第18章 CHAPTERVDECISION(3)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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本章字节:11954字

youforge,mamma!heisleavinghechurchonaccounofhisopinionshisdoubswoulddohimnogoodaoxford


mrshalewassilenforsomeime,quielycryingasshesaid:


andhefurniurehowinheworldareweomanageheremoval?ineverremovedinmylife,andonlyafornighohinkaboui!


margarewasinexpressiblyrelievedofindhahermohersanxieyanddisresswasloweredohispoin,soinsignificanoherself,andonwhichshecoulddosomuchohelpshep


edandpromised,andledhermoheronoarrangefullyasmuchascouldbefixedbeforeheyknewsomewhamoredefiniivelywhamrhaleinendedodo


hroughouhedaymargareneverlefhermoher;bendingherwholesoulosympahiseinallhevariousurnsherfeelingsook;owardseveningespecially,asshebecamemoreandmoreanxioushaherfahershouldfindasoohingwelcomehomeawaiinghim,aferhisreurnfromhisdayoffaigueanddisressshedweluponwhahemushaveborneinsecreforlong;hermoheronlyrepliedcoldlyha


heoughohaveoldher,andhahenaanyraehewouldhavehadanadviserogivehimcounsel;andmargareurnedfainahearwhensheheardherfaherssepinhehallshedarednogoomeehim,andellhimwhashehaddoneallday,forfearofhermohersjealousa


oyancesheheardhimlinger,asifawaiingher,orsomesignofher;andshedarednosir;shesawbyhermoherswichinglips,andchangingcolour,hasheoowasawarehaherhusbandhadreurned


presenlyheopenedheroomdoor,andsoodhereuncerainwheherocomeinhisfacewasgrayandpale;hehadaimid,fearfullookinhiseyes;somehingalmospiifuloseeinamansface;buhalookofdespondenuncerainy,ofmenalandbodilynguor,ouchedhiswifeshearshewenohim,andhrewherselfonhisbreas,cryingouoh!richard,richard,youshouldhaveoldmesooner!


andhen,inears,margarelefher,assherushedupsairsohrowherselfonherbed,andhideherfaceinhepillowsosiflehehysericsobshawouldforceheirwayas,aferherigidselfconrolofhewholeday


howlongsheyhusshecouldnoellsheheardnonoise,houghhehousemaidcameinoarrangeheroomheaffrighedgirlsoleouagainonipoe,andwenandoldmrsdixonhamisshalewascryingasifherhearwouldbreak:shewassureshewouldmakeherselfdeadlyillifshewenonaharaeinconsequenceofhis,margarefelherselfouched,andsaredupinoasiingposure;shesawheaccusomedroom,hefigureofdixoninshadow,asheersoodholdinghecandlealilebehindher,forfearofheeffeconmisshalessarledeyes,swollenandblindedasheywere


oh,dixon!ididnohearyoucomeinoheroom!saidmargare,resumingherremblingselfresrainisiverye?coninuedshe,lifingherselfnguidlyoffhebed,yeleingherfeeouchhegroundwihoufairlysandingdown,assheshadedherweruffledhairoffherface,andriedolookashoughnohingwerehemaer;asifshehadonlybeenasleep


ihardlycanellwhaimeiis,replieddixon,inanaggrievedoneofvoicesinceyourmammaoldmehiserriblenews,whenidressedherforea,ivelosallcounofimeimsureidon knowwhaisobecomeofusallwhencharloeoldmejusnowyouweresobbing,misshale,ihough,nowonder,poorhing!andmaserhinkingofurningdissenerahisimeoflife,when,ifiisnoobesaidhesdonewellinhechurch,hesnodonebadlyaferallihadacousin,miss,whournedmehodispreacheraferhewasfifyyearsofage,andaailorallhislife;buhenhehadneverbeenableomakeapairofrousersofi,foraslongashehadbeeninherade,soiwasno


wonder;buformaser!asisaidomissus,whawouldpoorsirjohnhavesaid?heneverlikedyourmarryingmrhale,buifhecouldhaveknowniwouldhavecomeohis,hewouldhaveswornworseoahshanever,ifhawaspossible!\


dixonhadbeensomuchaccusomedocommenuponmrhalesproceedingsohermisress(wholisenedoher,orno,asshewasinhehumour),hashenevernoicedmargaresfshingeyeanddiingnosrilohearherfaheralkedofinhiswaybyaservanoherface!


dixon,shesaid,inhelowoneshealwaysusedwhenmuchexcied,whichhadasoundiniasofsomedisanurmoil,orhreaeningsormbreakingfarawaydixon!youforgeowhomyouarespeakingshesooduprighandfirmonherfeenow,confroninghewaiingmaid,andfixingherwihherseadydiscerningeyeiammrhalesdaugher


go!youhavemadeasrangemisake,andohaiamsureyourowngoodfeelingwillmakeyousorryforwhenyouhinkaboui


dixonhungirresoluelyabouheroomforaminueorwomargarerepeaed,youmayleaveme,dixoniwishyouogodixondidnoknowwheheroresenhesedecidedwordsorocry;eihercoursewouldhavedonewihhermisress:bu,asshesaidoherself,missmargarehasaouchofheoldgenlemanabouher,aswellaspoormaserfrederick;iwonderwhereheygeifrom?andshe,whowouldhaveresenedsuchwordsfromanyonelesshaughyanddeerminedinma


er,wassubduedenoughosay,inahalfhumble,halfinjuredone:


mayn iunfasenyourgown,miss,anddoyourhair?


o!noonigh,hankyouandmargaregravelylighedherouofheroom,andboledhedoorfromhenceforhdixonobeyedandadmiredmargareshesaidiwasbecauseshewassolikepoormaserfrederick;buheruhwas,hadixon,asdomanyohers,likedofeelherselfruledbyapowerfulanddecidednaure


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