作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:15244字
shepassedsobadanighhashewasillpreparedforheaddiionanxieycausedbyaleerreceivedfromfrederickmrle
oxwasouofown;hisclerksaidhahewouldreurnbyhefollowinguesdayahees;hahemighpossiblybeahomeonmondayconsequenly,afersomeconsideraion,frederickhaddeermineduponremaininginlondonadayorwolongerhehadhoughofcomingdownomilonagain;heempaionhadbeenverysrong;buheideaofmrbelldomesicaedinhisfahershouse,andhearmhehadreceivedahesmomenaherailwaysaion,hadmadehimresolveosayinlondonmargaremighbeassuredhewouldakeeveryprecauionagainsbeingrackedbyleonardsmargarewashankfulhashereceivedhisleerwhileherfaherwasabseninhermohersroomifhehadbeenpresen,hewouldhaveexpecedheroreadialoudohim,andiwouldhaveraisedinhimasaeofnervousarmwhichshewouldhavefoundiimpossibleosooheawayherewasnomerelyhefac,whichdisurbedherexcessively,offredericksdeenioninlondon,buherewereallusionsoherecogniionahesmomenamilon,andhepossibiliyofapursui,whichmadeherbloodruncold;andhowhenwouldihaveaffecedherfaher?manyaimedidmargarerepenofhavingsuggesedandurgedonhepnofconsulingmrle
oxahemomen,ihadseemedasifiwouldoccasionsoliledeyaddsolileoheapparenlysmallchancesofdeecion;andyeeveryhinghahadsinceoccurredhadendedomakeisoundesirablemargarebaledhardagainshisregreofhersforwhacouldnonowbehelped;hisselfreproachforhavingsaidwhahadaheimeappearedobewise,buwhichaferevenswereprovingohavebeensofoolishbuherfaherwasinoodepressedasaeofmindandbodyosrugglehealhily;hewouldsuccumboallhesecausesformorbidregreoverwhacouldnoberecalled
margaresummonedupallherforcesoheraidherfaherseemedohaveforgoenhaheyhadanyreasonoexpecaleerfromfrederickhamorninghewasabsorbedinoneideahahesvisibleokenofhepresenceofhiswifewasobecarriedawayfromhim,andhiddenfromhissighherembledpiifullyasheunderakersmanwasarranginghiscrapedraperiesaroundhimhelookedwisfullyamargare;and,whenreleased,heoeredowardsher,murmuring,
prayforme,margareihavenosrenghlefinmeica
oprayigiveherupbecauseimusiryobeari:indeedidoiknowiisgodswillbuica
oseewhyshediedprayforme,margare,haimayhavefaihoprayiisagreasrai,mychild
margaresabyhiminhecoach,almossupporinghiminherarms;andrepeaingallhenobleversesofholycomfor,orexsexpressiveoffaihfulresignaion,hashecouldrememberhervoiceneverfalered;andsheherselfgainedsrenghbydoinghisherfaherslipsmovedaferher,repeainghewellknownexsasherwordssuggesedhem;iwaserribleoseehepaiensrugglingefforoobainheresignaionwhichhehadnosrenghoakeinohishearasaparofhimself
margaresforiudenearlygavewayasdixon,wihaslighmoionofherhand,direcedhernoiceonichoshigginsandhisdaugher,sandingalilealoof,budeeplyaeniveoheceremonialnichosworehisusualfusianclohes,buhadabiofbcksuffsewnroundhishaamarkofmourningwhichhehadnevershownohisdaugherbessysmemorybumrhalesawnohinghewenonrepeaingohimself,mechanicallyasiwere,allhefuneralserviceasiwasreadbyheofficiaingclergyman;hesighedwiceorhricewhenallwasended;andhen,puinghishandonmargaresarm,hemuelyenreaedobeledaway,asifhewereblind,andshehisfaihfulguide
dixonsobbedaloud;shecoveredherfacewihherhandkerchief,andwassoabsorbedinherowngrief,hashedidnoperceivehahecrowd,aracedonsuchoccasions,wasdispersing,illshewasspokenobysomeonecloseahandiwasmrhornonhehadbeenpresenallheime,sanding,wihbenhead,behindagroupofpeople,soha,infac,noonehadrecognisedhim
ibegyourpardon,bu,canyouellmehowmrhaleis?andmisshale,oo?ishouldlikeoknowhowheybohare
ofcourse,sirheyaremuchasisobeexpecedmaseriserriblybrokedownmisshalebearsupbeerhanlikely
mrhornonwouldraherhaveheardhashewassufferinghenauralsorrowinhefirspce,herewasselfishnessenoughinhimohaveakenpleasureinheideahahisgrealovemighcomeinocomforandconsoleher;muchhesamekindofsrangepassionaepleasurewhichcomessinginghroughamohershear,whenherdroopinginfanneslescloseoher,andisdependenuponherforeveryhing
buhisdeliciousvisionofwhamighhavebeeninwhich,inspieofallmargaresrepulse,hewouldhaveindulgedonlyafewdaysagowasmiserablydisurbedbyherecollecionofwhahehadseennearheouwoodsaionmiserablydisurbed!haisnosrongenough
hewashaunedbyheremembranceofhehandsomeyoungman,wih
whomshesoodinanaiudeofsuchfamiliarconfidence;andheremembranceshohroughhimlikeanagony,illimadehimclenchhishandsighinorderosubduehepainahaehour,sofarfromhome!iookagreamoralefforogalvanisehisruserewhilesoperfecinmargarespureandexquisiemaidenliness,inolife;assoonasheefforceased,hisrusdroppeddowndeadandpowerless:andallsorsofwildfancieschasedeachoherlikedreamshroughhismind
herewasalilepieceofmiserable,gnawingconfirmaionsheboreupbeerhanlikelyunderhisgriefshehadhensomehopeolooko,sobrighhaeveninheraffecionaenaureicouldcomeinolighenhedarkhoursofadaughernewlymademoherlessyes!heknewhowshewouldlovehehadnolovedherwihougaininghainsinciveknowledgeofwhacapabiliieswereinherhersoulwouldwalkinglorioussunlighifanymanwasworhy,byhispowerofloving,owinbackherloveeveninhermourningshewouldreswihapeacefulfaihuponhissympahyhissympahy!whose?haohermansandhaiwasanoherwasenoughomakemrhornonspalegravefacegrowdoublywanandsernadixonsanswer
isupposeimaycall,saidhecoldlyonmrhale,imeanhewillperhapsadmimeaferomorroworso
hespokeasifheanswerwereamaerofindifferenceohimbuiwasnosoforallhispain,helongedoseeheauhorofialhoughhehaedmargareaimes,whenhehoughofhagenlefamiliaraiudeandallheaendancircumsances,hehadareslessdesireorenewherpicureinhismindalongingforheveryamosphereshebreahedhewasinhecharybdisofpassion,andmusperforcecircleandcircleevernearerroundhefaalcenre
idaresay,sir,maserwillseeyouhewasverysorryohaveodenyyouheoherday;bucircumsanceswasnoagreeablejushen
forsomereasonoroher,dixonnevernamedhisinerviewhashehadhadwihmrhornonomargareimighhavebeenmerechance,busoiwashamargareneverheardhahehadaendedherpoormohersfuneral