第134章 CHAPTERXIVMAKINGFRIENDS(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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bu,suddenly,hissimpleemoionofpleasurewasained,poisonedbyjealousyhewishedooverakeher,andspeakoher,oseehowshewouldreceivehim,nowshemusknowhewasawareofsomeoheraachmenhewishedoo,buofhiswishhewasraherashamed,hasheshouldknowhahehadjusifiedherwisdominsendinghigginsohimoaskforwork;andhadrepenedhimofhismorningsdecision


hecameupohershesared


allowmeosay,misshale,hayouwereraherpremaureinexpressingyourdisappoinmenihaveakenhigginson


iamgdofi,saidshe,coldly


heellsme,herepeaedoyou,whaisaidhismorningaboumr


hornonhesiaedmargareookiup:


abouwomennomeddlingyouhadaperfecrighoexpressyouropinion,whichwasaverycorrecone,ihavenodoubbu,shewenonalilemoreeagerly,higginsdidnoquieellyouheexacruh


heword ruh,remindedherofherownunruh,andshesoppedshor,feelingexceedinglyuncomforable


mrhornonafirswaspuzzledoaccounforhersilence;andhenherememberedhelieshehadold,andallhawasforegone heexacruh!saidheveryfewpeopledospeakheexacruhihavegivenuphopingforimisshale,haveyounoexpnaionogiveme?youmusperceivewhaica


obuhink


margarewassilenshewaswonderingwheheranexpnaionofanykindwouldbeconsisenwihherloyalyofrederick


ay,saidhe,iwillasknofarherimaybepuingempaioninyour


wayapresen,believeme,yoursecreissafewihmebuyourungrearisks,allowmeosay,inbeingsoindiscreeiamnowonlyspeakingasafriendofyourfahers:ifihadanyoherhoughorhope,ofcoursehaisaanendiamquiedisineresed


iamawareofha,saidmargare,forcingherselfospeakinanindifferen,carelesswayiamawareofwhaimusappearoyou,buhesecreisanoherpersons,andica


oexpiniwihoudoinghimharm


ihavenohesligheswishopryinohegenlemanssecres,hesaid,wihgrowingangermyownineresinyouissimplyhaofafriend


youmaynobelieveme,misshale,buiisinspieofhepersecuionimafraidihreaenedyouwihaoimebuhaisallgivenup;allpassedawayyoubelieveme,misshale?


yes,saidmargare,quielyandsadly


hen,really,idon seeanyoccasionforusogoonwalkingogeherihough,perhapsyoumighhavehadsomehingosay,buiseewearenohingoeachoherifyou equieconvinced,haanyfoolishpassiononmyparisenirelyover,iwillwishyougoodafernoonhewalkedoffveryhasily


whacanhemean?houghmargare,whacouldhemeanbyspeakingso,asifiwerealwayshinkinghahecaredforme,wheniknowhedoesno;heca


ohismoherwillhavesaidallhosecruelhingsaboumeohimbuiwon careforhimisurelyammisressenoughofmyselfoconrolhiswild,srange,miserablefeeling,whichempedmeevenoberaymyowndearfrederick,sohaimighburegainhisgoodopinionhegoodopinionofamanwhoakessuchpainsoellmehaiamnohingohimcomepoorlilehear!becheeryandbravewellbeagreadealooneanoher,ifwearehrownoffandlefdesoe


herfaherwasalmossarledbyhermerrimenhisafernoonshealkedincessanly,andforcedhernauralhumouroanunusualpich;andifherewasaingeofbiernessinmuchofwhashesaid;ifheraccounsofheoldharleysreesewerealilesarcasic,herfahercouldnobearocheckher,ashewouldhavedoneaanoherimeforhewasgdoseehershakeoffhercaresinhemiddleofheevening,shewascalleddownospeakomaryhiggins;andwhenshecameback,mrhaleimaginedhahesawracesofearsonhercheeksbuhacouldnobe,forshebroughgoodnewshahigginshadgoworkamrhornonsmillherspirisweredamped,aanyrae,andshefoundiverydifficulogoonalkingaall,muchmoreinhewildwayhashehaddoneforsomedaysherspirisvariedsrangely;andherfaherwasbegi


ingobeanxiousabouher,whennewsarrivedfromoneorwoquarershapromisedsomechangeandvarieyfor


hermrhalereceivedaleerfrommrbell,inwhichhagenlemanvoluneeredavisiohem;andmrhaleimaginedhahepromisedsocieyofhisoldoxfordfriendwouldgiveasagreeableaurnomargaresideasasididohisownmargareriedoakeanineresinwhapleasedherfaher;bushewasoonguidocareabouanymrbell,evenhoughhewerewenyimeshergodfahershewasmorerousedbyaleerfromedih,fullofsympahyabouheraunsdeah;fullofdeailsabouherself,herhusband,andchild;andaheendsaying,haasheclimaedidnosui,hebaby,andasmrsshawwasalkingofreurningoengnd,shehoughiprobablehacapainle


oxmighsellou,andhaheymighallgoandliveagaininheoldharleysreehouse;which,however,wouldseemveryincompleewihoumargaremargareyearnedaferhaoldhouse,andhepcidranquilliyofhaoldwellordered,monoonouslife


shehadfoundioccasionallyiresomewhileised;busincehenshehadbeenbuffeedabou,andfelsoexhausedbyhisrecensrugglewihherself,hashehoughhaevensagnaionwouldbearesandarefreshmensoshebeganolookowardsalongvisiohele


oxes,onheirreurnoengnd,asoapoinno,noofhopebuofleisure,inwhichshecouldregainherpowerandcommandoverherselfapreseniseemedoherasifallsubjecsendedowardsmr


hornon;asifshecouldnoforgehimwihallherendeavoursifshewenoseehehigginses,sheheardofhimhere;herfaherhadresumedheirreadingsogeher,andquoedhisopinionsperpeually;evenmrbellsvisibroughhisenansnameuponheapis;forhewroewordhahebelievedhemusbeoccupiedsomegreaparofhisimewihmrhornon,asanewleasewasinpreparaion,andheermsofimusbeagreedupon