第84章 CHAPTERXXVFREDERICK(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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werenoyou?oh,no!obesureiwaspoordarlingfrediookwihme,irememberionlywenooxenhamonceaferiwasmarried,oyouraunshawswedding;andpoorlilefredwashebabyhenandiknowdixondidnolikechangingfromdysmaidonurse,andiwasafraidhaifiookhernearheroldhome,andamongsherownpeople,shemighwanoleavemebupoorbabywasakenillaoxenham,wihhiseehing;and,whawihmybeingagreadealwiha


ajusbeforehermarriage,andnobeingverysrongmyself,dixonhadmoreofhechargeofhimhansheeverhadbefore;andimadehersofondofhim,andshewassoproudwhenhewouldurnawayfromeveryoneandclingoher,haidon believesheeverhoughofleavingmeagain;houghiwasverydifferenfromwhashedbeen


accusomedopoorfred!everybodylovedhimhewasbornwihhegifofwi


inghearsimakesmehinkverybadlyofcapainreidwheniknowhahedislikedmyowndearboyihinkiacerainproofhehadabadhearah!yourpoorfaher,margarehehaslefheroomhecan bearohearfredspokenof


iloveohearabouhim,mammaellmeallyoulike;younevercanellmeoomuchellmewhahewaslikeasababy


why,margare,youmusnobehur,buhewasmuchpreierhanyouwereiremember,whenifirssawyouindixonsarms,isaid,dear,whaanuglylilehing!andshesaid,isnoeverychildhaslikemaserfred,blesshim!dear!howwellirememberihenicouldhavehadfredinmyarmseveryminueofheday,andhiscowasclosebymybed;andnow,nowmargareidon knowwheremyboyis,andsomeimesihinkishallneverseehimagain


margaresadownbyhermoherssofaonalilesool,andsoflyookholdofherhand,caressingiandkissingi,asifocomformrshalecriedwihouresrainas,shesasraigh,siffuponhesofa,andurningroundoherdaugher,shesaidwihearful,almossolemnearnesness,margare,ificangebeer,ifgodlesmehaveachanceofrecovery,imusbehroughseeingmysonfrederickoncemoreiwillwakenupallhepoorspringsofhealhlefinme


shepaused,andseemedoryandgahersrenghforsomehingmoreyeobesaidhervoicewaschokedasshewenonwasquaveringaswihheconempionofsomesrange,yecloselypresenidea


and,margare,ifiamodieifiamoneofhoseappoinedodiebeforemanyweeksareoverimusseemychildfirsica


ohinkhowimusbemanaged;buichargeyou,margare,asyouyourselfhopeforcomforinyoursillness,bringhimomehaimayblesshimonlyforfiveminues,margareherecouldbenodangerinfiveminuesoh,margare,lemeseehimbeforeidie!


margaredidnohinkofanyhinghamighbeuerlyunreasonableinhisspeech:wedonolookforreasonorlogicinhepassionaeenreaiesofhosewhoaresickunodeah;wearesungwihherecollecionofahousandslighedopporuniiesoffulfillinghewishesofhosewhowillsoonpassawayfromamongus:anddoheyaskusforhefuurehappinessofourlives,weyiaheirfee,andwilliawayfromusbuhiswishofmrshaleswassonaural,sojus,sorighobohparies,hamargarefelasif,onfredericksaccounaswellasonhermohers,sheoughooverlookallinermediaechancesofdanger,andpledgeherselfodoeveryhinginherpowerforisrealisaionherge,pleading,diedeyeswerefixeduponherwisfully,seadyinheirgaze,houghhepoorwhielipsquiveredlikehoseofachildmargaregenlyroseupandsoodopposieoherfrail


moher;sohashemighgaherhesecurefulfilmenofherwishfromhecalmseadinessofherdaughersface


mamma,iwillwrieonigh,andellfrederickwhayousayiamassurehahewillcomedireclyous,asiamsureofmylifebeeasy,mamma,youshallseehimasfarasanyhingearhlycanbepromised


youwillwrieonigh?oh,margare!heposgoesouafiveyouwillwriebyi,won you?ihavesofewhourslefifeel,dear,asifishouldnorecover,houghsomeimesyourfaheroverpersuadesmeinohoping;youwillwriedirecly,won you?don loseasinglepos;forjusbyhaveryposimaymisshim


u,mamma,papaisou