作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:9074字
werenoyou?oh,no!obesureiwaspoordarlingfrediookwihme,irememberionlywenooxenhamonceaferiwasmarried,oyouraunshawswedding;andpoorlilefredwashebabyhenandiknowdixondidnolikechangingfromdysmaidonurse,andiwasafraidhaifiookhernearheroldhome,andamongsherownpeople,shemighwanoleavemebupoorbabywasakenillaoxenham,wihhiseehing;and,whawihmybeingagreadealwiha
ajusbeforehermarriage,andnobeingverysrongmyself,dixonhadmoreofhechargeofhimhansheeverhadbefore;andimadehersofondofhim,andshewassoproudwhenhewouldurnawayfromeveryoneandclingoher,haidon believesheeverhoughofleavingmeagain;houghiwasverydifferenfromwhashedbeen
accusomedopoorfred!everybodylovedhimhewasbornwihhegifofwi
inghearsimakesmehinkverybadlyofcapainreidwheniknowhahedislikedmyowndearboyihinkiacerainproofhehadabadhearah!yourpoorfaher,margarehehaslefheroomhecan bearohearfredspokenof
iloveohearabouhim,mammaellmeallyoulike;younevercanellmeoomuchellmewhahewaslikeasababy
why,margare,youmusnobehur,buhewasmuchpreierhanyouwereiremember,whenifirssawyouindixonsarms,isaid,dear,whaanuglylilehing!andshesaid,isnoeverychildhaslikemaserfred,blesshim!dear!howwellirememberihenicouldhavehadfredinmyarmseveryminueofheday,andhiscowasclosebymybed;andnow,nowmargareidon knowwheremyboyis,andsomeimesihinkishallneverseehimagain
margaresadownbyhermoherssofaonalilesool,andsoflyookholdofherhand,caressingiandkissingi,asifocomformrshalecriedwihouresrainas,shesasraigh,siffuponhesofa,andurningroundoherdaugher,shesaidwihearful,almossolemnearnesness,margare,ificangebeer,ifgodlesmehaveachanceofrecovery,imusbehroughseeingmysonfrederickoncemoreiwillwakenupallhepoorspringsofhealhlefinme
shepaused,andseemedoryandgahersrenghforsomehingmoreyeobesaidhervoicewaschokedasshewenonwasquaveringaswihheconempionofsomesrange,yecloselypresenidea
and,margare,ifiamodieifiamoneofhoseappoinedodiebeforemanyweeksareoverimusseemychildfirsica
ohinkhowimusbemanaged;buichargeyou,margare,asyouyourselfhopeforcomforinyoursillness,bringhimomehaimayblesshimonlyforfiveminues,margareherecouldbenodangerinfiveminuesoh,margare,lemeseehimbeforeidie!
margaredidnohinkofanyhinghamighbeuerlyunreasonableinhisspeech:wedonolookforreasonorlogicinhepassionaeenreaiesofhosewhoaresickunodeah;wearesungwihherecollecionofahousandslighedopporuniiesoffulfillinghewishesofhosewhowillsoonpassawayfromamongus:anddoheyaskusforhefuurehappinessofourlives,weyiaheirfee,andwilliawayfromusbuhiswishofmrshaleswassonaural,sojus,sorighobohparies,hamargarefelasif,onfredericksaccounaswellasonhermohers,sheoughooverlookallinermediaechancesofdanger,andpledgeherselfodoeveryhinginherpowerforisrealisaionherge,pleading,diedeyeswerefixeduponherwisfully,seadyinheirgaze,houghhepoorwhielipsquiveredlikehoseofachildmargaregenlyroseupandsoodopposieoherfrail
moher;sohashemighgaherhesecurefulfilmenofherwishfromhecalmseadinessofherdaughersface
mamma,iwillwrieonigh,andellfrederickwhayousayiamassurehahewillcomedireclyous,asiamsureofmylifebeeasy,mamma,youshallseehimasfarasanyhingearhlycanbepromised
youwillwrieonigh?oh,margare!heposgoesouafiveyouwillwriebyi,won you?ihavesofewhourslefifeel,dear,asifishouldnorecover,houghsomeimesyourfaheroverpersuadesmeinohoping;youwillwriedirecly,won you?don loseasinglepos;forjusbyhaveryposimaymisshim
u,mamma,papaisou