedinoearsbyheallusionswhichheofenmadeoheirchildishdaysinhenewfores;hehadneverforgoenherorhelsoneeiherallheimehehadbeenroamingamongdisancounriesandforeignpeopleshemighalkohimofheoldspo,andneverfeariringhimshehadbeenafraidofhimbeforehecame,evenwhileshehadlongedforhiscoming;sevenoreighyearshad,shefel,producedsuchgreachangesinherselfha,forgeinghowmuchofheoriginalmargarewaslef,shehadreasonedhaifherasesandfeelingshadsomaeriallyalered,eveninhersayahomelife,hiswildcareer,wihwhichshewasbuimperfeclyacquained,mushavealmossubsiuedanoherfrederickforheallsriplinginhismiddysuniform,whomsherememberedlookingupowihsuchadmiringawebuinheirabsenceheyhadgrownneareroeachoherinage,aswellasinmanyoherhingsandsoiwashaheweigh,hissorrowfulime,waslighenedomargareoherlighhanhaoffrederickspresenceshehadnoneforafewhours,hemoherralliedonseeinghersonshesaewihhishandinhers;shewouldnoparwihievenwhilesheslep;andmargarehadofeedhimlikeababy,raherhanhaheshoulddisurbhermoherbyremovingafingermrshalewakenedwhileheywerehusengaged;sheslowlymovedherheadroundonhepillow,andsmiledaherchildren,assheundersoodwhaheyweredoing,andwhyiwasdone
iamveryselfish,saidshe;uiwillnobeforlongfrederickbendownandkissedhefeeblehandhaimprisonedhis
hissaeofranquilliycouldnoendureformanydays,norperhapsformanyhours;sodrdonaldsonassuredmargareaferhekinddocorhadgoneaway,shesoledownofrederick,who,duringhevisi,hadbeenadjuredoremainquielyconcealedinhebackparlour,usuallydixonsbedroom,bunowgivenupohim
margareoldhimwhadrdonaldsonsaid
idon believei,heexcimedsheisveryill;shemaybedangerouslyill,andinimmediaedanger,oo;buican imagihashecouldbeassheis,ifshewereonhepoinofdeahmargare!sheshouldhavesomeoheradvicesomelondondocorhaveyouneverhoughofha?
yes,saidmargare,morehanoncebuidon believeiwoulddoanygoodand,youknow,wehavenohemoneyobringanygrea
londonsurgeondown,andiamsuredrdonaldsonisonlysecondinskilloheverybes,if,indeed,heisohem
frederickbeganowalkupanddownheroomimpaienly