作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:9768字
papaisou!andwhahen?doyoumeanhahewoulddenymehisswish,margare?why,ishouldnobeillbedyingifhehadnoakenmeawayfromhelsone,ohisunhealhy,smoky,sunlesspce
oh,mamma!saidmargare
yes;iisso,indeedheknowsihimself;hehassaidsomanyaime
hewoulddoanyhingforme;youdon meanhewouldrefusemehisswishprayer,ifyouwilland,indeed,margare,helongingoseefredericksandsbeweenmeandgodica
oprayillihavehisohing;indeed,ica
odon loseime,dear,dearmargarewriebyhisverynexposhenhemaybeherehereinwenywodays!forheissureocomenocordsorchainscankeephiminwenywodaysishallseemyboyshefellback,andforashorimesheooknonoiceofhefachamargaresamoionless,herhandshadinghereyes
youarenowriing!saidhermoherasringmesomepensandpaper;iwillryandwriemyselfshesaup,remblingalloverwihfeverisheagernessmargareookherhanddownandlookedahermohersadly
onlywaiillpapacomesinleusaskhimhowbesodoi
youpromised,margare,noaquarerofanhourago;yousaidheshouldcome
andsoheshall,mamma;don cry,myowndearmoherillwriehere,now,youshallseemewrie,andishallgobyhisverypos;andifpapahinksfi,hecanwrieagainwhenhecomesin,iisonlyadaysdeyoh,mamma,don crysopiifully,icusmeohehear
mrshalecouldnosopherears;heycamehyserically;and,inruh,shemadenoefforoconrolhem,burahercalledupallhepicuresofhehappypas,andheprobablefuurepaininghescenewhensheshouldlieacorpse,wihhesonshehadlongedoseeinlifeweepingoverher,andsheunconsciousofhispresenceillshewasmeledbyselfpiyinoasaeofsobbingandexhausionhamademargareshearachebuasshewascalm,andgreedilywachedherdaugher,
asshebeganherleer;wroeiwihswifurgenenreay;sealediuphurriedly,forfearhermohershouldaskoseei:andhen,omakesecuriymossure,amrshalesownbidding,ookiherselfoheposofficeshewascominghomewhenherfaheroverookher
andwherehaveyoubeen,mypreymaid?askedhe
oheposoffice,wihaleer;aleerofrederickoh,papa,perhapsihavedonewrong:bumammawasseizedwihsuchapassionaeyearningoseehimshesaidiwouldmakeherwellagain,andhenshesaidhashemusseehimbeforeshedied,ica
oellyouhowurgenshewas!dididowrong?
mrhaledidnoreplyafirshenhesaid:
youshouldhavewaiedillicamein,margare
iriedopersuadeherandhenshewassilen
idon know,saidmrhale,aferapausesheoughoseehimifshewishesisomuch,foribelieveiwoulddohermuchmoregoodhanallhedocorsmedicine,and,perhaps,seherupalogeher;buhedangerohim,imafraid,isverygrea
allheseyearssincehemuiny,papa?
yes;iisnecessary,ofcourse,forgovernmenoakeverysringenmeasuresforherepressionofoffencesagainsauhoriy,moreparicurlyinhenavy,whereacommandingofficerneedsobesurroundedinhismenseyeswihavividconsciousnessofallhepowerhereisahomeobackhim,andakeuphiscause,andavengeanyinjuriesofferedohim,ifneedbeah!isnomaerohemhowfarheirauhoriieshaveyra
ised,galledhasyempersomadness,or,ifhacanbeanyexcuseaferwards,iisneverallowedforinhefirsinsance;heysparenoexpense,heysendouships,heyscourheseasoyholdofheoffenders,hepseofyearsdoesnowashouhememoryofheoffence,iisafreshandvividcrimeonheadmiralybooksilliisbloedoubyblood
oh,papa,whahaveidone!andyeiseemedsorighaheimeimsurefrederickhimself,wouldrunherisk
sohewould;soheshould!nay,margare,imgdiisdone,houghidursnohavedoneimyselfimhankfuliisasiis;ishouldhavehesiaedill,perhaps,imighhavebeenooeodoanygooddearmargare,youhavedonewhaisrighaboui;andheendisbeyondourconrol
iwasallverywell;buherfahersaccounofherelenlessma
erinwhichmuinieswerepunishedmademargareshiverandcreepifshehaddecoyedherbroherhomeobloouhememoryofhiserrorbyhisblood!shesawherfahersanxieyydeeperhanhesourceofhisercheeringwordssheookhisarmandwalkedhomepensivelyandwearilybyhisside