第45章 CHAPTERXIVTHEMUTINY(2)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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iissixorsevenyearsagowouldheysillprosecuehim,moher?ifhecameandsoodhisrial,whawouldbehepunishmen?surely,hemighbringevidenceofhisgreaprovocaion


iwoulddonogood,repliedmrshalesomeofhesailorswhoaccompaniedfrederickwereaken,andherewasacourmarialheldonhemonboardheamicia;ibelievedallheysaidinheirdefence,poorfellows,becauseijusagreedwihfrederickssorybuiwasofnouse,andforhefirsimeduringheconversaionmrshalebeganocry;yesomehingpossessedmargareoforceheinformaionsheforesaw,yedreaded,fromhermoher


whahappenedohem,mamma?askedshe


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heyweresilenforalongime


andfrederickwasinsouhamericaforseveralyears,washeno?


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