第85章 CHAPTERXXVFREDERICK(4)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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papaisou!andwhahen?doyoumeanhahewoulddenymehisswish,margare?why,ishouldnobeillbedyingifhehadnoakenmeawayfromhelsone,ohisunhealhy,smoky,sunlesspce


oh,mamma!saidmargare


yes;iisso,indeedheknowsihimself;hehassaidsomanyaime


hewoulddoanyhingforme;youdon meanhewouldrefusemehisswishprayer,ifyouwilland,indeed,margare,helongingoseefredericksandsbeweenmeandgodica


oprayillihavehisohing;indeed,ica


odon loseime,dear,dearmargarewriebyhisverynexposhenhemaybeherehereinwenywodays!forheissureocomenocordsorchainscankeephiminwenywodaysishallseemyboyshefellback,andforashorimesheooknonoiceofhefachamargaresamoionless,herhandshadinghereyes


youarenowriing!saidhermoherasringmesomepensandpaper;iwillryandwriemyselfshesaup,remblingalloverwihfeverisheagernessmargareookherhanddownandlookedahermohersadly


onlywaiillpapacomesinleusaskhimhowbesodoi


youpromised,margare,noaquarerofanhourago;yousaidheshouldcome


andsoheshall,mamma;don cry,myowndearmoherillwriehere,now,youshallseemewrie,andishallgobyhisverypos;andifpapahinksfi,hecanwrieagainwhenhecomesin,iisonlyadaysdeyoh,mamma,don crysopiifully,icusmeohehear


mrshalecouldnosopherears;heycamehyserically;and,inruh,shemadenoefforoconrolhem,burahercalledupallhepicuresofhehappypas,andheprobablefuurepaininghescenewhensheshouldlieacorpse,wihhesonshehadlongedoseeinlifeweepingoverher,andsheunconsciousofhispresenceillshewasmeledbyselfpiyinoasaeofsobbingandexhausionhamademargareshearachebuasshewascalm,andgreedilywachedherdaugher,


asshebeganherleer;wroeiwihswifurgenenreay;sealediuphurriedly,forfearhermohershouldaskoseei:andhen,omakesecuriymossure,amrshalesownbidding,ookiherselfoheposofficeshewascominghomewhenherfaheroverookher


andwherehaveyoubeen,mypreymaid?askedhe


oheposoffice,wihaleer;aleerofrederickoh,papa,perhapsihavedonewrong:bumammawasseizedwihsuchapassionaeyearningoseehimshesaidiwouldmakeherwellagain,andhenshesaidhashemusseehimbeforeshedied,ica


oellyouhowurgenshewas!dididowrong?


mrhaledidnoreplyafirshenhesaid:


youshouldhavewaiedillicamein,margare


iriedopersuadeherandhenshewassilen


idon know,saidmrhale,aferapausesheoughoseehimifshewishesisomuch,foribelieveiwoulddohermuchmoregoodhanallhedocorsmedicine,and,perhaps,seherupalogeher;buhedangerohim,imafraid,isverygrea


allheseyearssincehemuiny,papa?


yes;iisnecessary,ofcourse,forgovernmenoakeverysringenmeasuresforherepressionofoffencesagainsauhoriy,moreparicurlyinhenavy,whereacommandingofficerneedsobesurroundedinhismenseyeswihavividconsciousnessofallhepowerhereisahomeobackhim,andakeuphiscause,andavengeanyinjuriesofferedohim,ifneedbeah!isnomaerohemhowfarheirauhoriieshaveyra


ised,galledhasyempersomadness,or,ifhacanbeanyexcuseaferwards,iisneverallowedforinhefirsinsance;heysparenoexpense,heysendouships,heyscourheseasoyholdofheoffenders,hepseofyearsdoesnowashouhememoryofheoffence,iisafreshandvividcrimeonheadmiralybooksilliisbloedoubyblood


oh,papa,whahaveidone!andyeiseemedsorighaheimeimsurefrederickhimself,wouldrunherisk


sohewould;soheshould!nay,margare,imgdiisdone,houghidursnohavedoneimyselfimhankfuliisasiis;ishouldhavehesiaedill,perhaps,imighhavebeenooeodoanygooddearmargare,youhavedonewhaisrighaboui;andheendisbeyondourconrol


iwasallverywell;buherfahersaccounofherelenlessma


erinwhichmuinieswerepunishedmademargareshiverandcreepifshehaddecoyedherbroherhomeobloouhememoryofhiserrorbyhisblood!shesawherfahersanxieyydeeperhanhesourceofhisercheeringwordssheookhisarmandwalkedhomepensivelyandwearilybyhisside