第14章 CHAPTERIVDOUBTSANDDIFFICULTIES(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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margare,iamapoorcowardaferallica


obearogivepainiknowsowellyourmohersmarriedlifehasnobeenallshehopedallshehadarighoexpecandhiswillbesuchablowoher,haihaveneverhadhehear,hepoweroellhershemusbeoldhough,now,saidhe,lookingwisfullyahisdaughermargarewasalmosoverpoweredwihheideahahermoherknewnohingofiall,andyeheaffairwassofaradvanced!


yes,indeedshemus,saidmargareperhaps,aferall,shemaynoohyes!shewill,shemusbeshockedasheforceofheblowreurneduponherselfinryingorealisehowanoherwouldakei


whereareweogoo?saidsheas,sruckwihafreshwonderasoheirfuurepns,ifpnsindeedherfaherhad


omilonnorhern,heanswered,wihadullindifference,forhehadperceivedha,alhoughhisdaugherslovehadmadeherclingohim,andforamomensriveosoohehimwihherlove,yehekee


essofhepainwasasfreshaseverinhermind


milonnorhern!hemanufacuringownindarkshire?


yes,saidhe,inhesamedesponden,indifferenway


whyhere,papa?askedshe


ecausehereicanearnbreadformyfamilybecauseiknownoohere,andnooneknowshelsone,orcaneveralkomeaboui


readforyourfamily!ihoughyouandmammahadandhenshesopped,checkinghernauralineresregardingheirfuurelife,asshesawhegaheringgloomonherfahersbrowbuhe,wihhisquickinuiivesympahy,readinherface,asinamirror,hereflecionsofhisownmoodydepression,andurnedioffwihaneffor


youshallbeoldall,margareonlyhelpmeoellyourmoherihinkicoulddoanyhingbuha:heideaofherdisressurnsmesickwihdreadifiellyouall,perhapsyoucouldbreakioheromorrow


iamgoingouforheday,obidfarmerdobsonandhepoorpeopleonbracycommongoodbyewouldyoudislikebreakingioherverymuch,margare?margarediddislikei,didshrinkfromimorehanfromanyhingshehadeverhadodoinherlifebeforeshecouldnospeak,allaonceherfahersaid,youdislikeiverymuch,don you,


margare?hensheconqueredherself,andsaid,wihabrighsronglookonherface:


iisapainfulhing,buimusbedone,andiwilldoiaswellasevericanyoumushavemanypainfulhingsodo


mrhaleshookhisheaddespondingly:hepressedherhandinokenofgraiudemargarewasnearlyupseagaininoabursofcryingournherhoughs,shesaid: owellme,papa,whaourpnsareyouandmammahavesomemoney,independenofheincomefromheliving,havenoyou?aunshawhas,iknow


yesisupposewehaveabouahundredandsevenypoundsayearofourownsevenyofhahasalwaysgoofrederick,sincehehasbeenabroadidon knowifhewansiall,heconinuedinahesiaingma


erhemushavesomepayforservingwihhespanisharmy


frederickmusnosuffer,saidmargare,decidedly;inaforeigncounry;sounjuslyreaedbyhisownahundredislefcouldnoyou,andi,andmammaliveonahundredayearinsomeverycheapveryquieparofengnd?oh!ihinkwecould


o!saidmrhale hawouldnoanswerimusdosomehingimusmakemyselfbusy,okeepoffmorbidhoughsbesides,inacounryparishishouldbesopainfullyremindedofhelsone,andmyduieshereicouldnobeari,margareandahundredayearwouldgoaverylileway,aferhenecessarywansofhousekeepingareme,owardsprovidingyourmoherwihallhecomforsshehasbeenaccusomedo,andoughohaveno:wemusgoomilonhaisseledicanalwaysdecidebeerbymyself,andnoinfluencedbyhosewhomilove,saidhe,asahalfapologyforhavingarrangedsomuchbeforehehadoldanyoneofhisfamilyofhisinenionsica


osandobjecionsheymakemesoundecided


margareresolvedokeepsilenceaferall,whadidisignifywhereheywen,comparedoheoerriblechange?


mrhaleconinued:afewmonhsago,whenmymiseryofdoubbecamemorehanicouldbearwihouspeaking,iwroeomrbellyouremembermrbell,margare?


o;ineversawhim,ihinkbuiknowwhoheisfredericksgodfaheryourolduoraoxford,don youmean?


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